i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.

8:10 AM
UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
DONEEEEEE!!!! :DDD
I AM SOOOOO PROUD OF MY NEW BLOGSKIN LAH!
my first ever skin done.
and i spent THREE hours hosting the pic, adjusting the size, changing the colours, etc.
all the trial and error for the alignment took up the most time!
but im still so proud of meselffffff.((((:
i like the colours! its so samantha.
and the pictures!
but the resolution isnt that clear still. =/
and i cant find the html part for the borders! thats why there isnt any border.
I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN! YAY!
1:23 AM
grace: thanks! =p
sham: dont worry la, you'll grow to like it. at least u have imah in the same class as you!
evan: you know what? i dont think i can make it either! got baptism. =/
vik: hahaha. HI RANDOM! im samantha. :DDD
ive given up on listening to the mp3. cus the songs are like always the same and im kinda sick of it. lazy to keep adding new songs also. and so its radio now! class 95 and 987. and i realised that martens in the morning is incredibly funny! haha. i can practically laugh to myself on the train every morning. x)
java today was.......... speechless. kinda straight forward but just really tedious having to find the formulas and stuff. so me and yongshan just talked and left jason and jardel to figure the formula. hahaha! then i was so bored so i decided to play games and that jason keeps laughing his head off at my game cus he thinks its retarded! ezone's swoopaaaaa. :DDD it rocks kayyy.
went to catch wild hogs after school at j8 since there isnt school tomorrow and class 95 keeps publicising it during the movie minutes thingy. not bad not bad! quite funny! and the scenes kinda remind me of the spongebob movie.
oh. there were like 2 dogs running at the 1st lvl of W6 afew days back! saw it during lunch break when i was in the library with pat and vik. then mr adventurous-not-scared-to-die aka viky boy went to chase the dogs and mr imagination-very-wild-and-lame aka patman said: wahhh.. you see now vik chasing the dogs. then a few seconds later you see the dogs chasing vik. HAHAHAHAHA!! super typical cartoon shows kinda thing la. and its gonna be really funny if it really happened.
8:18 AM
sheep: haha! i hope so toooo! :D
shamala: HELLO SHAMMMM!
1 week down, 6 more to go. :DDD
all the modules are quite manageable so far. and my quiz marks are not bad.. hopefully it will be the same for UTs. =p the most dreaded thing coming up next would be PP. grrrrr. its gonna hog my wednesdays from may till november. :( and i still havent decided on who to interview yet.
friday was fun!
web multimedia module. html! YAYYYYYYY! i'll be able to make my own blogskin by the end of that module, i hope. haha. and i'll put all your spastic horrifying faces on my blogskin. my group had very fun people also! me, zhenxiu, kah siang (nas's ex classmate), dennis (randy's clone =X) and jin (joanne's retardedly funny jacky wu lookalike ex classmate)! hahaha. me and zhenxiu like laughed till we cried la. over some jokes jin made with kah siang. damn hilarious!
then met serene and audrey before heading down to bran's bbq after school. as usual, birthday boy gets dunked. but this year he came prepared and automatically jumped into the pool. but poor jason got dunked by jon jon and joel, with permission of aunty melinda. HEHEHEHE! poor boy. and when the cake was brought out i like shtared at it for quite awhile cus it looked sooooo familiar. then it struck me that the cake was the same as mel's! haha. i miss the W24B birthday celebrations. =/
oh. dot passed me the salem 40th anni musical scores. my goshhhhhhhhhhhh. tau gays, tau gays and more tau gays. sat pracs from 12-6 every week till october plus some on friday as well. ahhhhhhhh!!!! i should be able to finish learning every song without developing a phobia for keyboards/pianos if i dont have to read too much taugays. i hate tau gays. tau gays hate me.(:
tomorrow's gonna be another week. another fun week please?
and i cant wait for WWW on wednesday! hehehe!
WWW equals suntanning.(:
dot says im more than fair. she said im WHITE. haha.
3:29 AM
OBJECTED ORIENTED PROGRAMMING....
isnt so bad afterall. hehehehehe! :DDD
we spent the whole entire 1st meeting trying to install the java crap.
horrible horrible horrible.
and i couldnt go online for the whole 1st meeting. :(
then during breakout pat came to surprise me with a visit!
awwww! thats so nice la.
was soooo shocked to see a familiar face standing outside smiling away.
and we coincidently wore the same coloured top again!
anyway i got my java notepad++ installed by 2nd meeting so we managed to write the codes.
funnnn! tough but fun.
and my oop faci looks like a loan shark with his shirt buttons opened and golden chain and all.
i just hope i'll be able to remember all the computer alien languages by the end of week 16!
i still think java's easier than VB. at least we dont have to create those weird text boxes and stuff!
TOMORROW'S WEDNESDAYYYYY!
tralalaaaaaa!
2:09 AM
first day of school was GOOOOOOD. seriously good.
and no, im not trying to console myself.
but i have to say one thing. i got LOST today. =/
i didnt know where the W6 lift was. so i walked round and round the whole w6 building just to find out that the lift was inside the canteen itself.
means food haven is just below my block at level 3.
and theyre gonna open anotherrrr new canteen at W6 basement, the sports complex one.
WHOOHOOOOO! :DDD
so i reached school at 805 but by the time i found my class it was already 820.
yesyes. i hear people going "ek ek ek ek ek" while reading this.
first thing i EXPECTED to see when i walked in was a very quiet class.
but to my surprise, people were laughing and making noise already.
first module of the day was data communications and networking.
AND IT WAS A LOT OF FUNNNNN!
i expected some VB and java crap initially. but it turned out to be like a communications lesson.
team 2 rocks mannnnnnn!
we managed to finish discussing everything by 2nd breakout.
and our idea: SOLID. x)
i really love how this class is so noisy.
and how i get to laugh every few seconds.
although i havent reached the stage of bursting out into my laughing spasms but it was good enough.
plus our faci's lame cold jokes.
someone: so, we have assumed that the weather is like singapore. no tsunami and storms, etc.
faci: *rolls chair to window and open blinds to check weather*
HAHAHAHAHA.
i love my team mates and im already beginning to love W65M!
oh, but one thing.
the guys play dota. :(
there are like 16 guys out of 25 students please?! (feels like the opposite of W24B)
ahhhh, shucks.
ohwells. but they finished their ppt faithfully before playing at least.(:
and i really look forward to breakouts! :D
very very much.
cus i get to meet people i miss most and eattttttt.
chicken chunk and cheesy sausage and cheesy tofuuuuuuuu. whoooo!
though it would definitely be better if the canteen isnt so overcrowded and flooded with newbies and err, oldbies.
i still love breakouts nevertheless!
3:55 AM
and i shant complain anymore.
anyway im kinda numb to the changey classy thingythingthing.
so it doesnt really bother me.
but i see that some people have totally different classes for each module.
or same class but a few classmates getting switched here and there.
means you'll make 25-96 friends this coming sem! :DDD
whoalaaa.
now thats horrid.
i'll probably keep going to the wrong class or never get to really make friends with all of them.
im so excited. yet so scared. =/
tonight's gonna be another sleepless night tossing and turning and wondering how's tomorrow gonna be like.
its the same for every semester. but we all get used to it in the end.
I LOVE MY YEAR ONE CLASSES TRUCKLOADS STILL.(:
2:46 AM
im back from chalet!!! :DDD
its record breaking. 5 chalets in a year!
anyway this time's chalet was fun! the azlan's surprise birthday party. which yana put in alotttttttttttt of effort and time and sweat and blood in it. i mean, ALOTTTTTTTT. i'll never have such determination and energy and patience and whatever to hold up such a thing.
so we checked in early, went to get charcoal, and waited for yana to come so we could help her carry ALLLLLL the stuff she prepared for the party. it was alot lar! took 5 people and our full two hands to carry all the stuff from the not-so-accessible-from-carpark to the chalet. halton bungalow D. and randy was right! HEAVEN OF INSECTS! ZOMGGG. =/
we set up the place, decorated it. blew balloons which constantly poped! scare the crap outta me and yana! hahaha. so we girls decided to just go make the drinks and let the guys do the decoration. HEHEHE. and all our hardwork, all the hiding, it all paid off. azlan's parents were so cute la! esp his mum when he lied to lan that their family was at some relative's place. hahaha. we all looked at each other and laughed our heads off la!
and since our chalet was just below and beside OCH, vik decided to climb the slope there and shine his red lazer to the group of little lians and bengs who recced OCH. hahaha. once in awhile there'll be people screaming and running down the stairs and past our chalet. it lasted till dawn!
me pat vik and yulin played balloon water bombs too! :DDD the BESTTT. haha. i was still very dry until vik happily went to disturb his HOUSE LIZARDS again by throwing the water bombs up on the wall trying to hit them. then the bombs bounced back and hit the table which was right infront of me and i got wet. grrr. haha. the chalet walls was so full of lizards la.. and they were our little entertainment for half the night. shining lazers at them, throwing water bombs at them and one dropped, got soooooo scared and turned sheet white. EWWW!
we got bored of it so we decided to go to head down to the boardwalk and it was like probably 1plus in the morning already but there were still so many people fishing at the jetty place thingy! i miss FPC2. :( and we couldnt find BOOOOP there anymore. lied on the big fishing benches for quite some time and we started singing and laughing and falling asleep! HAHAHA. by the time we walked back it was already 3 plus but there were still people in the other chalets having their party. they like brought all the disco lights and stuff la. horrible!
ate again, washed up then went to bed at around 5. woke up at 10 to prepare to check out, then pat gave us a lift home. THANKSSSS! :DDD i pigged till10pm and i think my body clock's gonna go downnnnnn again. urghhh.
i love the mini holiday cum getaway.
and i'll miss it alottt.
i miss the fights.
i miss the stupid rain. no, i dont actually.
i miss the cup noodles.
i miss macs.
i miss "life's goodness".
i miss all the laughing and teasing.
i miss yi bai jia.
i miss the beach.
i miss talking.
i miss the lazing around.
i miss them all so badly.
i love the ending of this holidays. ending it with a nice good relaxing and fun little holiday away from everything.
im gonna miss everything i did during the past 2 months also. everything. ):
we'll survive year 2 sem 1. and i know it.(:
8:12 AM
whoooooo! :DDD
it feels good being able to be back online. internet at home is down, and its still down. so im somewhere else koping the wireless now.
many things happened for the past week.
good friday, expo shopping with the cousins (and the scene of the 2 small dirty minded little boys is still playing in my head. hahahahaha.), connection 33:3, easter sunday and just so many more stuff.
and its last week of hols already. sadly. :( but because of my internetless days, my body clock is now much better. i hope i'll be able to survive my school days successfully again.
okayyyyy. byeeeee!
1:45 AM
or is it just me?
im sorry. i really cant help it.
the thoughts of it just kept coming back.
over and over again.
like no matter what i do it just clings on to me.
and whenever it does, negative thoughts just starts to flow in together.
all that i could think of.
i really wished it didnt have to happen.
i really do.
1:06 AM
and i miss the cafe cartel studying days too.
4:48 AM