i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
it all started with the rotating of teams.
then that stupid &$#&*(@$&(@ nas took the strips from ALL teams and started doing some matchmaking and pray-to-the-Gods kinda thing.
sleeping is never an option during practises. sorrayy, but its gonna be up during the next publicity powerpoint. HEH HEH! xD RAYSON IS ONE SICK PUPPY! he was actually trying to pull the ice cream as long as possible. eeyer. there was a small boy eating the same ice cream as him.. and he poor fella kept staring at him.. like as if he regretted chewing off half of the ice cream. haha! CANT WAIT FOR THE LG SLEEPOVER AND MARINA STEAMBOAT AND CAFE CARTEL THIS COMING FRIDAY! :DDD
enough said. i shall scram away and mug for tomorrow's comms UT. sian! the tests are never ending and i cant afford to fail anything. feels like ive been having major exams since the start of school can! RP isnt as slack as everyone thinks it is.
3:45 AM
got down straight after school for dinner with hongling at j8’s cafe cartel! his birthday so his treat. heh! (: its been ages since i last saw him man. so we caught up with each other quite a little. poor guy was complaining bout his stressful sec4 life. haha. i sure miss the hectic secondary school life a lot! the sudden nostalgia really got me thinking back on the 4 years in yckss and i sort of got "teleported" back into the past 4 years for one moment. still remembered the times that ng teck meng got so aggitated and perspired profusely when he taught us accounts, the times we ran down to the canteen just to queue for fried chicken, the times we cheated the running rounds during PE, the times we laughed our butts off at the russell peters video thing and even that day all of the 403 girls went to a nearby playground for major camwhoring after prelims. yes, cafe cartel definitely reminds me of the Olvl days when me na evan and jas went to study there and brandon would occasionally pop by to disturb me. that fella drowned my poor little toy professor in tartar sauce!!!!! GRRR.
got back home and the 3 girls came shortly after that. yes. sleepover!! thats our lifegroup activity. :DDD we decided to do something special for once instead of the usual shopping, beaching, makan or bowling. but it felt like only jk was staying over cause drey and serene are like what, my cousins?! and they've been staying over for the past 17 years until the point that they actually practise self-serviceness at my place. want what take what, dont have to ask one. haha! so we spent the whole night playing monopoly, watching mulan2 and cooking mee past midnight. heh.. then my brilliant idea got ME into trouble. arghh. i said: whoever sleep will kena toothpaste on their face. and uh oh, me and serene fell asleep halfway. so kena lah! 4 of us squeezed onto my huge bed and i almost fell off la! went down to town for lunch after that. peppered lunch! yummy!! surprisingly, we didnt see the rest of sojourners even though they all had their outings at town too.
MONOPOLY! :DDD
my sleepyness caused me to lose a few hundred/thousand bucks cause i didnt see when someone stepped onto my property.
3:13 AM
oh, last week's cog and comms grades. i was sosososo shocked! B for cognitive i didnt speak more than 10 sentences for presentation. then A+ for comms when our team didnt really "judge correctly" and kinda uh, rushed through our presentation slides? yeah, i know i dont deserve it but God was so good! (: and im truly thankful. i need those As!
FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR FRIDAY! LG "OUTING" AT MY PLACE. YES. WE'RE GONNA HAVE A SLEEPOVER THEN MARINA STEAMBOAT THE NEXT EVENING! AND LAODI'S BIRTHDAY TREAT AT CAFE CARTEL BEFORE THAT. YAYY!(: i dont want any mood spoilers. not at least until saturday night. thankyou.
4:55 AM
oh, if you're wondering why my msn nick has so many messy brackets and stuff, go download msn messenger live PLUS! its super cool!
Hate: haha! enjoy your little "date" with nana yeah? (:
evan say if i comment on her post, she'll answer the following questions and i've gotta post it on mine. so here goes...
questions
1. i’ll respond with something random about you
2. i’ll challenge you to try something
3. i’ll pick a colour that i associate with you
4. i’ll tell you something i like about you
5. i’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. i’ll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. i’ll ask you something i’ve always wanted to ask you
answers
1. its freaky when youre the only one who enjoys school so much.
2. smash a lizard. grins. (sucha challengeeee!! haha.)
3. purple!
4. your smile.(: brightens everybody's day.
5. sec 1, staring at me whenever i walk past your class.
6. barney! hahahahaha. (why barney?!?!?! LOL! cause he's purple?)
7. i'll ask you when i see you=P
lunch at the new w4 block food court just now. mymy! it was HUGE compared to foodcourt A. much better in terms of taste, quality, portion, design of food court and it was so spacious!(: tried the curry noodle and goodness. I CAN EAT IT EVERYDAY LOR! then carol and jorin went to get stuff from the other food court while weihow and me continued to savour our delicious curry. went to meet those 2 after we were done and and and, 2 of us decided to go to the 1st level using the w4 lift (which we assumed could be used as a detour to the canteen). but when i stepped outta the lift at level one, GOODNESS GRACIOUS. i realised that the whole thing havent even built finish yet. freaking funny! ended up laughing all the way until food courtA.
and before i forget, happy birthday july babies!! :DDD
i think theres hongling shewon aliciaTan anadee amanda tingting valerie yuhang and i cant remember anymore!
10:46 PM
Hate: EGO+HATE=HAZWAN! can type your real name already lah, since i know your identity. heh.. :DDD
clara: HELLO!(:
A VIDEO TAKEN DURING NEW TEAM PRAC LAST SUNDAY. DOROTHY WILL LEARN HER LESSON AND NEVER DANCE AGAIN! HAHAHA.
11:50 PM

5:25 PM
nanamon: NAH! darrylmon's sausage mouth is UNBEATABLE. and i'll go get the pokeballs when ash brings me to the pokemon center. hahaha.
hate: i think i know who you are already! one of them from nana's clique right?
okay, i totally screwed up cognitive and comms module for this week. will be more than satisfied to get a B! didnt say much during 3rd meeting presentation for cognitive. but it wasnt my fault! my role didnt require me to talk much. stupid roleplays! I HATE IT. then comms was a wreck! problem statement hard like NUTS! looks like i have to start buying up my lunches every friday. so stressful and busy luh. =/ my favourite module has just turned into my worst nightmare! goodness.
weihow was being his usual maddddd self again! and he had to make me burst out laughing when pat was just sitting beside me.
that bodoh went to draw this!
i laughed and laughed and laughed when i saw it lor.
*okay, inside joke*
MY THREE DARLINGS!
mission partner aka darrylmon (I FINALLY CAUGHT HIS FUGLY SUSAGE MOUTH!), samsuimon or also commonly known as ONGsamsuimon and joanneymon.(:
samsui, why are you pointing that middle finger?!
at zara's changing room. yes im cheapskate. no moolahs to buy the pretty skirt so just take picture. heh heh! the skirt looks simple but its super nice man! rather pricey for a skirt. but for an item at zara, its reasonable.
6:35 AM
weihow: GOODESS! it was your idea okay. mission partners shouldnt saboh each other. HAHA!
you know, when you go to school early in the morning, you'll be so tired and moodless yeah? and im always expecting the first person i see to be either expression-less or just smile. GUESS WHAT! stupid weihow. make me burst out laughing early in the morning when im like still half asleep luh. met him at yck last cabin and i was trying to spot him when the train came. true and behold, i saw him! the worse thing was that he gave some fugly "xiang cang zui" (sausage mouth) face. LOL! so hilarious.
and i was in class getting ready for UT, asking nas bout the excel financial calculation thingything. just to recap. then loaded the UT client, got ready calculator, notes, blablabla. suddenly a mass email was sent out saying that UT was cancelled. MYMY!!! HOW HAPPY I WAS! :DDD at least i could escape enteprise for another few more days. stupid UT1 created a phobia in me! yes i got a C+ for goodness sake. so unexpected. rarr! okay, now i've got more time to re-read the 6p`s.
our class has officially became a pokemon farm! class motto: gotta catch'em all! x)
ash: delon
brock: haritha
misty: rene
1/3 of team rocket: nas. (the other 2 still unfound)
starring: nanamon, "h"-mon (pronounced as hedge-mon), samamon (yours truly! =p), darrylmon, samsuimon/ongsamsuimon, joanneymon, tingtongmon, carolmon.
the rest to be caught when more pokeballs are purchased.
3:30 AM
boring wednesdays once again. i dread wednesdays like mad. huang dong is currently explaining to us about the wonders of excel. whateverwhateverwhatever. excel's functions are never ending luh. first came the "plot graph" part, then came the "plot chart" part, and now comes the "find the standard deviation and mean" part. interesting! i never knew excel could do such stuff. okay, im contradicting myself. x)
during first break our just now.
HAHAHA!
jorin was like: eh eh, you see your that friend infront.
*sees army boy*
*runs and demands a picture taken together with him*
lol. xD he claims that he has practice today.
or issit...... run out of clothes to wear!!!
8:06 PM
i dont believe im actually studying organic chemistry AGAIN.
no work delegation for each individual in the team today.
everyone just went to research on EVERYTHING needed.
yes, its the first time i've been so hardworking in finding the infos.
and yeah! i found all my facts and managed to memorise them before presentation. :DDD
powerpoint-less presentation that is.
oh, we learnt more indepth stuff. pretty interesting!
but i still gotta revise more before the next UT. heh heh!
and today's work caused me to almost have a headache la.
i havent been using my brains intensively since the last Olvls paper. =/
brain's getting weak and rusty!
i've been quite emo for the past few weeks also.
i'll feel so sad or nostalgic at the slightest things even.
God knows why man!
thought through things over and over again, saw things around that reminded me of the past.
ahhh! sometimes i just wanna go overseas and get away from this hectic urban singapore life.
thank God for a friend (yet aquaintance) that i could trust and pour my woes on.(:
and i need a spiritual recharge.
cant wait for servers retreat! ;D
connection 33:3 coming up too!
theres just so many things to do yet i dont know where to start.
oh, who's "hate"?!
5:23 AM
nanamon: TOO MUCH LOR! crazy fella, nothing better to do in class right? haha! and we dont ROLL AROUND, we merely "saliviate" all over. xD
i was bored! so decided to make collages for w24h and sojourners! i used the cheating method though, the "use powerpoint and just minimize the pictures" method. hehehe!
w24h!<33>
INTERNATIONAL NIGHT 2006! million hearts, one soul.(:
RPians who went for the night!
last week's cognitive and problem solving module at the library. yups, thats mag! my module facilitator.(: oh, the main point of this picture aint her, its HER LAPTOP! gahhh! one day i should take a picture from the front and show you guys how BEAUTIFUL it is luh. why cant RP sell those lappys to us instead. x(
oh yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGLING!!! :DDD
remember our cafe cartel dinner this thursday yup?(:
4:56 AM
dee: haha. yesyes, i can tell youre being random. SO random!
weeks ago i found out from evan that you can actually post your photo for the smiles2006 collage. sounded fun! so TADAAAAA...
i uploaded me and na's picture. its in the yellow box.(:
cognitive processes and problem solving: B+
enterprise skills: C+ (wah hell, heart pain!)
communications skills: A (i cant be any happier! :DDD)
basic sciences: B (I CANT BE ANY HAPPIER EITHER!! LOOK, ITS SCIENCE!!)
maths and computing: C+ (haha, expected. stupid computing!)
international night yesterday. quite boring yet fun. haha.. okay, the performances were like.. tempting me to just sleep. but me and joanne sat in a table with 3 jokers. they named themselves tiger monkey and snake. LOL. all foreigners. it was fun mixing around and making so many new friends! haha. oh, they tried talking to me in canto (since they were from HK) but i struggled so hard to answer them. ended up talking chinese! and they were kinda shock that im a local yet can speak canto. heh.. ;D im waiting for our group pictureeeee!
1:37 AM
comm skills module today! BAD BAD BAD! pat is becoming stricter as well. =/ that means my chances of aceing it will probably drop. i'll have to work doubly hard now! double stressssss. touched on media stuff again today. just that we did something BETTER! censorship. yes, we got to see parts of movies that are un-censored and banned in singapore. hehehe. =p nono, no RA stuff. we got to see the royston tan movie and his "cut!" video. so hilarious! quite insulting to the government luh, but it was super interesting.(: so on the whole, we just basically researched on censorship in singapore on media. oh, pat's lessons are a whole load of fun but damn stressful as well!
we took class photos again! :DDD this time the dress code was semi formal. apparently only a few of us followed it? me joanne weihow hazwan and jon. PATHETIC! and next monday would be sports wear. REMEMBER TO WEAR YOUR FBT SHORTS PEOPLE! haha. took tons of photos again. so many people brough their cam! so we had like many different versions of the class photo.
haha! dont know who's idea was it to look at nas. like as if he was some big handsome superstar!
*does puking action* xD
YAYY!(:
my beloved smart ass class.
i thank God for such a great class! with many brainy people to spur me on everyday.
2:47 AM
rayson: woiiiii!!! youre supposed to shut up. rarr!! and skews me, no making of penguins. haha.
aly: uh no. but i cant seem to resize the msg box thing. hah!
cognitive today. okay, mag mentioned about our grades. so it isnt us, her standard for us just went up. AND ITS TERRIBLY HIGH! good because it shows that our class has been doing very well. bad because there goes my chances of getting A for overall grade. im depressed. boohooo!!! then today's problem statement was so...... dotdotdot. 3 words: analyse a candle. and tata! do fmt, draw up our "chart" thing. yea, another lesson without ppt slides. science was bad enough can! i struggled to say out everything i learnt! at least we could still refer to our chart.
a busy day but yup, very fun. oh yes. we didnt have 3rd meeting in class. we had it in the library! a good change.(: haha. so all of us had quick lunch then returned to class to draw up the stuff. of course, team2, THE MOST EFFICIENT TEAM *claps* finished ours by 1130. muahaha! then at 2, the whole entire class went down together to the library. funny thing was that we re-enacted our primary school day scene. me and joanne ran to the front of the class then two by two line up, fingers on lips, ask the rest of the class to get in shuddup and queue up. hahaha! SO FUN! :DDD after that all 24 of us squeezed into the lift lar! HILARIOUS. xD tried to take a picture but apparently it failed. funny like nuts. i was laughing and laughing nonstop man. imagine 24 nutcases squeezing into a lift and making so much noise! worse part was we took the wrong lift, it went up to 7th level. HAHAHA! smart aleckies.
nas posing proudly with our work!
yes. he's one fella who brightens up the class!
and makes me laugh my head off, non stop, with his crap.
and finally, our main workpiece!
candles candles and more about candles.
written by YOURS TRULY.(:
fugly hand writting caused by RP.
the last time i wrote this much was like.. eons ago!
i uploaded this in LEO. hopefully mag isnt that blind! =/
8:32 PM
part of the view from my class. it so uh, un-roady compared to the rest of the polys. and this ground floor grass thing is actually on the 3rd floor. haha. and our buildings look like what? office towers.
5:25 PM
*runs to jorin's table*
*aye, i sacrifise myself and help you eat okay! :DDD*
*pours some into hand and runs off*
and so i survived the sleepy mornings on these.
oh ya, nas joined in the fun also!
the fun of sacrifising ourselves and helping jorin finish those wang zai that is. =p
i bet my lappy is full of those puny crumbs now.
5:40 AM
this fat dog has been around since i was a small little girl.
he's called weiwei.
hmmm, reminds me of weihow! HAHAH. whoops. =X
didnt mean to relate you to a dog.
SEE MY UNCLE!!
he thinks i wanna take picture of him so he posed for me. lol.
this is a picture of what my family does every saturday. lim kopi, chit chat, watch tv.
before i left the house for church, my dad said: girl ah. after church go outram park meet us for family gathering okay? very nice one! the house is situated on the hill top so you can see town when you look out of the window. when i reached there, i realised i got conned. grr! dont need look out of the window see town luh, i walk out of station can see already. cheat my feelinggggs!
nincompoop's display of power rangers.
ps. the below video was taken on saturday. featuring christian and rayson trying to imitate some fella's WEIRD laughter! =p *i hope the two of them doesnt come running after me with their parangs.*
6:46 AM
6:26 AM
so anyways, rotated team again. this team isnt bad! quite fun too.(: oh, the next 3 weeks will be on media. OLEEEE! die die also must go. xD
the super strong wind!
thank God for it. if not everyone would have died of heat stroke.
i like this picture.(:
here i am once again....
campus attachement for DAJT.
aka diploma in advanced janitoring technology.
wakaka!
invented by that gerald khoo. master of bullshyt.
shana welcoming delon into "hell".
haha!
and we used that pathetic construction site beside our school as "hell".
cause it was the ugliest sight around.
im xiu shou pang guan-ing again. (standing aside and watching others do stuff without helping)
haha. no la, i dont know why i was standing there doing nothing also.
2:20 AM