Monday, February 06, 2006
TAG REPLIESserene: LOL.. everybody's having prob with my tagboard. everybody except ME. :D anyways, vell also doesnt tag my board what. haha! i had to please him to do it.. bleahh. so its fair.. and besides, look at the things yl tag!
vell: dont be sucha gay! =p
evan: wait, whats recce?! HAHA.
jk: you bet man! now you know why i enjoy work so much huh.. hee..
yongloon: not you, definitely. haha.. dontcha feel lucky that your pic's up on my blog?
called california fitness up today. they had job vacancies for receptionists and towel attendants! hah. doubt i'll even get the job anyways. so was rotting the whole afternoon before heading down to fill in the application form in the evening.
met vell and his brother at that urban hair shop thing. i waited for 45 min for that fella to cut his ferns!! wah lau. but the ending was pretty nice! despite the fact that i cant stop looking at his too-short side of the fringe and the rebonded side. lol.. nah, dont worry lah gaobin! your ferns are nice and thriving yah. :D serene arrived later after her work.. and i cannot believe that he and his hairdresser said i was laughing at him. grrr.. i was SMILING lor!
so the 4 of us went down to the orchard california fitness branch to fill up the forms after that. hopefully they'll employ us lah. jobless-ness suck. then serene and i went for dinner at kobayashi while vell and his bro went home. woots! havent ate that for a long long time. went to wheelock place to see my birkenstock shoes as well.. it looked soso pretty! yah, so was the price. and then down to far east to see stuff too.
alrights. doomsday is confirmed.. this friday which is 4 more days! BOOO! actually, i felt rather discouraged when i saw past year's JAE cut off points.lotsa things have been running through my head. what if i dont make it? what if God places me in some stupid engineering course? hai.. yaya, you guys are going to ask me to trust God. but it aint easy okay.. i have been trying. but it never fails to bother me again. was holding on to phrases that you guys said: honour God and he will honour you. but it always didnt seem uh, applicated [?!] in my life. i studied like nuts for prelims.. went for endless tuitions and even burnt midnight oil just to study. i studied till my table went crazy, used my table lamp at night till it was on the verge of blowing. studied with audrey from sunset till sunrise and make her keep quiet cause i promised myself to finish a certain amount of work by the next morning. i prayed as i took each paper, prayed before i slept, committed studying times to the Lord. and prelims? 25points. L1R4, not to even mention it. i have no idea at all how my results will be. screwed up ss essay cause i only banged on 3 chapters which apparently and unfortunately NONE came out. i suck at banging, so shant do it ever again. poa was a nightmare! brandon tutored me, mummy tutored me, did so many sums over and over again. and yet Olvl poa just HAD to turn out so differently from the past years. i still vividly remember the pissed off look on kaihua's face when she got up from her seat. lol. i can deceive myself no more. im not at all smart. 11th position in class, yet im the like 84th position in my level. and i got a c5 for english prelim2. the 2nd most important exam and yet i actually flunked compre, for the very very first time in my whole entire education life. so what if i did relatively well for compo? it made no difference, at all. yup, that stupid grade got me discouraged. people like gerald do nothing but game all day can get into a JC without much problem.. he can afford to sleep during the 2nd chinese Olvl retake even though he got a c6 but i cant. but looking on the brightside, God can do wonders.
