i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
dont tink theres anyone in this world who would fulfill EVERYTHING. haha..
my horrible results: so many more tests awaits me! yet time is sooo limited. da days are passing really quickly.. its like "wad?!?! u mean its already coming to da end of april?" yeah.. time nv passed dat quickly before! not even during my PSLE year. i need strength frm my daddy God.. i MUST persevere no matter wad. 7 more mths to go! tests: im tired =/ gdnyte kor! hahas.. guess u mus be slping already rite? even thou u said u wld come online!! but nvm.. shall forgive u since im such a forgiving sisterr!! =pPp
random to-do's: SYF results:
12:15 AM
sch organised this time management course thingy. enjoyed today's course! hah.. esp wif raphael's usual spastic jokes. hahahah.. almost died of tummy ache. and brandon is another class clown.. always suanning da BOTH of them.. lols! (guess who??) oh wells.. once a clown, always a clown!
long-live our sch's syf participants! tink our sch is really famous in da arts area already. its like, we got 2 silver, 3 gold and 1 gold wif honours! woohoo~ all the way ppl! thanks to them, sch will be dismissed at 10.30 dis friday. which means, no common test and chemistry!!!! tralala~ anyone wants ta go out? hehehe..
1:59 AM
bleahh.. new team was fun today.. played many songs, including my song: ONE WAY! woohoo~! hahaha. slept for like 1hr den woke up and pwoof! 6 conversation windows despite setting my status as AWAY. all were virus, except for 2. one of it was my neighbour's la.. its like sooo lag okay! after 4-5 yrs den i found out my neighbour's e-mail add. so we were crapping bout how we played during our pri sch days. come to tink of it, its rather stewpid la. we actually woke up at 6am during sunday mornings and went cycling ard da estate. haha! we played badminton over da garden wall.. yeah, couldnt even see where da shuttle cock was flying to bcos of da concrete wall! *doinkk*
got my microphone already! but apparently its not working bcos i dunoe y. plugged it in correctly, could hear wind frm my house blowing into da mic but i jus couldnt hear my voice when i spoke into it. hahaha. i dunnoe lah! dwnloaded skype already. so was using it to tok to kor jus now.. sooo fun!*yah i noe i get amused by little things* its sooo uber cool~ whee! but sadly, i had to type on msn and kor was toking to himself. hees.. and i am not boring!! *emphasizes strongly* its jus dat da mic is not working. =PpP but anyway it was still fun! esp when we played guess-da-song. hehehe.. =D
k im tired. gd bye ppl! and keep da taggs coming~
8:54 AM
monday-had add math remedial after sch. but it onli started at 3.30 so me and shirley went ard walking and searching for stuff for fridays class party. bleahh.. had monday blues too.. went home feeling super tired so slept till tuition.
tues-continued napfa test during pe. bleahh.. i tot i had to re-run but i tink miss heng totally forgot! yeahh.. once is enuff! my sit and reach is like soooo LOUSY man.. and standing broad jump wasnt any better. so far da best was inclined la.. but i didnt give my best. =( so im left wif sit-ups! whee... definitely had confidence getting an A for sit-ups. =DD met up wif drey after physics remedial.. was craving for kfc da nite before. yummy!! called dee along too.. jus went there to eat la.. nth much. dee couldnt go hm too late anyway. saw da star shaped locket (da exact same design she gave me for christmas, onli dat mine was a heart shape) and was tinking of getting it for dee since she's a star shape. but was in a rush so nahh.. maybe for her bdae? hehehe..
wed-was another boring day but at least i cld go hm early..didnt have remedials.. yay! mrs lim had mc for i-dunnoe-how-long so we spent our time in da relief room studying for da class test. was surprising okay! everyone studied.. even raphael.. hahaha! guess no one wld have believed dat. our class test was a qn frm da txtbk so was doing qn 23.. and lady luck was shining on me! qn 23 came out.. hehehehehe. so shirley and magesh were "complaining" how lucky i was. lalala~ quite sure im going to do well for dat test.
thur-enjoyed end lesson. was diff dat day..yeah.. it was sort of a get-to-noe-ms.tan type of activity. interesting! we had to ask her qns bout her trip to korea and write a formal yet comical paragraph frm da info we got frm her. shh..!! we peeped at da qns frm da other groups. but it was sherman's idea! =pPp tuition was fun too~ me,drey and zhen ping were crapping at da "BALD! BALD! BALD! BALD! MY EYES!!!!!!" thingy as usual. its been going for for da past few lessons. but ytd's lessons was better.. lols.. drey had this pic of someone famous whom we didnt like.she played dress-up wif da pic.. like taking red pens and drawing lipsticks (it was a pic of dis guy la.. a really disgusting guy..), drawing long hair and adding longer fringe. lols..!!! luffed like mad dogs. either drey or zhen ping saw this guy wif a weird hairstyle. like onli one part of da head had hair.. and da hair was red in colour! gosh.. da way they drew it out was like, WAHAHAH x)) kept luffing till she got off da car on our way home. joke of da century man!
fri-was really really hungry by da time it was recess but i promised myself not to eat! yeah.. wanted to stuff myslf during da class party. had it during tc period so after chemistry, me and weijian went to collect da wings frm da stall while some others collected da pizza and stuff. our wings were delayed cos shirley told them da wrong time. bleahh.. there were lotsa food lor!! besides da pizza, we had 6 big bottles of drinks which 2 bottles were finished up by magesh ALONE (pigg!!!!!), 60 cream and durian puffs, chicken wings, nuggets and jelly. but had left overs though.. so we gave it away to other classes. heh.. magesh was extremely clown-ish okay! he sat on da teachers chair like some king, rested his legs on da wire thingy dat was against da wall and was singing da tarzan song while drinking coke. BAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! hilarious i tell u. he ended up cleaning da wall cos miss teo insisted dat he was da one who made da footprint marks. hahahahahahhaha... couldnt stop luffing. sebas tripped over kaihuas leg and fell.. tink he mus have felt so paiseh lah! esp when everyone was luffing, even da teachers. common test was a killer.. boo!!! whoever set da qns are super evil okay. spend da whole of ytd and da day b4 doing 10-yr-series qns but i dun tink i'll score for dat paper la. sigh.. da most i can get wld onli be ard 20/40. a border line pass.. arghh..
i jus love 4o3 da way it is! jokers, fun-filled people, wonderful form teachers and great frens! ;))
2nd liners meeting tonite! Last wk uncle jem mentioned bout leaders and wad we wanna see in leaders. for myself, i tink there are many many things i wanna see in a leader (not pinpointing anyone but jus in general k.. so dont get offended in any way.)
2:07 AM
tues-social studies
8:13 AM

dancers celebration at pizza hut.. *not REUEL's branch la..* teeheeheehee~~~~ =pPp 
5:34 AM

top left: serene, me pearlyn.. bottom left: audrey and val~ dancers rock! 
5:32 AM

guess who did da job? hahaha.. (credits to rena's blog) 
5:30 AM

me and pretty lady..!! NEOPRINT MARATON; ;) 
5:29 AM
hahaha. yaya u mus be wondering y im blogging when im suppose to be on hiatus rite? yeah.. will not dun blog completely but jus drop by and rant bout some stuff every weekend or anytime of da day when im bored or wateva. get the point?
drey was soo freaked out by da snails ytd (sat) during family gathering when out family went to da park. it was wad serene called "snail-crisis" lols.. nick and gideon were chasing us all over da park wif da big slimy snails. eww.. wasnt so bad for me and serene but drey was like running all over da place. esp when one big snail splatted on da floor wif da shell cracked and da slimy body was soooo HUGE.. it flew right past drey's face. so if she ran any faster, it wld have jus get stuck to her face la..!! its da first time da 2 brudders are scaring me!! wahhhh~~~
den went to church as usual dis morning.. studied quite abit in church den went for lunch wif drey, xiaona, arun, val, ele, alvin, christian and rayson. kfc as usual. and drey was soooo excited when she saw REUEL. hahahaha! made a hell lotta noise until da person had to come and tell us to lower dwn our volume. *so paiseh* we were all luffing super loudly and making fun of drey and da reuel guy.. even took a pic of him! hahahahaha...
xiaona, arun and rayson went hm after dat so da rest of us hung out at alvins house.. watched anastacia and da sunday nite movie show thingy la. heh.. ordered pizza for dinner too.. but all of us were too full. i like bartok!! hehehehe.. such a keeewtt name. bummed ard till like 9pm den sheepy drove us home. enjoyed myself alot la.. also relieved stress.. arghh.. was soo stressed up b4 dat.
ooh.. got da piano scores for da song we are singing during this year's watch nite service. its so uber difficult. but at least i have Him to teach me and i have 8 whole mths to prac. =))
7:51 AM
yippie!! 4o3 is gonna have a class party nxt friday.. woohoo~ *throws confetti* we ordered lottsa good fud. and da best part is dat mr kumar and ms teo are going to sponsor most of da $$ so we onli have to pay like one buck each. my teachers rock! whee~ cant wait cant wait.
ooh yah~ and a real hilarious thing happened during tc period. shant elaborate. *zipped*
chinese prelims are like 2 wks away.. i haven even fnished studying! tink i wun be going for dance and new team till im done wif my chinese Os or maybe i'll jus pop by once in awhile. gonna concentrate on my work and dat means,
2:49 AM
sch had dis stress management talk today.. they were toking bout symptoms of stress bla bla blahh~ and one of them included getting upset over small matters. yeah.. guess dats me la. have been constantly feeding my brains wif chinese words.. i better get myself a b3 at least!!!!! but of cos its up to God to decide for me.. yeapps..
it was my turn to debate today! had lotsa fun la.. but my topic (abortioon should be legalised) was like super had can!! i was frm da proposition team but i realised dat opposition team equally had their good points too. was sooo had to debate when u supported both grps. anyway, abortion has its pros and cons la.. could see dat everyone was very nervous.
example: -chidam, dat irritating fella who toks nonstop lik as if he has a mic in his throat.
-cherie, she practically splatered everything out as fast as she could!
-carina, her voice trembled and her heart beat like nv befor!
-kaihua, she was trembling and cld see her hands were shaking.
came back frm sch and pwoohf! slept till dinner.. felt uber sleepy when i wanted to study. and theres chinese common test tmr! im soo gonna screw da whole paper, as usual. *prays hard* but thank Him i manage to concentrate while studying jus now. and im done wif da 3 chapters! tried comparing sec 1 to sec4 chinese syllabus. a big big big diff i tell u.. its like i can understand most of da words wifout refering to da handbk but sec4s chinese words are soo cheeem.
doink! pray for my paper tmr..!! going to slp soon.. ahahha.. fine im a pig kay! =p
6:47 AM
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7:28 AM
no remedials today! whee~ so shiock.. so went to eat wif lao di and jack at seoul garden. yummy!! almost BURST for all da food but it was delicious! whooohoo~ haaha.. lao di took like 3 plates full of meat lor.. so gei kiang! end up cant finish everything den chionged for ice cream. bleahh.. i took soo much yellow ice cream, hoping it'll be mango flavoured but it was corn! eww.. and one thing i hate bout their bbq thingy is dat da thing keeps splashing. got burned dunno how many times la..
super bloated now. gonna skip dinner.. and da weather is PERFECT for taking a nice cool nap. *hint hint*
got the hint? yeah.. tata~
2:23 AM
`hiccuped non-stop
`da weight of my head feels likka weight of a elephant
`im super sleepy
`got lotsa things to study
`social studies test tmr.. arghh!
`i need holidays
`as blur as a sotong now
`gosh.. my bro is one genius! mum actually applied for da NUS high sch thingy for him.. *envy*
dats all.. bye!
2:35 AM
countdown to chinese O lvls: 7 weeks >.<
1:58 AM
onli chem, which wee taught a lil and da rest was either relief period or we did our own studying. was dying in da canteen while we had our relief period (yeah, da relief rm had no space so 4E's all went to canteen).. dat teacher was toking soooo loudly and everyone was so noisy.suffered for 2 hrs.. and before i could finally fall asleep, da irritating bunch, namely raphael, glen and yuhang sprayed their stinky water. as usual la. always disturbing us gurls for no reason. arghh!! y mus they be soo irritating?!?! wanted to throw my shoe at them but i guess i'll nv have them back if i threw it. haha.. was seriously luking for sth i dun wan to throw at their face.
had remedials till 3+ in school. so tiring lah! went back hm and plooped onto my bed immediately.. din even bother to change my uniform or take out my socks.. can u imagine?! slept till 6.. and off i went for tuition! haven had a gd rest since da start of dis year.
*God, give me the strength. help me to move on even though i noe things are not going to be easy.*
7:37 AM
im sorry but i tink u've jus made a mistake.
correction:
SAMDO: *sneaks up behind baygolas* *BIG RUFFLES*
hahahaha.. see? i won again.. next saturday u'll see.
i wont let u win. lalala~
6:28 AM
i got soooo extremely pissed off wif stupie mos burger and their services. and i really mean PISSED. went to study wif my cousins at mos, the amk branch. was dead tired and totally energy-less, on-da-verge-of-fainting-due-to-da-extreme-heat and guess wad?? i queued for like almost 15 min to get my food and drinks. then firstly, da cashier and da order machine thingy jus had to die when i was ordering. okay.. nvm.. they restarted da thing so i went back to my seat and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited. but it nv came.. so went back to bug da lady bout my food and drink. and she actually forgot dat she haven gave me my drinks yet. grrrr... was dying of thirst can!! fine.. watevrr. so i reminded her again dat she still owed me my chicken.. but again, it din come. this time round things got worse.. went back AGAIN to dat women to ask her for my chicken.. wad in da world.. she couldnt find my order slip!! wahhhhhh~ and said i din order anything. *calms myself down* so after a long long time of waiting and persuading they finally gave me my chicken. it happened to practically all da customers la.. everyone was soo darn pissed lor!!
PISS ME OFF~!! i HATE mos burger.. it sux!! i mean onli dat stewpid amk branch la. too bad there wasnt any feeback form. but we wrote our feedbacks on da paper and purposely left it on da table.
next time i'll jus find my way to kfc no matter how hot and tired and LOST i get. *lesson learnt-
2:48 AM
went for tuition dis morning, den lunch, den off to church for new team prac. whee~ though i was late but still had fun.. got home to finish a lil of my hmwk den i was off to da usual family gathering. yay~!
gathered at 6th uncle's house today. went swimming wif da cousins, namely drey, serene, nick, gideon, matilda, michelle, joanne, naila, sean, adiro and annabelle. da little ones were sooo cute!! haha.. esp sean who was like thrown into da water soo many times but he enjoyed it. yar.. toking bout a 5-6 yr old kid being thrown into da deep deep deep pool. brave rite? da older ones were swimming our laps and then 2nd uncle came to swim too.. lols! so me, drey, serene, gideon, sean and nick were playing "monkey" wif 2nd uncle. haha.. made a hell lotta noise and attracting lottsa attention. we were like playing extremely roughly lor.. snatching here and kicking all over.. whoooopie!
had bbq dinner beside da pool so of cos we din get up early to bath la.. duh~ its da usual arrangement again. swim, eat, swim, eat. yups.. and for ONCE da parents din go and steal our lamp chop. grr... they ALWAYS take da ones dat we choose and leave it on da bbq pit to cook. it was uber shiock la.. i added alot alot of butter to my chicken so da whole wing pratically tasted like butter! yum yum yum.. Mmmm~ and everyone ate in their swimming costume! not everyone la.. but most were swimming mah.. so saw lottsa round tummys.haha.. da kids were dancing by da side of da pool, wif 5th uncle recording down their "mini performance". lols.. it was soo cute and funny!
continued swimming our laps and burning off da fats we took in. swam until my toe was cramp and now my arms and legs are aching like mad! wahh~ ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch!!! bbq ended at around 10pm. woOhOo.. unlike some ppl's bbq who ended at 8pm lor.. tink I was da one who needed to throw da chicken wings over.
*im trading my sorrows
im trading my shame
im laying them down
for the joy of the Lord.
yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
yes Lor yes Lord yes yes Lord, Amen!*
9:01 AM

aLyz*dRey*saMz*dEez.. =DD 
9:01 AM
to THEM: so wad if u're smarted dan us? da students in ur class are all snoobs! all soooo unhumble and tink dat u ppl are soooooooooo great. yeah rite, stop showing off and sucking up to teachers. u tink it'll win u more marks? or u wanna get into da teacher's good bks rite? yuck.. perish da tot lah pls! dun act big can anot.. cos u're NOT okay! jus face da cruel fact ppl. ur attitude towards a person changes when they did something wrong.. then u start to hate them and give them dat "stewpid i-tink-ur-super-idiotic" kinda look. excuse me! dont u make mistakes too?? wads da problem wif da ppl in ur class lah! tink u guys have a major problem up in ur mind lor..
yuck.. get lost. all of u soo totally disgust me! *pukes*
9:01 AM
den rushed back home and then to dis prophetic thingy thingy thingy and somewhere la.. yeapps.. was great! enjoyed myself and da speaker was like soooo superr funny man.. arun was luffing his head off for da whole entire session. gosh! so paiseh~ =p
and i see that some ppl's +cough cough+ comp or rather, lappy is not working very well. cant blog huh? ahhahahahah.. i can!!!!
8:26 AM
went hm straight after to sch hoping dat i'll get some sleep before going back to sch again at nite for da career talk thingy but some ppl jus had to ruin my plan! arghh.. was abt to fall asleep and then magesh jus had to call me up for u noe wad? to chat cos dat cousin brudder was dying of boredom. wad the..!!! bth lor.. made me couldnt get back to slp again so went online but everyone was in sch either for cca or waiting for da nite session. den went to do my hmwk.. bleahh..
da tok was alrite la.. couldnt realli understand wad they were toking abt thou.. one had a rather marthandam-like voice, in fact exactly da same tone and pitch. another one mumbled his way through.. da whole sch was soooo dark and scary okay..
im tired and i keep thinking that there isnt sch tmr..!!! wah~~
6:45 AM
our sch's indian dance was really really great okay!! they got a bronze 2 yrs ago fo da syf but this yr's results were seriously shocking.. it was a gold(wif honours!) top 5 among all da schools.. wheee~ well done ppl! but choir didnt do dat well la.. frm gold to silver. nvm.. we still have band!! hahah.. shirley is like so ultra kan chiong now~
less than two months to chinese O lvls.. *prays hard* hopefully i'll get a b3 den can forget bout retaking chinese already! yay.. but i guess i'll leave it up to God la.. will put my trust in him in all dat i do cos he's plans for me goes beeyondddd my wildest dreams! =))
2:32 AM
another crappy day at school. got back phy common test and i passed!! whee~~~ sooooo over da moon. heh heh.. den during math lesson, i was going everything i can to sneeze wif da help of ms teo and shirley's big mouth! this was wad happened:
shirley:ms teo, got pepper anot?! samantha wanna sneeze but cant!
ms teo: *shouts to da class* anyone got socks to spare samantha?! she wans to sneeze!!!!!
raphael: dun need la cher! use da pants and cover on da head and let her smell can already..
yeah.. arghh!! haha.. anyway da pants thingy was a inside-joke thingy dat happened in da relief room some time back.. and raphael still keeps on harping on it. stewpid!!!!!! got back hm and started to revise for da chinese spelling thingy.. its a killer i tell u.. ive got like onli dunno how many days to learn half of da sec one chinese book (all da words=156 words+meanings) and then ms lim's gonna give us a spelling test. wahh~
SYF's approaching soon.. good luck guys! ganbate!! =D
6:02 AM
heh.. so many bdae babies today.. oh wells, sooo tired and freezing dis morning man! practically rained da for da whole day.. and i sneezed 2 times! yay~ =DD (i noe im weird alrite..!! hahas..)
did debating for eng again.. still da same issue regarding da casino thingy la.. k da proposition team managed to psycho me a little but im still against da building of casinos definitely! then da teams were like quarrelling over some racial and social matters wif kishan and his "beef example".. lols!! and she gave us another topic for da next debate: voluntary enthanasia should be legalised. woohoo~ cool topic man.. i totally loveeee debates!! E402's topic was sth like abolishing tv's at home.. boring! and poor shirley had to fight for da proposition team when she herself spend like half her life staring at da tv screen. hhahaha.. and E402's eng lessons are real boring, according to shirley. yeapps.. i still love E401 da best!! wheee~ no idea y i was put in dat class either.. but nvm.
rarr.. was sooo pissed off ytd. hypocrites are still hypocrites.. cant be bothered anyway.. but felt better when i was toking to kor and din tink of dat stewpid matter la.. thankiee!! =))
ooh yahs, my taggy is not not-working. its jus right at da bottom of da "my life" page.. yeah... dunnoe how it got there either.. so happy finding!! and tag tag tag ppl..
12:25 AM
after church, me, drey, serene, pearlyn, ele, rena, rayson and val went to pizza hut. yummy!! uncle jem gave da 5 dancers 50 bucks to eat so decided to eat at pizza hut since seoul garden was too ex. thanks uncle jem! saw whitney working at pizza hut too.. she's grown into such a pwetty gurl since da last time i saw her which was at err, st nicks? yeah.. glad she's doing fine.
then me, drey, serene and rayson went to study at da library. and their tables were soooo unstable dat whenever someone moved, da whole table would shake. bleahh.. went home at 5+ and i've still got eng vocab to complete.. its killing me! got 75 more word meanings and setences to find out. *pulls hair*
3:38 AM
okay.. jus came back frm serene's house.. da parents were watching some creepy movie.. bleahh... boring!! dun wanna scare myself so i went to play super mario!! wooohoooo~ haven played it for a long time. had fun.. and i saw thing cute baby bear in serene's room. WAHAHAHAH!!!!!! ask serene.. i was luffing my head off for like 10 min?
now my house has became a child care centre!!! let see.. theres my parents, matilda, serene, drey, nick and my brudder here.. practically all da cousins are staying over tonite. yay! gonna play monopoly throughout da nite.. wheee~
7:47 AM