Monday, March 06, 2006
woke up super early yesterday. blahhhhh.
just to go down to the polys the appeal for courses with evan shewon and mum and alicia. yeah, 10 hours going to 3 polys all around singapore which at leats 1/3 of the time spent on transport.
headed for singapore poly first. i wanted to try appealing for my business admin but ughhh. 14 was the COP for this year. im not even eligible for appeal! course snatchers course snatchers course snatchers!!!! especially those who could make it for JC! why cant you people just get a seat there and give the rest of us seats in poly? now so many people cant even get a seat anywhere! it not for you people, good courses like optometry would probably have cut off points like 15 already please. i thought the COPs this year will most likely all increase by at least 2 since last year was the dragon year and the 1989 batch aint very academically inclined compared to last year. hey, this is not called look down. its called facing the fact. but ALL the COPs dropped by 2 points instead! omgosh.
okay, nevermind.
at least its a confirmation from God that he wants me to stay in BC.
the Lord has been merciful. :)
but why? i dont deserve it. i didnt do it with my own strength cause i know i could never. how could i have been able to get a b3 for science when i only aimed for a c6 since it was a subject i struggled since primary school? how could i have been able to get a c6 for accounts when i only started intensive revision 2 weeks before the paper itself? not to mention that the paper was one big killer. how could i even manage to get a place in poly when there wer soso many people who did much better than me couldnt? nevertheless im thankful for what you've done for me.
anyways, looking on the brighter side, BC and republic isnt that bad afterall. my relatives said it was a good course! :DD and it has affiliations to like 1597538626 universities all over the world. republic isnt far for me. that means, more sleep! woohooo! and its practically PAPERLESS and WIRELESS. muahaha. gonna get a lappy in a few weeks time! RP's having this compulsory computer class thing for all year 1's in early april. so there's no reason for my parents to procrastinate on getting me one. double joy!
the next thing to be fearful of: cultural shock and adapting to a new environment. GOOD LUCK SAMMY.