i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
apart from these what-i-call-BOLIAOISM entertainment, school was pretty much the same. -the usual squabbling with raph and yuhang during amath -the waiting of the chi results. [ohmygoshh! JOANNA KOR YOU FELL FOR MY TRICK! xDD] -the usual stuffing myself with zha ji during thursdays. *erpps* -the usual happy me until the above mentioned IDIOTS spoilt my mood. -the usual crappy merlion kid begging me to beg him! >.<> -the usual vongton "begging" me to *lalalalalalala*. bleaghhhh.. =p okay. thats all. jk: THANKS A TRILLION FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENTS! ((((:
purrrrpleeee.<3
3:16 AM
aces day tomorrow! its going to be a significant event lah.. besides it being the last aces day. ((: shucks. its going to be another day of that stoopid song stuck in my head again.. but at least its once and for all!! then the guiness world record breaking thing will be tomorrow. whee!! cant wait.. yupp. hopefully they'll be able to break it! =DD JIA YOU! they were still sitting on the stadium track just now when i went home. poor them!! so hot and sunny. haha.. but there were like 400 of them? so the whole school will be assembling at the stadium, at SEVEN FIFTEEN. so early!!!!!! *sulks*
from the mountain to the valley
hear our praises cry to you
from the heavens to the nations
hear our singing fill the earth.
[hear our praises-hillsong]purrrrpleeee.<3
1:29 AM
`what do you call samantha on water?
[SAMPAN!!]
`what do you call an unlucky olden-day women? *i dont know how to describe okay*
[SAM-SUAY WOMEN!!]
`what do you call a samantha test?
[EX-SAM!!]
`what do you call a healthy brandon drink?
[BRAN'S ESSENCE!!]
`what happens when your leg gets drunk?
[you become an ALCOHOL-LEG!!]
`what happens to your leg when alvin gets cold and runs away?
[HOL-LEG!!] *nevermind if you dont get this*
originated from: baybay land!! =DD
yeah, i know its lame. but its funny!! hahaha.. yepp. things get exceptionally funny and lame when nigey gets bored.purrrrpleeee.<3
7:20 AM
thank God for starting my study engine. yeapps. have started revising everyday..and i could actually feel WEIRD without touching the books for one day! even doing ONE math sum counts >.< hahaha.. 2 more months to the sweet smell of freedom. tralala! assignments are piling up at a really fast rate as well! and THAT, is my teacher's forte.
saturday's youth service was fantastic!! we had combine service with some other youths from another church. mymy, SO MANY PEOPLE!! hahaha. the best part, full band!! me and christian on keys, nigel on bass, brandon on guitar and ele on drums! whee!! then we continued watching that "our origin" video. speaker spoke sooo fast!
and combine new team and dance on sunday! ughh.. was walking to church this morning and this half broken toothpick got caught on my jeans.. guess what. it pricked right through my heels. OUCH! had to yank to thing out... and it hurtssss!!!! think i was limping the whole day. then had lunch and jack's place. okay, after eating jerry's bbq [another western food restaurant] i think jack's place is sooo lousy! bleahh.. xiaona, val and chris were there too! but i think it was too dark to see them. haha!!
back to school tomorrow and kor is leaving for aust again.. SO FAST! but theres always another chance to catch up with you yeah? ((:
isaiah40:31-im holding on to God's promises.purrrrpleeee.<3
5:29 AM
yuppyupp. today's common test was a real disaster! everyone started sleeping after 45min of the paper. not because it was difficult, but because we were all so reluctant to re-study chinese again. oh bother. im going to do so so badly. and yes, height and weight today. ughh =/ i shrunk by 1cm [it bothers me cos im SHORT!] and the machine i used to take my weight had some error stuff. so all our weights were increased by 0.5kg. [yah lah, CHEYY!! 0.5kg only] alrightey. i gained like err, 1+ kg?? and my pe teacher says im UNDERWEIGHT. that means, I CAN AFFORD TO EAT MORE FRIED FOOD AND KFC!! tralala~ haha xDD shirley never fails to nag at me for buying fried food every recess and i only gained 1+ kg since last year? while that nagger doesnt eat during recess and she gained more weight than me! LOL. is high metabolism what you call it? yeah, i think so.
we did the aces day dance again. THE SONG IS STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD! arghh. siva said channel newsasia will be coming to do some recording. *im going to stand behind someone tall.. like meiyan!!* service day after school! all the girls cleaned teo's homeroom and i think we so rawk! LOL. afterall, we're girls! and we girls know how to clean up better than the boys. her whole homeroom was super flooded cos we poured the detergent on the floor [i think] and splashed water all over. then meiyan, myself and a few others were pouring detergent on the table and wiping it. FUN FUN FUN! i dont mind doing it again although its quite tiring.
went to j8 to get teacher's present afetr school with shirley. its so hard to find stuff for teo!! but ended up buying this quite-cute cushion and blue roses for her. think it should be good enough? then went straight to church. second liner's last classroom training tonight!! we had pizza dinner.. thanks uncle jem!! =DD looks like 2nd liners always end up eating pizza. hah.. took turns to share from the bible. yeapp.. we're all going to learn to be christ-like!purrrrpleeee.<3
8:35 AM
had a wake up call from ms tan during english today. haha. but what she said was pretty true and encouraging!! guess what. my english teacher scored F9 for her Emath for prelims but aced it in her final Olevels! SCREAMS. its like turning the impossible into reality. but she's from st nicks.. so sng's f9 standard is at least a D7 in Olevels standard. haha xDD great. ms tan is re-emphasising on her expectations again. i want 100% passes from your class and at least 8 distinctions! she uses "top EL banded class" as an excuse for excellent grades. sighh.. that is super pressurising. =/
and i realised its 2 weeks away from prelim2, 2months away from Os and 3months away from the sweet sweet smell of FREEDOM!! lalala~
theres chinese common test tomorrow. and no one knows how reluctant i am to retake it!! arghh. but anyhow, i doubt i'll do well because its like i only knew what to study 2days ago? and they're going to test us on the whole sec1 to 4 shou ce! KILLER.
yupps. mr mah says phy prelim2 wont be as tough as prelim1 but wont be any easier than Olevels standard. oohlala!! im so going to chiong and show myself that i can pass my science!! HAHAHA.. =DD i be doomed if i dont pass it lah. or rather, if i dont do well.
alrightey! ranted enough about studies. haha.. sorry my dear faithful readers. bear with me for the next 3 months!
Jesus, all for Jesus
all i am and have
and ever hope to be.
all of my ambitions, hopes and plans
i surrender these into your hands!
[thanks xiaona!!] ((:purrrrpleeee.<3
12:22 AM
school is getting from bad to worse! its like getting rather dry. all we do every lesson is go through the other school's prelim papers. *BIG YAWNS* so sick of it already! haha.. dont think im going to survive any longer than 2months if this continues! plus my september holidays are already fully booked by all the subject teachers. all they ever say is i only need you to come back for extra lessons, one day is all i ask!! it takes 7 of my subject teachers to say that and pwoof! there goes. O LEVELS!!! ughh. they are the root cause of all my misery!! >.<>ignore me, i became really insane recently
then we did target setting during PC period. I NEED AT LEAST 15 POINTS TO GET INTO MY DESIRED COURSE!! goshh. to be negative: its just wishful thinking on your part sammy, its a drastic jump of points comparing with prelim1's results! and and and, you definitely need a major amount of midnight oil for intensive revision so you can meet your target! to be positive: its possible, others have done it. why cant i? just leave it to God, leave it all to him. uh wait, do i sound as if im psychoing myself? *hints: you're not suppse to say no!!* haiyah, i'll have millenia institute as back up lah. because you only have to get L1R4 of at least 20 points to get it. sounds easy doesnt it?! thats what kumar said.
teachers day celebration next week! muahaha.. we're going to miss lessons again. and my little school decided to break some guiness world record to celebrate its 40th anniversary. cute school right?! HAHAHA xDD then we learnt this aces day workout thingy. choreographted by edison. yes, our original yckss's aces day dance. quite cool BUT, the song is like yuck. dont phunk with my heart by black eyed peas. whats with the song lah?! haha.. lyrics are GROSS and the song was stuck in my head for the whole day after pe!
im so stressed. my brain is going to burst soon!!! >.< and this is the only place where i can happily release my sudden outbursts. =DD
indescribable, uncontainable
you place the stars in the sky
and you know them by name
you are amazing God.
[indescribable-passion]purrrrpleeee.<3
7:03 AM
4o3's timtable. ughh. =/ [found it on the sch web. haha.. and its quite cool actually] 
purrrrpleeee.<3
7:37 AM
but thank God its just that control accounts and pnl accounting. hopefully i'll be able to score a decent 6/12. HAHAHA. its an achievement for an accounts almost-idiot student like me. attended acoounts remedials after school and i realised how simple accounts can be. yes, when theres someone guiding me. hah.. combined remedials with 4E and 5N accound students so there were 5N jokers in the class, gerald [neo] and that alvin guy. LOL!! they were like crapping for the whole 1hour. =/
then when i was walking back home, i remembered this disgusting and rotting cat carcass lying on the grass! YUCK. saw the full body afew days ago and it was soooo making me puke. then when i was walking back from the bus stop just now, i decided to see whether the carcass was still there. curiousity killed the cat! I SAW NOTHING BUT CAT BONES ON THE GRASS *ahhh.. runs away*
im still pretty traumatised by my prelim results. hahaha. but that shall be my motivation to press on till stinking O levels are over. and yes, i realised that i have only 2 weeks left of full secondary school days life. because after prelim2, its study break and more study break! IM SOO GOING TO MISS ZHA JI AND MY HORRIBLE CLASSMATES!! classmates, just reminded me of the stewpid classmates i have. they just soo piss me off! haha.. so i was ignoring them for the whole day. refering to raph, yuhang and sebas. IRRITANTS! they were like:samantha..*yack yack yack* oei, why you so "dulan"[irritated] today ah?! sickos. you were the ones who made me irritated. ughh.. esp that ninja fella. *bangs the keyboard* next time when i grow up, i wanna invent a machine specially to shut those people up.
mwahahaha!! i finally got the passion and phil, craig and dean albums!! thanks alot val! =DDpurrrrpleeee.<3
1:40 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!!! =DD youth service was rather interesting today! watched a video about our origin. buttttt, the speaker spoke sooo fast so i kind of didnt catch anything. hahaha. and theres still a continuation next week! goshh... >.< then went to celebrate joel's birthday at pizza hut. 14 sojourners!! me, dee, jk, val, aunty lee noi, ele, christian, jon, joel [OF COS], abel, timo, sam neo, dot and jerry! we tried out the cheezy crust pizza thingy. mymy, DEEELICIOUS! *drools* and of cos the usual drumlets by popular demand! so we stayed there and talked for awhile and some of them went for ice cream at some ice cream shop nearby but i was too full for ice cream! so nahh, skipped it. and i'll turn into some coughing machine if i continue taking anymore cold stuff. bleahh.. i still like only halfway through my homework! to do it tonight or tomorrow? ughh. =/purrrrpleeee.<3
7:27 AM
to put it positively: its a wake up call and an "encouragement" to buck up!
to put it negatively: its extremely demoralizing.
okay. its far to horrendous to be blogged! >.<>.< blahhhh.. you can roughly gage how fantastic -cough- my results were. yeah, pull up your socks samantha! its easier said than done.4o3 did really badly this time, as expected. yupp. only 4 people in class didnt have any f9s. PATHETIC.
im still sick. erms, not mentally. physically lah! xP had sore throat, followed by flu, then cough and now i lost my voice! MY VOICE!!!! ughhh. =/ quotes kor: SEXAYY! wahahaha!!! so today was the day i was most silent in class, which is pretty unusual [yes, my classmates will know that]. i could only talk at the constant volume lah.. so if i talked any louder, i'll zao sia. and if i talked any softer, NO VOICE!! >.< my laughter was like *SILENCE*. no sound at all!! like as if i stood on the moon and laughed. FAINTS. i need my voice back........
thank you for the cross Lord
thank for the price you've paid
thank you for the nail-pierced hands ((:purrrrpleeee.<3
1:11 AM
anyway, performance was pretty alright i guess. met meiyan, evan and carina for early dinner before meeting jasmine, cecilia, kaihua and caiyu. then the whole group of us [practically all the class gurls!] cabbed down to kallang theatre cos apparently we got lost. bleahh~ kallang theatre reminds me of my primary school days man.. we had this performance thing and my cohort was suppose to do this indian dance stuff. think my costume is still like in my cupboard or something. >.< hahaha.
they performed all the syf 2oo5 items and moulin rouge which was rather funny. especially the lead "actress". but it was still nice lah. then went down to orchard for supper with the girls. we got lost from following people.. like we thought they could lead us to the mrt but apparently they were lost too. ughh. so we cabbed down to orchard [like as if we were sooo rich to "splurge" or taxi fare] and found out that non of the shops were open! because it was already almost 11pm by then. hahaha!! so wasted! me, evan and beesiew left earlier.. didnt want to eat and we had to be back by midnight if not our parents will naggggg nagggggg naggggg, especially when there's school tomorrow.
oosh! JOY! lalala~ i've got cold!! HAHAHA xDD was sneezing my head off this morning and blowing stuff [you know what] outta my nose.. its finally out lah! have been blowing my nose for the whole of this week but nothing came out. yes, i like LOVE sneezing.. dont ask me why. cos i dont know either. haha..
[ps. I LOST MY VOICE!!!!!!] xP
and im off to other lessons already.... (((:purrrrpleeee.<3
7:08 PM
i beg to differ! examiners were super friendly and even laughed along with me during that conversation part! JOY. *tell me thats good news* =DD the passage was pretty easy.. the only big words were "hectic" [the biggest word i found] and of course, the names: bert and irene polanski. blahhhh. then picture discussion was about cooking and think i crapped my way through. hahaha.. so aceing picture discussion is like, OUT. then conversation! aiyah, cant remember the questions but i know it has something to do with jobs. >.<
we got to skip emath +1 by the way. LALALA~ so me, meiyan, shewon and jessica were eating and crapping till 2.10. then my voice was like from bad to worse. not that i lost it, but my throat was so dry [having sore throat] until no voice would come out when i speak half way. thank God i didnt eat up my voice during orals. if not i'll probably faint!!!
tomorrow. yes, arts festival at kallang tomorrow night. and im in dilemma. follow them? or follow them?purrrrpleeee.<3
1:19 AM
`comp addicts hogging the comp
`being sexist; gurls to one side, guys to the other.
`stewpid chidam making a hell lotta noise
`spastic brandon laughing at some stewpid thing. HAHAHA xDD
`people on msn web
`people on friendster
`GUYS PLAYING NEOPETS. [eg ann yen, chia and brandon] >.<
`people listening to mp3 OPENLY. yah, the tcher doesnt care anyway.
this is the life in 4o3.purrrrpleeee.<3
5:37 PM
had dinner after youth service yesterday with drey, serene, jk and chris! yupp, at yishun AGAIN. and something funny ALWAYS happens whenever we eat there! haha.. think we should go there more often whenever we're sad lah! *grins* and i had this hearing problem for the whole of last night! arghh.. couldnt communicate with audrey. hahaha!! >.<>fart PART. ohmygoshh. -.-
then we overslept again this morning because two certain people were laughing like nuts until 2.30am! gee, i wonder whooooo. so we had to do almost-considered-intensive warm up before dance prac. yeapp.. im beginning to like that new dance thing!!! and coppertwo cut the august babies birthday cake today!! we made the boys eat the bigger pieces. muahaha x))
alrightey. super tired now.. hahaha. and canto show was extremely hilarious! quotes brandon: HOLEY MOLEY! lol. me, gideon and my parents laughed until we almost had like 2packs?! goshh.. imagine watching it with serene like the other time. i think we'll probably develop some 8packs man! fine. im exaggerating. but still, hahaha.. its always fun to watch that stoopid canto show with someone who can laugh the way you do and of course someone with a sense of humour! lalala~
whatever it takes, whatever the cost
our city belongs to Jesus
people arise, people stand up
now is the time
to harvest!purrrrpleeee.<3
1:37 AM
never expected myself to get such a LOW grade. and orals? WORSE! ungraded. but i expected a U grade for that lah. i couldnt even speak properly and the passage? couldnt read half of the words in it. sighhhhh. thank goodness there was no one in the hall to cry with me over my stinking grade.. if not i think i'll probably burst like nobody's business.
felt really nervous before the release of the results and double-sighhh, i wished no one told me my grade. yeah, a load of my chest but still.... sad sad sad im so extremely disappointed.
got back english prelim results also. okay, at least thats better by far. think its my best paper for prelim1. but summary was like, bleaghhh. dead down horribly done. had like less than 10 points? [as in key points, not marks] and was happy with composition writing. ((: got to check our overall marks for prelim1. im so going to get slaughtered by my parents soon. worse grades ever! my L1R4 couldnt bring me anywhere! plus i barely passed 5 subjects?
i NEED to buck up.purrrrpleeee.<3
12:53 AM
purrrrpleeee.<3
6:19 AM
from left: little matilda who was caught running to the beach, serene who is looking at the cam, bodoh drey who is looking at the sea and of course myself, looking at the cam as well. now you noe who spoils pictures? xP purrrrpleeee.<3
1:14 AM
PICNIC AT EAST COAST! purrrrpleeee.<3
10:52 PM
at kota tinggi's waterfall. okayokay. i look spastic with specs. hah.. [just wanted to see how i looked like] ((: purrrrpleeee.<3
10:48 PM
serene, audrey and myself at east coast! purrrrpleeee.<3
10:44 PM
CURRY CURRY!!!!!! hahaha xDD purrrrpleeee.<3
10:43 PM
I LOVE YCKSS TO ONE BACON BIT!! ((:
hahaha. yeapps. its 9th aug! national day! whee~ Singapore is offically 40 years old and so is yio chu kang sec! muahaha.. xDD yes.. yckss was founded in 1965, the same year Singapore became independent. actually, yckss aint as bad as i thought it'll be afterall. great friends and great teachers! not all but some lah. which is already good enough.
oosh! family gathering later at east cost. I LOVE!!! its gonna be havoc, no doubt. but we're all gonna have a great time playing ball games and stuff, having picnic and of course, FIRE WORKS! and ALL of us are going to make a hell lotta noise man. as usual lah. hahaha xDD family tradition? yeah, i guess you can call making a hell lotta noise a family tradition that runs in the blood in both young and old.
spent the whole morning playing mastermind with my sister. bleaghh.. she's better than i am! >.< and that is so embarrasing. oh well.. she's one smart sister i cant deny!
HEADING TO EAST COAST NOW! tata! ((:purrrrpleeee.<3
12:23 AM
but i went to school only because it was going to be the last time that we're celebrating such an event. aww.. im gonna miss sec school life! today wasnt really a celebration lah. more of the Xbox competition thingy. yes, mr mah wants to give away this Xbox set to anyone who could do something creative or nice. so we spent the whole morning watching the creative or nice thing our pupils did. then this guy composed his own song about yckss and played a guitar solo! WOOHOO!! it was super nice lah. esp when one part of the lyrics said sth like common test every friday, but its alright with me cause i've got my friends to copy. HAHAHA xDD
school gave us this singapore history book thing and one entry was from my school! haha.. yes. my birthday coincidently falls in WORLD TOILET DAY. cool right?! heh.. didnt know that until i read that book. was VERY sleepy this morning. almost couldnt wake up lah! so i slept during the performance in the hall. anyway the sec 4s were sitting on the upper gallery area so its quite safe to sleep! IM SLEEP DEPRIVED!! veryyyyy.
what the point of regretting? whats the point of saying you're sorry? FRIENDS, is all we can be. cos theres no turning back.. ((:
THANK YOU FOR THE CROSS LORD
THANK YOU FOR THE PRICE YOU'VE PAID
BEARING ALL MY SIN AND SHAME
IN LOVE YOU CAME
AND GAVE AMAZING GRACE
THANK YOU FOR THIS LOVE LORD
THANK YOU FOR THE NAIL-PIERCED HAND
WASH ME IN YOUR CLEANSING FLOW
NOW ALL I KNOW
YOUR FORGIVENESS AND EMRBACE
WORTHY IS THE LAMB
SEATED ON THE THRONE
CROWN YOU NOW WITH MANY CROWNS
YOU REIGN VICTORIOUS
HIGH AND LIFTED UP
JESUS, SON OF GOD
THE DARLING OF HEAVEN CRUCIFIED
WORTHY IS THE LAMB
WORTHY IS THE LAMB
[worthy is the lamb-Hillsongs]purrrrpleeee.<3
10:39 PM
hahaha. it rawkks man!! whee~ okay. met shewon, isaac, jp and ryan and went to indoor together but me and shewon went to town to eat first while the rest of the guys went to indoor to start queueing. and when we reached there, the queue was like holey moley!!! SOOO LONG! yes. people started queueing at 12 just to get the front seats. typical singaporeans! *shakes head* so me and shewon cut queue and squeezed our way into where the guys were queueing. arghh.. drey was right! we had to practically face the sky to take in oxygen! so stuffy and i think i already lost a bit of weight from that sweating and standing for more than an hour, JUST TO QUEUE. >.<
but apparently we lost the guys while trying to squeeze in so aiyah, didnt sit with them lah. then everyone was calling me and i was calling people just to ask the same questions. where are you?! are you at fop?? where u sitting!!!!! jump and wave at me!!!!! HAHAHA xDD got to know more friends of mine that were christians too!
the praise and worship session was really AWESOME! yepp. lead by hillsong and delirious. me and shewon were jumping like crazy!!!!!!!! and who says theres no space to jump? hahaha. so now my heels are like on the verge of breaking. -.- super painful man.. dont think i can walk any further. blahh.. everyone was super enthu when hillsongs sang but the whole stadium kinda kept quiet when delirious took over worship cos no one knew their songs!!! goshh. but that delirious worship leader sang very loudly so i think it covered the voices of those who sang. by the way, he is sooo cute!!!! *BEAMS* *whooopie. you did not read that* x))
conference only ended at 11 so we were lucky to catch the last train lah. PHEW! if not we'll probably be stranded at kallang. and thanks to the super buper long journey, i only reached home at 12.30am. and theres school tomorrow! *gives sulky face*
overall the event was fruitful and yes, im definitely going next year!!!!!!purrrrpleeee.<3
9:32 AM
evan and brandon are excused from the last sentence. ((:
IM PISSED IM PISSED IM SO DARN PISSED.
thanks again evan and brandon for your wonderful advices. you two have been GREAT christian friends!
and anyway, if you think that losers are those who uses other people's name to tag, then YOU ARE SUCHA GOOD FRIEND. because you just insulted that CINDY women thingything. hahahaha!!! look who's the loser now. so im sure everyone hates losers! are you saying that you hate you're own type? think before you do anything lah! -to THE BIG SORE LOSERS, if they ever read it-purrrrpleeee.<3
9:15 AM
its like kinda the down point of my life again and everything just didnt exactly go the way it should be. sighh.prelim results were disappointing, everyone was showing their attitude. it really affects me and makes me want to show mine too.. no doubt i was on the verge of bursting but God reminded me that everything happened for a reason. arghhh... thinking of it just makes my blood boil. plus the weather is ohmygoshh, im going to melt soon!!
okay. firstly, a blog is meant for the owner [aka ME] to write whatever i want. so you either shuttup and read what i write or get lost lah! i dont need people giving me lectures on what i rant about. secondly, i REALLY SERIOUSLY wish that that someone out there will just stop giving me that please-pity-me face, will just stop giving me that darn attitude of yours. so i cant show attitude to you when you can? it puts me off lah. all im doing is trying to talk to you and what do i get? your freakin you-think-its-so-cool-and-BIG attitude. i have been tolerating since i dont know when.. so you wanna be sickening? then i'll be sickening too! and you're finally reaping what you sow. NOW YOU KNOW HOW WE FELT!
but nevertheless i still have good friends around me who never failed to cheer me up and make me laugh! thanks kor [for being there for me although you're like miles away!], aaron [for singing that bo-whim-bo-whack song and making me laugh my problems away!], meiyan [for being kuku in the head from morning till school ends!], jess [for making me forget my worries], evan [for reminding me of God being there.what you tagged just reminded me of the Lord.] ((= thanks a million guys.. and of cos those whom i forgot to thank.. appreciated!
going to have a super buper long holiday! fwalala.. going for fop, then its nd celebration on monday and holidays till wednesday! whee!! JOY. HAPPY THREE DECADES to you! english orals the week after next and yckss's kallang performance on wednesday night. yayy! the best part? instead of the usual 7.40-2.10 school hours, its 10.00-2.00 on thursday for the sake of those who are going to perform for the kallang theatre thing! HAHAHA xDD life never felt so good before. okay fine, im exaggerating.
and of course, the long awaited chinese results are going to be out. i dont mind not knowing how much i got. hahaha. yes, i had this dream a few nights ago. i dreamt that i aced my english, scored a B3 for chinese but had an E8 for emath. SCREAMS. lets hope that emath part was soo wrong. >.<
so blessed i cant contain it
so much i've gotta give it away
your love is all that i need now
you are more than enough for me!
(one day)purrrrpleeee.<3
2:16 AM
and we're having civics but this new teacher gave us permission to surf to net, so TADA! its raining cats anmd dogs now and I WANT TO GO HOME AND SLEEP. >.<purrrrpleeee.<3
7:29 PM
im expecting even more atrocious results for the rest of my papers. sighhh. devastated, oh yes i am.
anyway CIP at toa payoh was great! a stress reliver.. especially when it was with 4o3's monkeys. so all of us were crapping along the way to the old folk's hdb flat thingy. yupp.. we were supposed to pay them a visit and do a survey so shirley, raphael and myself teamed up together and ohmygollygoodness! raphael was such a nuisance [as usual] especially when he talked super loudly to this "a-little-deaf" granny in hokkien! all of us were laughing like crazy cause the way he said it was like so rude lah. bahahha.. okay. maybe its not rude but i didnt understand a thing so it sounded quite rude. then during the bus trip there, brandon went like: aiyah! we do one house can already lah.. den after that go press other people's doorbell and run away! PURE EVIL. and the way he said it in chinese was super hilarious!
FESTIVAL OF PRAISE at indoor this coming friday to sunday! wheee~ hahaha. xDD going to go with drey, shewon and her friend!! or unless all of them cant make it on sunday then i'll have to go with isaac and ryan. WAHHH..... i wanna go and i've gotta go no matter what. ((((:
anyway theres this cool new name 5 of us got in english banded class. and it started all because of this stewpid joke waisee cracked! HAHA xDD
me: faqhuar [that willian guy, whatever the spelling is]
ben: sang nila
waisee: utama
sherman: sir stamford raffles [the supposedly GREAT one]
and our newest most patriotic singaporean,
gerald: the merlion! [ the one who does that crazy pose and calls faqhuar aka me, a loser]purrrrpleeee.<3
2:57 AM
okay. so i slept super early last night hoping to have more energy the next day but i actually ALMOST fell asleep during the first lesson! plus waisee was yawning beside me. nahh.. no offence yeah! hahaha. miss tan went through orals stuff again and its getting pretty boring.. watched this "gu zhuang" kinda movie thingy during the first half of the chinese lesson. WORSE! i hate those type of shows.. haha.. like whats with it lah?! so the only part i watched was the little 15 min part of it in our 4B textbook. blahh.. then i fell asleep again all the way till it was recess. [chi period was right before recess okay] jess even had to nudge me to wake me up! yah, i told myself to snooze for 5 minutes and it turned out to be like 45 min?
did another exchanged school paper for physics remedial and then chionged down to meet drey. wanted to catch "the island" at j8 but apparently the next show was too late so we went down to ceni. the show rawkks big time man! go watch it people!! but for those who are weak hearted and feel grossed out easily, DONT watch it. haha.. especially the first few part when they try to hatch the human "egg" thing. err, why am i telling you? its just really nice and exciting.. but had some super drama mama parts in between. YAWN. haha xDD
thought i could be home by 7 to catch tong xin yuan BUTTTTT...... sigh. reached home only at 8. gerald!!!!!! my tv show updater! hahahahaha... yes!! CIP tomorrow. heh.. im so going to enjoy myself. whee~
by the way, meiyan's getting crazier by the day. SERIOUSLY! evan, kaihua and jessica and be my witnesses. HAH! so i've found someone crazier than me.. JOY! ((((:purrrrpleeee.<3
5:53 AM
its super stewpid. i wont deny that.. BUT! hahahahhahha.. these super old shows are hilarious! was talking to serene bout it last night and i laughed my head off! whoops. i hope no one saw me laughing at the computer screen. whee!purrrrpleeee.<3
3:07 AM
okay. got back poa results and mymy.. it was disappointing but expected lah. did REALLY badly but still, managed to pass paper1! bahaha.. x)) im going to promise myself and all those who tutored me poa at least a B4 for Os! now i understand the need to get my basics right and pay attention in class! haha.. sec3........ sec3......................*thinks back* those were the days man. did nothing but play and didnt really bother.
on the other hand, God surprised me again! last week's chemistry common test was like, BLAHH. there were so many things i didnt write on my cheat notes.. but nevertheless i passed! HAHAHA!! *jumps madly* when mrs wee said only a handful passed i was thinking, haiyah. duh.. im obviously not one of the handful who passed. me? a student who goes to class and copy chem assignments, never pays attention, didnt do a single question for other school's prelims holiday homework. but yet i saw a good written on my test paper. its unbelievable man! haha.. and for ONCE, i did mole calculations and preperation of salts correctly. fwalala! by the way carina, i have artificial intelligence [AI] unlike you, no intelligence [NI. supposed to be natural intelligence]. hahaha. you didnt think of that did you? ((((:
plus minus 9aug: return of the chi Olvl results! >.<
17aug: english oral!
this friday: social studies common test.
my Lord never fails to be there for me, to be my BIGGEST and BESTEST cheerleader! never fails to pour his love on me despite the number of times i went agains his word, never fails to encourage me. i know i dont deserve those results. they dont come from me but you, Lord, everything in this earth will fade away one day but your word will still remain. who compares you to? who sets the stars in their place? you who calm to raging sea that came crashing over me.
i have this cool post it note pad and it reads: stop telling God how big your storm is. instead, tell your storm how BIG your God is!purrrrpleeee.<3
2:21 AM