i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
4:34 AM
evan: ooh.. haha. yeah, i like the orange one too!!
ser: lol. she pms one lor what the. and did u see her new hair cut? omg. she was telling eunice bout it. so dumb.
curious: uh, nonono. -.- sojourners means us sojournering on this earth. and the crumpler and body glove thing is a different issue for that matter. who are you anyway? :)
today was alright as usual.
but wah lau. i was taking out the staple bullets from the sources and there was just this particular bullet which somehow needed more force to be taken out. so i chionged lor, faster exert more force [i was rushing for lunch!!] so it'll come out faster. and ughh. the staple poked right into my finger. basket! pain like crazy. one, im super terrified of things that are poked into someone's skin. worse, its MY skin. two, when i yanked out the staple bullet the blood just flowed like anything. yuckyuckyuck. i freaked out la. and there was a little blue black on my finger. small but uber painful. its still thereeeee. x( just that it isnt as pain as it was this afternoon.
oh yes. me and serene are back at digging their fridges again. muahaha. this time we didnt throw things away. we koped their jelly. lol. 2 of us almost finished the whole pack man. but it was superbbb. yummy(: yan yan said we could eat the stuff there what. so we merely helped ourselves. haha. went crazy after lunch again.. laughing our heads off over stupid stuff and uh, shooting rubber bands over to adrian's place. paiseh lah. we wanted to aim at nengli but aiya. wasted! shhh xD we're horrible people!
microfilmed all the way till 530. then whoo!! SP ordered hashbrowns and satays and yummy chicky wings! :D for what? just to celebrate and rejoice that her presentation is postponed till tomorrow morning. lol. food was shiock man. especially the wings. omg! and i didnt have to take my dinner after that anymore. last week's captains ball was postponed till this week. and its postponed again to next week.. oh wells. doesnt matter to me la. i dont mind going home to sleep anyways.
NOW I NEED AN IT EXPERT. GRRR. I CANT SEEM TO TAP PEOPLE'S WIRELESS EVEN THOUGH THERES LIKE 4 BARS. NEITHER CAN I SIGN INTO MSN WHEN IM CONNECTED TO THAT LINKSYS WIRELESS CRAP THING. =/ HELPPPP.
5:00 AM
evan: really? haha.. nursing needs a lappy too? :)
alrights. monday blues again. i almost overslept lah. alarm didnt ring, i dont know why. today was pretty alright la. weather was super cold so i decided to pull on a semi-long sleeve, or whatever its called. but still, i almost froze. =/ yes, now i know why people dislike that certain SP. [SP-initials of that someone's name. and its called SPECIAL PRODUCT in noel. how special indeed lor.] SP got soso insensitive la. thank goodness it was almost time to knock off when she acted up. at least it didnt spoil our day. then serene and i got bored halfway through so we decided to do some fridge digging. haha. a lot of junk lah their fridges. aiyoh. theres even food that is expired 2 YEARS ago. omg! we threw away like quite a lot of stuff, leaving the poor trash bin filled to it brim. x
muahaha! i got my lappy alreadyyyy(:
its charging now. gonna configure it and stuff later. i need to transfer my pictures and songs too.
troublesome process but aiyah, it'll be for my benefit.
IM HAPPY! :DDD
4:50 AM
was pretty alright lah. just that i was too too tired to listen. =/
then went down to bugis after that. initially was only rayson and i cause we wanted to do some shopping. but a bit loner lah. lol. so we called some youth along too! ended up going with a huge group of them. me alicia serene joel jonjon timo val ele alvin and rayson. went to eat at that famous beef kuey teow shop thing. wah, shiock. we played guessing games too. lame guessing games that is. haha! its so retardedly dumb la.. but fun!(:
got down to parco to shop. ughh. how unfruitful. i got cheated! i thought i saw $15 but it was actually $35. wah lau. i must be blind or something -.- anyway, i'll still be eyeing at that pants. haha. and my glittery mickey tee which i have yet to find. boo! aiyah, ended up going home empty handed. saddest shopping trip ever la.
tomorrow's monday again. boringgggg.
im going back to suffer from more paper cuts again.
6:18 AM
vell: sickening gaobin. or maobin, whatever that is. haha! and for the second time, its a BARNEY RUSTLE BLANKET. not a barney bag you sotong. faster go buy your own bag lah! can gentlemen a bit not. im not gonna carry 2 lappys okay. xD
woke up early today, went down to school to matriculate. YES! i got my lap top already. woohoo(: supposed to collect it today but there were too many people queueing and rp was closing soon. so my parents are gonna go back on monday to collect. i got the acer one. woots! me and my parents were eyeing on 2 of them. one fast but heavy, the other one was a tiny bit slower had wide screen and cheaper but good enough. so they left me there to choose and play around. alamak! i think i stood there for at least 15 minutes lor. ended up choosing the wide screen one. hopefully it fits into my crumpler baby((: the lappys there are pretty good la. and theres a casing + thumb drive + optical mouse that comes with it. free of charge man! plus 3 year warranty. shiockkkk.
went down to church for worship prac after that. its a badbad day to backup sing. my voice couldnt reach the high notes la. and i think i sounded quite horrible.. sore throat lei. =( and celebration this week due to last week's event. gave out certs, watched the videos, cheered like crazy people and of course, the release of the angel mortal games. omg. its TWICE already. my mortal is jaron and his mortal is me. lol. it happened two/three years back between amanda and i too. aiyo.
then me audrey nick gideon joel jonjon chris and leo went for dinner at j8. had a hard time choosing a place to settle at cause apparently all the places were soso crowded lah. so chris suggested his spinning thing. everyone represented a place then he'll spin banana. but he used water bottle today. lol. so yes, interchange macs. sat there ate, crap, make noise. then walked around j8 till the shops were all fully closed. gosh! but was very fun i admit. haha.
btw, thanks for the card chris!! :D very nice for someone who isnt a pro in art. dont even think i'll be able to think of such ideas la. burn paper, put "nets" and all. haha. thankewww.
7:21 AM
5:06 AM
i am damn damn damn damn happy now. hahaha xD
yayy!!!!
i bought my crumpler, at last!!! like FINALLY lah.
the first thing i splurge on with my first pay. and i am OVER THE MOON now.
aiyah. stupid crumpler pic doesnt wanna upload! grr.
anyways, yes. im feeling much better already. (:
thanks all once again for your smses and msn-es and phone calls. haha. i love you all! ;D so went back to work today and people were like: aye you okay already a not? how you feeling? haha. its like, whoa. i just took leave for one day man. so i continued with sorting today. did the the whole day. ughh. super tired. got a lot a lot of paper cuts too. x( oh yes. yen leng gave me her extra hillsongs calender too! yayy! haha. double happiness! its so nice man. has pictures of all their albums and stuff. pretty(:
then went down to town to meet rayson and his buddy, weiquan. went to have dinner at food republic. stupid food so ex! walked to paragon's crumpler shop but apparently they didnt have the ones that we liked. so walked all the way to wheelock. found out the the designs were the same lah. what the. i wanted the blue 95bucks one but alamak, no shoulder pad. alamak, the shoulder pad itself costs 26 bucks can. so aiyah, we decided that we might as well get a good bag once and for all. and so... muahaha. goodbye 3 blue notes and 1 red note. sob. ex like nuts.. but hey, its worth it. lol. then wei quan and i kept aggitating rayson eh rayson, 159 leh. sekali tomorrow check letter box then you realise that crumpler give flyer saying that got discount. eh, sekali you go home the realise that your zip spoilt. sekali this sekali that. HAHAHA! super funny. okay la. i hope he's not reading this man. if you are, please pretend that you didnt okay. whoops. =X
okay. i needa sleep now.
need energy to carry boxes and sort out the sources again tomorrow. hectic office life sia!
btw, its not called SHIT WORK hor. =p
then they delievered my brother's bed, my new desk and shelves yesterday. yes, the one we ordered from ikea. niceeeee. cant wait to stick my stuff on! heh.
6:15 AM
i was practically coughing my head off in the office. plus the aircon at my cubicle was quite cold. ughhh. anyways, i still survived! haha.
so we went to banquet for lunch, got gummies from cold storage and stashed them into our drawers. :DD
then i decided to take leave today. couldnt tahan anymore! wahhhh~ and its wednesday lor. wanted to join them for captains ball but end up in THIS state. grrr. now i have a blocked nose [BOTH was blocked last night! x(], sore throat, flat voice, cough, heavy head and a running nose. badbadbad! have a feeling im gonna use up one whole roll of toilet paper by tonight.
alrights. im gonna continue sleeping now.
i refuse to go on medication. YUCKS. no thanks.
7:58 PM
thanks all for your concerns!
still went for work anyway. wouldnt take leave unless i have fever lah. so i did warehousing in the morning, went for lunch at macs with serene at china square [alamak the macs there is so puny and isnt even a proper macs restaurant man. so HOT!], got back to the office and continued with another month's warehousing. then i finally got a chance to use the dinosaur, aka the microfilming machine which has probably been there for a 100 years okay. actually, its quite fun. haha! serene was doing it initially but since i got sick of looking at numbers and she got tired of feeding the dino, we swapped jobs. ole! :DDD yes. scary machine indeed. it occasionally sucks 2 paper at a time lor. diana said:my dinosaur never eat for 2 days already. so today very hungry. HAHAHA!!!! xD so hilarious lah! yeah, the papers get stuck and sometimes get torn too. sickening creature. the worse part is we actually have to un-staple the papers and film it one by one, then staple it back again. so ma fan! waste staple bullet only la.
we worked till 5+, got really tired and drained out so we went back to our seats to jiak zua until 6. =p kapo-ed diana's goodies too. haha. its some ginger biscuit thing that is claimed to be good for you cause it helps you to fart more. gosh! xD shopped at raffles exchange after that.. looked for shoes! whee(: im still waiting for my mum to draw out my pay. im sososo deprived of shopping!
department activity this wednesday! :D sounds fun. haha.
4:42 AM
sojourners gathered in church do prepare the place at like 9am man.
but servers leaders and 2nd liners had to be there by 8. =/
i almost couldnt wake up lah.
thank goodness i wasnt the latest! haha. yup, so we decorated the place and had a full rehearsel. super fun! :DDD so my beloved nathans came for the event. muahaha. i was kinda worried that they cant find the ushers and stuff lah. but they still did. yay(: so jonjon and timo were our emcees. haha! jon was so cute man. aiyoh. xD happy to see revd samuel january again! what they call: the bear. hahaha!
the best part of it all: some of us fell sick. bleah. i got cough and a little bit of sore throat plus slight fever. wah lau. =/
didnt go to church this morning. there wasnt new team anyway and im too tired to go. so went to ikea with parents to shop for new furniture! we got shelves, a bed for my brother and a huge table for me and my sis! very fruitful. yes. im moving to the third floor at last! but i'll miss the comp loaddddds man. im lazy to move everything up too. scrunches face.
4:36 AM
yes! working with serene, again.
this time at dai bak leong's [my aunty] company.
citibank! a filthy rich company who pays 6.5/hour for normal admin work. lol. but i wont deny that it aint as easy as noel.
so i started work yesterday. they didnt interview me at all lah. all my aunt did was to give a green light to hire another temp admin and they called me up, ask me to go down to fill in the forms and start work ON THE SPOT. woots! aiyah, also prolly cause if serene fits the job, i'll be able to since we worked at the same company previously. but crap! the lady didnt give me the exact address so i kinda got lost. ughhhh. had to go down to int'l plaza to fill up the appli form but no one told me that it was int'l plaza can. never mind, i was stupid enough not to ask also. haha! xD then went down to capital sqaure, citibank. i took over serene's cubicle while she went down to do filing at another level. muahaha!
anyways, yes. its tiring.
at noel: take order forms, sit down, type, throw completed forms into basket, grab another one, continue typing......... repeatrepeatrepeat.
at citibank: sort out THOUSANDS of customer application forms, arrange them nicely in boxes, carry boxes to somewhere else so they wont block the way [it is damn heavy okay!], type appli forms into excel, photocopy stuff, use that microfilming monster machine [which i havent touched. YET.], do warehousing.
so shiong lah! so i only photocopied and sorted out november's forms, which already added up to thousands. 4 big boxes of them. that was yesterday. and today, first thing i did was transfer the info into excel. yeah, like i said.. thousands of forms. it took me till lunch. elaine, 2 other girls and i got down to some chicken rice place to eat. super nice man! then did sorting out for december's forms after lunch. all the way until i knocked off. SEE HOW HARD IT IS. i almost died facing all those numbers man. they are like 6 digit numbers la, and i have to re-arrange them from scratch. numbers used to be my best friend, but it aint anymore. hahaha.
but okay la, i enjoy my work. like the people, the place and the environment. offices isnt as quiet and serious as i thought. actually, everyone starts cracking some lame stuff once in awhile. and mymy, elaine has a big drawer all filled with goodies. lol.
alrights. I AM TIRED.
3:14 AM
the bad part: house gets noisily polluted again. and it stinks big time.
the good part: the kids are having their hols so we can go play CS again! yay!
yupps. so the usual group of us went down to ceni again today. but this time rayson joined us and 4 were MIA. boo! dee had school [ps me man,i was the only girl there =/], brandon's in army, sam neo had poly and nigel had competition! so only joel jonNeo jonNgSnr jerry rayson and i went.
anyways the lan there got really screwed up. it kept getting hang lah! its probably under utilised thats why. haha. i kept getting killed as usual. not because i dont know how to aim okay. either i die when im halfway changing bullets or i die cause i open the door and so unfortunately, someone had to be standing there. gosh!
joel and jon wanted to catch big momma house but jerry and i insisted on going home. besides, the show had a lousy rating of only 2.4/5. lol. i reckon i'll be laughing at all. so we ended up not watching. ole! got down to taka cause THOP youths were there and joel wanted to show me who SHE was. wahaha. aiyoh! bet SHE was disappointed, so very badly. sorry lah! xD bought takopachi then headed home already.
we were talking about YOU PEOPLE as well.
like what is wrong with you people lah?! all i do is talk to a guy and we're just good friends with NO OTHER INTENTIONS and you all get so worked up. please for goodness sake. get your facts right before starting to come and lecture us and talk about how not-ripe the time is, blablablabla. it hasnt only happened to me, you should know. and its horribly down right annoying. DO YOU KNOW?! i dont see the need to comfirm you time and time again that we are just friends. actually, you dont even have the right to know and pick your nose into our affairs. not that im IN a r/s now, but from past experiences and stories, i know something's gonna come and PISS ME OFF again. please i beg of you, dont start it. I WILL YELL! yayaya, go ahead, talk about this entry. discuss it among yourselves like as if "youre talking behind my back". one sentence: quit being so paranoid cause i know where my line stands and i know where their's stand too. THANK YOUUU.
just thought that it'll be better to state my stand clearly.
4:49 AM
pocari: hello! wheres my massagesssss :D
crap! this is the THIRD time im typing this entry. ughhhh. *breathes in, breathes out* and rayson's gonna go: its not working lah! HAHA. whoops. i shant let out too much of the script. so anyways, im just gonna keep it short. stupid blogger piss me off.
saturday-went for sng funfair with carina and her CGL, samantha too, joined us halfway. principal got dunked cause they raised 1k just to get her dunked. haha! so cool. then went to the haunted house but mummy had to spoil the fun by calling me while i was in it. booo! sat on this super scary ride like rainbow, the one in escape. it practically swings you round and round and drains out all your energy until you dont have anymore left to scream. =/ they had new stuff this year too. bungy jumping, dunking pool, carousel swing and nor forgetting their usual, pirate ship.
met manymany familiar faces too!
joel and his cousins, anadee and her friends, magdeline, yuanbing, iggy and his group of extra cat high kids. haha! then me and dee cabbed down to church for prac. stayed back after youth service to help chris pack the salvation packs. yeah, 8 of us. me serene jk val ele chris alvin and rayson. bummed, talked, disturb the hungry cat till like 10 lah. so tired!
sunday: had to settle accounts with uncle jem and val. gosh! we looked like we were playing monopoly with real cash can. lol. then briefing for next week's event. excited! :DD praying for more souls to be saved and to be rededicated as well. yeapps, harvest harvest harvest! then skit prac again. this time we had MORE audiences. blahh. hopefully i wont get stage fright or something next week. i wanna see mrs ping's PINK bedroom slippers too. wheee!(:
most of the youth stayed back till 7 to prac and help the publicity team with their door gifts. fun! yeah, a lot a lot of hard work and effort has been put in for the event la. afterall, its for God! wanted to catch fd3 but sadly, quite a number of them were not keen so we decided on nanny mcphee, or whatever its called. and sadly again, the timings were BAD. boo! so we just went for dinner at northpoint then headed home. =/
7:18 AM
1 month and 11 more days before poly re opens. rotting at seriously stinks man. i have no idea how people like evan and alicia tahan for so long! haha. its like really the same old routine every single day at home.
-wake up @ 2pm
-have lunch
-maple all the way till dinner time
-have dinner
-clown on msn, listen to people, yack to people, yadayada
-maple awhile more after all the clowns go to sleep
-sleep at 2am.
its called: no life. and dont ask me to watch tv! i'll probably fall asleep unless its some channel 8 drama serial or something. haha. i cut my fringe too! yay(: or rather, trimmed and layered it a little. then went to apply gel on my brother's hair.. just for fun and laughter peace and joy. and i dont know how guys like jerry and brandon do their hair. its so cool and so quick! think i spent 30 min funk-ing it but the front still came out like, bleah. some standing some flat.
i am so terribly bored.
and being bored makes me think of many many things which i SHOULDNT be thinking of.
[i would also like to add to the above statement that i am DECENT and INNOCENT. lol. im not any stupid fella who will go around perving on others please. so dont let your thoughts run wild =p]
8:17 AM
job interview with vell at pastamania harbourfront today! blahhh. i shall forget about my wild wild wet job already. so now im left with the pastamania one and happy house. i wanna get my crumpler asap! =/ anyways, the manager [or whoever] talked to us like as if its quite impossible to get a job there since we had no service experience. some one still say sure can one sure can one. end up still gotta wait for them to contact us again. haha.. gimmie false hope man! but haiyah, no harm trying lah.
i wish i never did what i did. THANKS for your answer. now i know. THANKS for not letting me feel so down right stupid to hold on.
thank you, sincerely for being there and cheering me up and giving me stupid blogs to laugh at, haa! you know who you are. ;D
7:20 AM
just to go down to the polys the appeal for courses with evan shewon and mum and alicia. yeah, 10 hours going to 3 polys all around singapore which at leats 1/3 of the time spent on transport.
headed for singapore poly first. i wanted to try appealing for my business admin but ughhh. 14 was the COP for this year. im not even eligible for appeal! course snatchers course snatchers course snatchers!!!! especially those who could make it for JC! why cant you people just get a seat there and give the rest of us seats in poly? now so many people cant even get a seat anywhere! it not for you people, good courses like optometry would probably have cut off points like 15 already please. i thought the COPs this year will most likely all increase by at least 2 since last year was the dragon year and the 1989 batch aint very academically inclined compared to last year. hey, this is not called look down. its called facing the fact. but ALL the COPs dropped by 2 points instead! omgosh.
okay, nevermind.
at least its a confirmation from God that he wants me to stay in BC.
the Lord has been merciful. :)
but why? i dont deserve it. i didnt do it with my own strength cause i know i could never. how could i have been able to get a b3 for science when i only aimed for a c6 since it was a subject i struggled since primary school? how could i have been able to get a c6 for accounts when i only started intensive revision 2 weeks before the paper itself? not to mention that the paper was one big killer. how could i even manage to get a place in poly when there wer soso many people who did much better than me couldnt? nevertheless im thankful for what you've done for me.
anyways, looking on the brighter side, BC and republic isnt that bad afterall. my relatives said it was a good course! :DD and it has affiliations to like 1597538626 universities all over the world. republic isnt far for me. that means, more sleep! woohooo! and its practically PAPERLESS and WIRELESS. muahaha. gonna get a lappy in a few weeks time! RP's having this compulsory computer class thing for all year 1's in early april. so there's no reason for my parents to procrastinate on getting me one. double joy!
the next thing to be fearful of: cultural shock and adapting to a new environment. GOOD LUCK SAMMY.
10:32 PM
saturday
met serene and headed down to raffles place to shop but apparently there werent anything nice there. so we got down to paya lebar, clothes shop! woohoo(: bought a straight cut skirt since she complained that my skirts were all flare. HAHA. then headed down to biao jie's place for annabelle's birthday party. that cutesy itsy 3 years old niece of mine! *pinches cheeks* and someone still asked whether i dunked the birthday girl down!! grrr. i dont wanna get killed please. haha. her party was great man! the kids swam until it was time to go home as usual.
they bought this really huge life size barney suit. omgosh! so uncle derrick [kay, i shall just call him this] put it on and pranced around. LOL. but the birthday girl was so frightened of the big purple monster. aiyoh! then they got another barney figure thingy whereby you get to stuff sweets inside and everyone gets a turn to whack it. so all the gummies will fall out when the barney breaks. so cuteeee!
sunday
there wasnt new team prac today. tracting instead! anyways, i overslept. whoooops! =X actually i was woken up by kor's sms at 8am, wanted to reply but uh.. fell asleep again. hahaha. then gideon came to whack me till i got outta bed. THANK GOODNESS. so we were all sitting in the new place, cutting the papers. *prays hard that out effort wont go to waste!* yeah, connection 33:3 advertisement hoping that the neighbourhood people will come for the event.
and 1st week of the month today! whoa, i realised i havent had communion since i dont know when cause i dont know why! then went to clear the accounts with val. gosh! the thing was sososo messy. hopefully i'll be able to maintain its current neatness man. haha! and skit prac after that. we have so little practises left before march18. omg. i still cant hide that SMILEY FACE and LOOK UP when "scolding chee keong" =p quotes script: YOURE DRIVING ME NUTS LAH, YOU SICKO. ahaha.
to appeal or not to appeal? GOD, WE NEED TO TALK! NOW!
2 more days to decide.
5:06 AM
choy: yayaya, he's also your brother right. LOL.
okay, sorry.
i was still 3/4 asleep when i typed the last post.
so anyways, i got woken up by bombarded msges on my phone this morning. alamak! forgot to on silent. so woke up with eyes half open, went on msn and people continued to bombard me. wah lau. i check at 8+ leh! you guys woke up at 7 something and waited for 8am is it! aiyoh.
and so........
Name : LOW WAN WEI SAMANTHA
1.The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution:REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC
Course Name:BUSINESS COMPUTING
Course Code:R13
FAINTS. rayson got 18 and he got into integrated! i wanna appeallllllll. but was strongly persuaded by my parents and calvell not to. =/ aiyah, anyway im glad that i have company! haha. hopefully same class too! and sorry sheep, we really didnt mean to boycott you. LOL. looks like you have to wait another year and see who gets into SP. haha! yay! we're sojourner's rp pioneers. :D
had no time to get back to sleep. so went out straight away to meet serene and rayson hoping to have fun at escape. but aiyah, so unfortunate. its closed on weekdays. wahhh! so me and rayson applied for a job at wild wild wet as job operators! shiockkkk. *prays hard that we'll get it* then bummed around at white sands and headed home to sleep. whoooo(:
okay, maple now.
4:43 PM
the sunset! :DDD
5:49 AM
evan: yeah la, some sun-block that was man. haha! think you needa go re-tan?
i finally got outta the house today!
whoa, shiock.
met rayson [since both of us were like super duper bored at home] and went down to town in search of job vacancies but we ended up window shopping, walking aimlessly and chatting. -.- so we practically stepped into all the shopping centers at orchard. met quite a few people along the way too! thats how small singapore is. first was junxiong but i couldnt really recognise him until i walked past. then was carmen, grace and huixin! looks like the ex noel-ians are all in town today. haha. we were chatting about crumpler bags when i suddenly saw this girl carrying a green one. true enough, it was nana! but i didnt really recognise her cause she tied her hair and wore a diff shoe. now dont ask me why i was looking at people's feet okay.
then rayson met melissa [woots!] and the 3 of us settled down at coffee club for awhile to rest and get a drink. weather was super buper HOT! and met brandon bay & co. on the way home in the train. aiyoh! that guy hasnt changed a single bit man.
and so, all the shops were either looking for people who were 18 and above or could give a 4 months and beyond commitment. quotes alvin again: RATS! haha. we called up wild wild wet and decided to go down tomorrow to apply. hey, 5 bucks per hour and you get to tan as well. GOOD LEH! we're going to escape too! muahahaha(: *EXCITED*
i have that sudden urge to get a crumpler again.
4:03 AM