i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
WHITE and BLACK.
joanne and me!(:
all 4 receipts. [click to enlarge]
yummyyyy!!! :DDD
9 pretty multiple shots!
okay, randomness.
this fella is situated in the library. super cute. lastly, the result of studying in antartica. and cognitive module today! haha. we changed group again.. i get to be in the same group with joanne, at lasttt! so now the only girl i have yet to work with is gloria! =/ im lovin this team!
my cloneeee!<33 same skirt same bag same ear rings same shorts same wallet! and the same outfit during watchnight too(:
5:34 PM
volleyball? floorball? astronomy? re-plug?
but after much consideration and persuation, im deciding on volleyball OR floorball [depending on which one takes me in first] and re-plug! yup, together with vell. (: SEE!! i zhun one lor.. lol. actually i very much wanna be in a sports IG.. but then again, nothing seems to be happening. =/ so i'll concentrate on re-plug la. keyboardingggg! hopefully they take me in.
science today and mr erhan didnt come so rayson's teacher reliefed us. she is MUCH better than erhan lah. having THREE hours break today cause she had some meeting. yayyy!(: so nana brought white chicks and we plugged the whole movie up onto the projector. super hilarious man! and now im boreddddd. waiting for people to finish their slides and the connection was sucky la. it got us disconnected for one hour or so. booo!
needa get my UT client fixed after school and then down to gelare together with joanne jorin and rayson! :DDD cant waitttt!
and gaobin, please get your tagboard changed so i can flood. and stop being jealous of me being home alone. bwahahahaha!! xDD
5:35 PM
on the way to marina square. there were so many people and so few seats! so i voluntered sitting........ at the boot! bahahaha! serene got giddy after awhile so jk took over sitting at the boot till marina. quotes joel: buttock tia!
6:39 AM
jorin: ahaha.. faster go work! then can get everything you want! =p
fairuz: hellooo! heh.. and i must have been sleeping la, i didnt see you at all.
i am soso tired from school!! x( thank goodness the holidays are coming man.. AND, i'll be completely home alone from tomorrow till tuesday! parents plus extended family are going back to frasers hill again. i wanna goooo!! i wanna go horse riding, i wanna play that water-bicycle thing, i wanna stay up all night and watch the adults play blackjack, i wanna go cloud catching! but theres school lah. =/ and my "group" of people arent going anyway. SO FREEEDOMMMMMMM!!! i smell it. the sweet sweet smell of freedom! :DDD
went to town with gaobin just now. man! it was way too crowded. but they had really nice discounts though. levis jeans at 50 bucks! OMGGG. i think its all sold out anyways. haha.. and many other stuff la, practically all on saleeeeee. I LOVE GSS! we had lotsa fun laughing unglamly, getting lost [gaobin went to ask the lady where's betty boop! HAHAHAHA!!], making a fool outta ourselves and being our usual retarded us. like spending every bit of the voucher, carrying some tua leng gong paper bag and wanting to sign up for lucky draw but found out that whoops. not eligible. SO PAISEH!
then this week's school was pretty fun! spent my day making noise in class, indulging in eye candy [WHOOOPS!=X i was influenced kay.], rushing presentations and IM-ing. until i dont even wanna on my comp when i get home. imagine IMing from 8-4 everydayyyy. the worse thing is i dont know where on earth my broadband cd thing went so i cant use my lappy at home, which also results in not being able to access leo from home, which also results in not being to do my RJ at homeeeee! boooo! crazy school went to block the access. ughhh!
before the world began
you were on his mind
and every tear you cry
was precious in his eyes
because of his great love
he gave his only son
everything was done
so you would come
come to the Father
though your gifts is small
broken hearts broken lives
he will take them all
this was one song that touched my heart since sunday school. one song that will move me. one song that'll cause me to remember the things God did for me. thank you Lord for being my provider, my bestfriend, my all. :)
5:22 PM
they changed the playgrounddddd!
ahhhh! =/
im missing the old and squeaky one which everyone played during their childhood days.
the times when drey colin and i cycled to this playground when i stayed over at their place.
the times when we dashed there after sunday school.
the times when we climbed the slides like monkeys.
the times we poured sand down the slide hoping to fill it all up.
and i miss the long red metal slide. x(
5:33 PM
weekends were fun! went badmintoning with ser chris and rayson. but i didnt wanna push myself to the limits.. or rather, i didnt have energy. but yup, was still fun nevertheless. and dinner at marina with jk yesterday. her treat! hahaha.. THANKS A MILLION! we went back to eat the lagsaena [whatever the spelling is. my spelling is horrendous thanks to my stagnant-for-5-mths-brains] again. shiockkk. then dessert at gelare! SUPER NICE! ahaha.. im going back there againnnn! :DDD
icy tower's my newest favourite game! and i've yet to beat my sister's high score. SISTER that is. pri2 girl who knew nuts about the game and managed to hit my high score after playing it for a about 10times. ughhh.
i downloaded mozilla! finally. after much consideration. haha.. pretty fun to use!
5:16 PM
8:31 AM

but i have no idea what it is. anyways, i took it cause it looks like a COW. audrey low better be grateful.
yes. this picture is meant to be a dao one thats why no one was smiling. just incase you were wonderingg :) i was wearing a freaking 4 layer but still froze. 2 piece shirt, my jacket and bravo's.
10:24 PM
evan:yupyup!! especially for cheeze lovers like us! haha.
jorin:hah.. all the best for UT too. we shall buy the same stuff the next time we go shopping yeah?(: btw, the cert's in my bag alr.. finally! :DD
shvn:alrights.. will relink you.
yunshan:haha.. study hard there and come back soon kay! loves!
alicia: yuppies! and please maintain your blog. lol.
the w2 pod [or maybe its just our class] aircons have been going CRAZY! goodness. i feel like im practically studying in a freezer. for goodness sake, save your electricity bills and stop trying to freeze your dear students! everyone was like so numb for the whole entire day la. i can just sit there, stare at my comp and refuse to do anything or even get my hands outta the jacket. i wish i could bring gloves, ear marfs and all. xD and i've been eating at the canteen ever since the aircon went bonkers. yessss. soupy stuff! warm food! anything nice and warm and just to get outta the freezer. we went cam whoring again. bahaha! so now i life revolves around lessons, presentations, laughing [BIG TIME] and cam whoring. will upload the photos when i get it!
and today. was the day of madness. was the day i finally understood fully how vicious the tongue is, how much it can really impact people. one sentence could actually make a person understand what i've been going through, one sentence could actually cause tension to occur. okay, i've solved mine thanks to the "professor" but then again.. im worried for the people involved in the other problem. ughhh. i need a dairy-x account so i can lock up my entries. evan! now i know the importance and goodness of diary-x. ahhhh! and just ONE simple word can solve it all. why arent you willing?
6:08 AM
we couldnt find any info on the net so me darryl and fathima decided to go down to the library.
but in vain once again. =/
sooooo....we found pretty spots to cam whore!
okay, same picture i know. cause i cant delete just ONE picture. wth!
mermaid pose. [FAILED!]
the GODDESS in action!
shen diao xia nunan. xD
10:04 PM


7:00 PM
so went for youth as usual but wasnt really in the mood to do anything. just couldnt concentrate la. i dont know why either so dont even try asking. dinner with parents, relatives and serene after that. then we went off again to meet jk chris alvin and val at tp [aka thomson plaza, not temasek poly or tampines.] they went to lan la! aiyo. haha. but i gave it a miss.. i had enough of giddy-ness plus i refused to try out battle field. bwahaha! so i watched them play and omg! it was super hilarious la.. especially when xiaona sat in the truck and ramped down the hill, into the water. okay, almost. LOL!!
got home at 10 sharp, IM-ed till 1am without knowing! goodness. then was on the phone, talking and guessing songs again. brings back old memories during the Olevel period when i studied till latelatelate at night! haha. supposed to have breakfast with kor but laziness got the better of me. =/ so i slept all the way until i missed my 930 bus la! wth. if not i could have reached church by 945. grrr!
headed down to marina square after service. walked around, saw many pretty stuff! with pretty[/sacarsm] prices that is. then had kenny rogers for dinner. mymy goodnesssssss! IT RAWKED! tasted like heaven! super chicken with fantabulously cheezy cheese-macaroni. ahhhh! niceeeeeeee. (:
5:51 AM
woke up bright and early at 7am. im like so used to waking up at that time already la. okay, also partly because my system starts shutting down at 10pm and i barely survive after 11. =/ rare for a person like ME. haha. so met alicia and rayson at somerset then headed down to ceni. yupps, the usual group of us at the usual place. me alicia rayson nigel jns noel and jerry. the rest couldnt come cause of exams. x( played 2 hours but i only played one.
lunched at koba then me ali and rayson went shoppinggg! wheee(: very fruitful! i got myself a pair of jeans then me and ali bought a skirt with our absolute favourite, messy paint-splattered design. :DDD and i have enough bottoms already. next would be shoes for my volleyball and maybe another slipper or something.
I SAW MY BUTTERFLY BELT! 15 BUCKKKSSSSS. OMGGGGGG. im not going to hereen nemore. they're like selling a SLIGHTLY smaller version of it for 26 lah. siao!
6:51 AM
and im finally going out with the usual CS players again.
this week's been tougher than the previous weeks, definitely. i got freakin demoralised upon seeing a C for communications skills. ughhh! x( i wished i would never get a C at year1. pat [our facilitator] said i was pretty reserved last week + she gave me a C+ for my individual presentation. wah lauuuu. i did so badly meh! its just so hard to get an A for her module. =/ sadddddd. andandand, somehow she likes me to read the problem statement for her! lol. yes. THREE weeks in a row already! she's gonna change our teams again next week. wahhh! that makes it worse lor. i like my current group now.. jorin carol nana delon and myself! <33>i dislike adapting to changes!
lunch breaks for this week were fun too! someone would bring a movie to class then me gloria ting2 joanne jorin and sometimes darryl will just da bao some food back to class. there were soso many IGs to join at the fair too.. i feel like joining volleyball and canoeing and floorball and choir and tennis and foosball!! but of course, im still settling for volley together with the girls. :)
class outing this saturday! yayyy! we shall go towning, get myself more skirts and the belt me and joanne wanted! ;D
5:57 AM
credits: nana!
5:09 AM
got down after school with carina and evan but i ony reached at like 6. whoopsss! sorry la, was held up by school. went for dinner with them at j8, caught up a little then had to rush home to study for UT.
and UT...... sucked badly. there WERE calculations involved lor. i lost 8 marks because of the blood transfusion nonsense. ughhh. stupid bio! haha. but thank goodness i wasnt the only one who didnt complete the paper! yayyyy(: yes, im going to fail badly. scienceeeeee! i thought i could escape it for the rest of my life. but it looks like i still gotta suffer for one more year. x(
ting brought the ring today so me joanne jorin ting darryl and gloria watched it during lunch break. yes, we were smart enough to get snacks during the first breakout. lol. wanted to use the wireless crap and project it on the big screen but i-dont-know-what cropped out. boo! show was uh, boringggg. jorin fell asleep halfway and the rest of us were like lost la! haha.. so anti-climax lor! then we planned our week already. the eye 10 tomorrow, i not stupid 2 the following day, blablabla. hahaha! its gonna be funnn(:
went down to cca fair with jon after school. vell and botak joined us too.. so many people! omg. so i put down my name at the volleyball booth already. bwahahaha! ting's gonna join too. and hopefully the rest of the girls! :D
i got a B for week 3's maths. and the facilitator was commenting that me and weihow worked well togther during discussion! WAHAHAHAHA!! so dumb. xD he actually fell for our little "trick". okay, we were just acting hardworking and cooperative lor.
8:42 PM
weihow/darryl: yeahhhhhh! :DDD HIGH FIVE!
jorin: hellooo! hah.. im free anytime! faster fix a date yup(:
went to catch the wild with serene alvin rayson and christian today. hahaha! so cute la the show. and as usual we'll laugh like we were the only ones in the cinema. lol. i like nigel the koala! xD retarded like nuts. but seriously, i dont think its worth my 9.50. weird story line.. =/ came back home and checked my grades once again.. OLEOLEOLEOLE~~~ A for cognitive. haha.. and i started whacking my brother all over due to uncontrolable emotional whatever-you-call-it. of course, what goes around comes around too. my parents must have thought i lost my mind.
yay! dinner with jk this wednesday at marina square! bwahaha.. i get to eat my lasagne and coughburncough my finger again. greattttt.
church campppppp. i wanna go! but theres school which i dont wanna miss. or rather, cant afford to. and there wont be many youths going either.. especially the poly generation! bahhh~ im so undecided.
6:47 AM
alrights. so it isnt the first time LEO acted up and i wasnt the only one having problems with it. but thank God for good friends like GERALD! bwahaha. he actually managed to log into the system man! so i was patiently typing and explaning the steps so he could help me submit my RJ. yayyyy!(:
i reached school at 810 today. the earliest so far! muahaha. and i dont have to lug my heavy lappy and walk to school nemore. bus concession! then it started pouring like NUTS when we reached the bus stop so we had to chionggggg all the way to the shelter but was still partially drenched though. and the temperatures in the pods were freakin low. froze to death early in the morning! then carol got so frightened because of the little roachy which came outta her adapter until she started going hysterical [practically!] and jumping all over! goodness. laugh until i want to die already.
faci made me the leader of the day today. but i dont want lah! i cant lead for nuts.. lol. so i left the job for our inborn leader jonny bravo. the topic was on career planning today. gosh! SUCH A TOPIC. i had a veryvery hard time finding what a career plan means. and i still failed to find it. soooo, we just changed the heading. lunched at vista point today! 7 of us squeezed into aru's car. lol. super squeezy can! i just realised that vista point also has the banquet.. miss china square's banquet though =/
wahaha! the truth's finally outtttt. (: no worries, i wont expose you. but at least now i know what went on. thank you!
5:28 AM
SO IS THE STUPID ANNOYING MOUSE!
wahhhhhhhh!!! ><
im going to explode anytime soon.
at least im not the only one who cant access to LEO. so everyone's IM nick is like, cursing LEO. lol! THIS IS GETTING DAMN IRRITATINGGGGG. worse, i dont know the facilitator's email so i cant mail her my work. CRAPPPPPP! adding on to my anger, i think my mouse is like dying soon! idiot. it keeps getting uh, "hanged" somehow. dumb!! plusplusplus, some piggggg comes provoking me and refuses to shut up. then my brother keeps wanting to maple when im having a problem with the system. SCREW YOU.
the best part is, RJ is due TONIGHT at 1159pm. its already 1015pm now.
anyways, UT today was okay. pretty easy! fine, damn easy. too bad its a stupid mock UT. GRRR!
7:08 AM
its really the same routine every lor.
first meeting: releasing of the day's problem and doing the FMT template.
what i know--> there's a problem everyday and we have to prepare a presentation by 2pm.
what i dont know--> how fun the day will be and what other dumb stuff is going to happen in class.
what i need to find out--> the things i need to do and how long more it is to lunch time.
BWAHAHAHAHA! xD
actually the day passes in a blink of an eye la.
today was pretty fun yet boringgggg. yes, maths again. crap!! and its on the quadratic equation cum differentiation thing. i understand no nothing bout it. =/ so me and darryl were struggling with the stupid questions. and what were the other 3 doing? busy doing the worksheets and dont bother explaining to us when we were lost lah! then before we can even start that DWP's da lao ban already finish all the damn work already. stupid! he steals all the inportant parts and insists on presenting the important info. crapppp. and then we have to suffer during peer evaluation. darryl and i were so pissed can! we did the worksheet questions kay. just that we finished later than you. UGHHHH!! was so irritated until i just shot him directly when he assumed something i asked. whatever la.
got my ez-link today as well.. at last man! we had to like queue for it. =/ so dumb. and i look so fugly. ahhh!! had a bad hair day. crap. okay, at least i can get the bus concession now so i wont have to spend so much on transport. yay(:
going to hit the hay now. and its only 840pm. wahaha. no there aint any typo. its eight-fourty. im super tired!
5:00 AM