i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
i've been tagged by DEE to do this. x/ these are the rules and instructions. ONE`post 5 weird or random stuff bout yourself. TWO`at the end of the post, list 5 ppl you want to do this quiz. THREE`tag on their blog to let em` know and ask em` to read ur blog for the rules. alrightey.. here goes nothing! ONE-i HATE greens and can never live through a day without having chicken. TWO-i do NOT watch tv, at all. lol. some people will ask how i can live without tv but yeah, i dont watch tv but im a comp addict! i'll know most of the internet stuff but tv stuff? think it's only like 1% knowledge. ps. movie are not included, cartoons are an exception. THREE-i think guys and girls look better with specs with thin or no frames rather than contacts. i dont know why, but thats what i observed. haha. FOUR-i have this new sudden fetish for button and huge ring ear rings AND chandelas [whtver the spelling is]. HAHA.. FIVE-its VERY rare for me to get even a single mosquito bite on me. and no, i dont get a single one even though others get it all over their body. lol. so i never really needed insect repellent sprays, which is GOOD! AND, i want EVAN, XIAONA, EUGENE, CARINA and SERENE to do this(: IM DONE!
3:04 AM
we had yoshinoya for lunch before the show started. as usual, nike woolfie bay would eat A LOT and that fella was like: christmas is the season of giving [or something like that] and reach out to grab a piece of beef from my bowl. tsktsktsk. and he went around telling us that we looked full. HAHAHA!! xD sucha glutton. =X the worst part was that those who werent eating started taking videos of us eating! yeah, i finally know what they do when boredom strikes them.
they continued to play lan after the movie lah! aiyohhh. i wanted to play maple but dee kept persuading me to play cs with the guys. hahaha!! its quite fun after all. but i was ALWAYS the first few to die cause its the first time i played and dee had to guide me along. i even had problems climbing outta the window. how stupid. and yes, i kept getting killed by brandon and sam neo!! GRRR. that game made me pretty giddy as well. =/ 2 hours for 3.50, think its quite worth it for lan games in TOWN. haha(:
then me, sam neo and brandon had dinner in town and shopped around a little before going back. sam's quite hilarious i realised! HAH.. and joel's attendin mr chen's tuition! his tuition lessons are like either mostly pierce sec people or sojourners. so cool! =D
one full afternoon of combined joyful joyful practice tomorrow. its gonna be so fun! WHEEEE(: cant wait!
4:59 AM
quotes sheelaquotes serene: blablablabla. happy?lol.
woolfie: oioioi, i pulled you for security also partially because you almost fell lor. hahaha.. and wheres my 100baht for massaging you? xDD besides, you should stop stuffing yourself nemore lah.
weather has been TERRIBLE! raining all day long =/ and class outing is cancelled cause no one seemed to be interested anymore, except yj carina and myself. sucha bummer lah.
and omgoshhhh!! >.< little geraldine actually found out my number, somehow and msged me! HAHA.. so cuteeee. btw, she's only primaryTHREE. so its pretty unusual okay. then little joshy milo called me up this afternoon and "advertised" some milo drink!! lol. so lame yet funny! kids these days............
okay. a random-to-the-extreme entry. just blogging for the sake of killing time.
IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!
4:26 AM

on the songtel.
the ride was obviously bumpy and the guys were tired. esp jerry! haha..
9:47 AM

CHICKEN LITTLE!
aint he so stylo?
9:46 AM

THE GIRLS(:
from left: pearlyn, myself, little geraldine, sheela, nana, serene and val. we were at the village where the people with long necks lived.
9:28 AM

the trippers together with LYF[love youth fellowship] at the airport. I MISS THEM ALL SOSO MUCH! x(
9:25 AM

we love our shades!
me and sheela with our newly bought shades and the thai pose.
9:24 AM

THE ROOMIES(:
9:21 AM

introducing: the bombing buddies!! x))
9:12 AM

serene, sheela, nana and i with our bunny hairbands! haha(:
thank goodness we could take photos without purchasing man.
9:08 AM
they're on my photobucket site btw, i linked it up.
still waiting for the rest of the pictures!!!
PEARLYN! UNCLE JEM! NANA! RAYSON!
send me the pics as soon as you load them up yeah?
and please, i dont want the hot spring ones. LOL.
christian: aiyah, sorry lah. lol. as long as the pronounciation is correct then can already. hah..
i felt so down that day. thought i lost it all.. felt so "heart broken". but not anymore, i guess(:
though im not sure whats it like now, but those memories will be kept in my heart.
** ***e*.
and towning today with brandon and audrey!!!
I MISS THOSE TWO SO VERY MUCHIE((:
havent seen brandon for like 2 weeks already and havent talked to and seen audrey for ONE WHOLE MONTH. goshh. i actually survived not talking to people whom i talk to like practically everyday for so long.
so i met brandon first cause drey was already at orchard. sucha loner lah she. bought wj's gift! then went to have dinner at kobayashi. yumyum!(:
2nd round of dinner was at yoshinoya. lol. brandon was like still hungry so we ate second round.the 3 of us were laughing our heads off at the splited you-know-what "thing" opposite us. i shall NOT give details.. that'll be super embarrasing okay.
it was like pretty late when i reached home and i actually forgot to bring my keys =/
thank goodness my parents werent asleep yet.
i've been sweating rather frequently ever since i stepped outta the airport. bleahhh. singapore's weather seriously STINKS. big time okay.
8:02 AM
mission trip was VERY fruitful. yupp, i enjoyed it A LOT.
and now im like chiangmai sick.. quotes sheela: body at singapore yet our hearts are still at chiangmai(:
the youth there were easy to get along with, which was good. we had a lot of fun together!! but sadly the day that we started to know them more was the day we had to leave singapore.
day1: flight was at 8+ so we reached the airport at like 6+ in the morning. thanks to all those to got up so early to send us off yeah! then arrived at chiangmai in the afternoon. weather was FANTASTIC! sunny yet cooling. i didnt sweat AT ALL lah. hahaha!! our hotel didnt look very welcoming on the outside but the inside was pretty nice. i bunked with nana! we're THE ROOMIES! lol. serene bunked with sheela so it was like a switch over thing.. they're called THE BOMBING BUDDIES! xDD they must have contracted it from nigel and jerry. tsktsktsk. we had a city tour around chiangmai. visited this handicraft thing which made products outta animal skin. the stingray one was GROSS lah! the shape and eyes were still there. oh yuck. x( had fellowship dinner with the youth there and then night bazaar! bargained like mad man.. i was grouped with the guys but it was fun nevertheless. esp with nigel and his bargaining skills. HAHAHA!!!!! hilarious! btw, we got around the place with a hired song-tel, or whatever the spelling is. so shiock okay!
day2: intercession at the church where we prayed for the youth and stuff. evangelistic outreach at night.. gosh. i totally screwed up the flags part. i think we visited aunty gigi at her place too? yup.. one of the days lah. it was BEYOOTIFUL alright. and yes, geraldine sticked with the girls throughout the trip and "abandoned" her mummy.. hah. she was really cute man! night bazaar at night again. i bought shades, for fun. =DD so me, sheela, nigel and rayson each bought a shade and bargained it from 1 for 1000baht to 4 for 1000baht. LOL. shee's shade was so uh, sheela. rayson's shades looked like the chem lab goggles [a little lah] and nigel's one looked like ROBOCOP! >.< he was admiring himself and doing some shuai ge pose in the mirror lor. oh yes. i must mentioned that i was being CONSTANTLY poked by nigel for the whole trip. grrrrr!! shopping at central plaza in the afternoon.. first shop was body glove!! hoho.. everyone chionged man. then jerry was complaining that everyone's starting to buy body glove already. HAH.. then uncle jem said jerry was like deep in his BGR or something. which is, BodyGloveRelationship.
day3: cisited the elephant camp and the long neck villagers. elephant ride was so cool! HAHAHA.. serene and i were laughing our heads off at jerry and nigey's elephant cause all the other elephants were walking except theirs which was at a corner down the hill eating GRASS. so they got stranded there for i-dont-know-how-long. xDD the long neck village thing was an eye opener man.. weather was freezing yet they could survive. the little girl was soooo pretty and cuteee!! made everyone go gogo-gaga over her. i think we went shopping at airport plaza that day. prices were "NICE", totally. so me, nana, shee and ser just sat at dunkin donuts and settled for a drink after walking the 1st level. evangelistic outreach again at someone's place this time. ser said i looked as if i was containing my smile lah.. i dont remember though. heh.. and jerry's mini fan club!! HAHAHAHA.. the girls were so overly excited about jerry man. they grined so widely when they stood beside him to take picture. just jerry and the girl, alone. 3 girls though. and it was the first time we really saw jerry smiling for the cam man!
day4: little geraldine, jeremiah and aunty sheila went back to singapore and we sent them off. then conbined youth meeting at night. prayed for the youth there and they prayed for us too.. the translation part made the sharing a little longer but yeah, i survived. hah.. thats where we got to know more of them. i forgot the rest already. bleahhhh..
day5: we headed for pong aang village where tee lived. a night stay there and we celebrated christmas with the youths there too! the village was a 2 hour drive from chiangmai.. bus ride was a little not-so-spacious yet cosy! nana and rayson spent the whole time taking pictures of us sleeping. SUCH MEAN PEOPLE!! i shall be mean as well and post them up when i get it. hohoho.. dinner was simple yet nice! the guys as usual stuffed themselves. haiyoh. tee's dad slaughtered a pig for our dinner and the bbq at night. the villagers were invited to the celebration and of course, uncle jem shared a salvation message. then it got pitch black when driving to our camp site. rayson scared the wits outta sheela by "gliding" past the van's window. HAHA!!! the girls stayed in a brick built house, me shee ser and nana shared a room, while the guys slept in the tent. lol. then we had to walk to the guys sleeping area cause the bbq was at that place. it was pitch black except for the torch light which shone a little for us to see our path. >.< was walking with ser and decided it would be better to walk with a guy or something. so i pulled nigel along to walk with me since he was just behind and he's the guy im closest to lah. the path was so rocky and freakyyyyyyy!! thanks nigey for letting me pull you along.. haha(:
day6: as usual, shee and ser had to pull nana and i up in the morning cause it was freezing and we didnt wanna get up. lol. drove back to the hotel to drop our stuff then last minute shopping and lunch with the LYF at central plaza. its like, we just got to know them and interact with them better but it was our last day already. =/ so anyway the sojourners girls, tee, nu and kan [the youth girls] went to this studio at the plaza to take pictures! its pretty man! shee couldnt stop looking at it.. aiyoh. the youth there sent us off to the airport after that. i miss them so much already!!!! sucha fun bunch of people la.
i miss tee, kan, nu, little nana, aunty pimpa, pastor kamseang, suwit, sorn, putt, a, mum, joe and the rest of the youthhhhhhhh!! kinda brain blocked now. hah.. definitely would wanna go back there again if theres another mission trip.
me and nana rushed to wash up every morning without fail i tell you. none of us bothered about the alarm. yes, her alarm was LOUD and NOISY! shee and serene ended up banging on our doors everyday to wake us up. lol.
some of us had new nicknames too! like:
me: SICKO!
serene: feh-le-wah
nana: toast
joel: wow-whee
nigel: poh-curry woffie bay
jerry: simon cadbury
christian: fwank
and now, back to the stressful world. ughhhh... I WANNA GO BACK TO CHIANGMAI!!!!!!!!
8:30 AM
5:43 AM
I AM SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!! hahaha.
yeapps, msia trip was pretty fruitful.
i thought i'd be the only "my-age-group cousin" there but sarah went too! so it wasnt that bad lah.
so we spent most of the time:
EATING-the parents have a really insatiable appetite!THEY JUST CANNOT STOP EATING!!! well, at least that explains their huge fat tummys. xP
SHOPPING-tralala~ i spent like uh, 100+ sing bucks in 5 hours of shopping.. bought 2 body glove shirts. original and quite cheap considering that the discounts were good! bought book marks for copper2, my jeans, a straw bag and swim wear.. I AM HAPPY!! =D the mahkota centre was HUGE and took us 2 days to seriously cover everything. then we walked at the night market. i went all giddy trying to look at everything.. a seriously good shopping place!
gideon, matilda and i had a room to ourselves and we really messd the entire room up man!
hahaha.
blankets were as messy as you-describe-it-yourself, instant noodle cups all around!
disney channel was great too.. hah.. im gonna miss it a lot(:
then we rode on the tuk-tuk [or whatever you call it] back to the hotel cause the kids were lazy to walk.
SO FUN!!! =D
thank God for journey mercy too(:
and tomorrow............
MISSION TRIP!!!!!! hohoho!
17 people will be going this time.
me, serene, sheela, nana, pearlyn, valerie, christian, nigel, joel, jerry, uncle jem, uncle jem's friend, jeremiah, jeremiah's mum and geraldine.
we're all gonna meet at the airport at 615 AM >.<
wahhhhh~~
its so super early lah.
hopefully i'll be able to get enough sleep tonight.
still feeling a little jet-laggedcar-lagged from today's drive home.
thank you Lord for providing.
5:30 AM
sickening retarded fella. what are your eyes for la?! cant you see the girl is scanning the thing to check the price for you?! will waiting for a few seconds kill you?! NO RIGHT! shout shout shout.. think she owes you a living?! shout finish already then say dont want and walk out.. tsk! i was like scolding him in my head and the shop owner rolled her eyes at him.. YUCK LAH. i totally hate this kinda people.. GO PICK ON SOMEONE YOUR OWN SIZE!
arghhhhhh. outburst of the day!!! >.<
spent the whole day packing for chiangmai and msia trip. SO TIRING! at least im 3/4 done. OLE! and my bought a new outfit for my maplegirl!! at least my amethyst ear rings can be seen now.. it was previously blocked by my uh, funky messed up hair. xDD
cant wait for class outing too!! i NEED tan MORE and i want to see my friends again.. whee!(:
I MISS THEM ALL TRUCKLOADS.
5:47 AM
and dan, nyahh.. save the sweets for yourself yah. heh..
today was: PLAIN BORING. thats all.
7:58 AM
anyways i realised that maple is actually kinda addictive and nice to play! imma official AOM[addict of maple], as what gerald calls it. haha! and mymy, i was partying with him last night till like 3am and he gave me A LOT of goodies!! fried chicken, lemons, potions and even scrolls. he claims its JUNK. goshhh!! then daniel gave me like 9000 arrows today! HAHA.. so now i can use my arrows like nobody's business. the most diu lian part: my sis knows more secret pathways and how to get to places more than i do!!!! THAT GIRL!!! >.<
then went for the bold truth rally conference thingy at st magarets church today.. met ser for dinner then headed down to dover to meet the rest. alvin tay did NOT send us the confirmation msg lah, so both of us thought meeting time was 6. =/ anyways he treated us to sundaes to "compensate" lol. THANKS!(: macs for supper after that.. then we took a long ride all the way home. oh yes! THOP people were at the conference thing too.. saw jerald and jocelyn [didnt know she went to THOP too!]. jerald's hair was like super long lah! think he didnt even bother to cut after Os lo. hahaha..
9:58 AM
sun was thankfully hot enough for tanning and yes, me and ali got double tan marks now! HAHAHA. the swimming costume line on our back is like, GONE. so it looks as if our swim suit ends on the shoulders. lol.. super funny. and brandon? evenly tanned, almost looking like a black dodo bird. OOPS.
dad was supposed to send me to harbour front when he was going to work but arghhhhh, sucha slacker. he ended up not going and i had to take train there myself. =/ then kayaking.. ali and i shared the double kayak while brandon took the single one.. bodoh lah. he actually capsized himself.. haha! then both of us girls and problem carrying the kayak to the waters but "muscle man" was there to rescue us! hoho.. at least we got in faster and easier AND LESS EMBARRASSED then the other time when i went with carina. lol.. we made a laughing stock outta ourselves lah. haiyoh.bran already started to peel and im a little burning and red now! haha.. my dad went like: what happened to you?! go one kayaking then turn into a lobster already! how typical.
then we took weird pictures while tanning.. like taking our reflections through brandon while wearing his sunglasses.. SO COOL!!
the rest of the days this year are gonna be hectic! joyful practices, malaysia trip, mission trip [OLE!!] and of course, another sentosa outing with copper2! our last outing was like eons ago.. =/ I MISS YOU GIRLS(:
3:52 AM

me, shirley and PROM KING, GLEN!! from 4o3(: haha.. still cant imagine a guy who constantly sleeps during lesson and dresses so sloppish-ly in school can actually be soso well-dressed on prom!
ps. yeah, i know this pic is a little slow but.. i just got it lah >.<
6:33 AM
me and serene were on the train smsing biao jie and she was sooo funny lah! >.< fancy giving us a job as toilet cleaners in her shop. rarrr! and in the heat of excitement, we overshot our stop. SO EMBARRASING! thank goodness we werent the only ones. lol. then i didnt feel like going home to rot to we met brandon at orchard to shop around. THAT LOADED FELLA! ughhhhh. *anyone smells jealousy? HAHA.. kidding!* i need to go shopping!! =D im gonna go back and buy my messy designed roxy slipper.. OLE! that will be after i get my money though.
another thing. i still dont believe i actually err, "socialised" with primary school kids. MY SIBLINGS! we were playing monopoly and that english checkers thing the whole of last night lah. then i even slept in their room together with them. lol.. and we're gonna do it again tonight! traalala~
4:03 AM
bran came over at like 12+ and mymy, 2 movies at once!!! im surprised i didnt fall asleep man. we played monopoly too.. WHEE(: and the only reason why i was that close to bankrupt was because BRANDON BUILT 4 HOUSES AT QUEEN ASTRID WHICH COST ME A BOMB!!! ughhh. 14k in total. bleahhhh. my dad caught this super gross green centipede which looked like playdoh but it freaked me and matilda out. gideon and brandon will occasionally put it right infront of me and matilda's faceee. x(
yes, he just left not too long ago and im here hogging the comp while the dumb maple server gets back to normal status. job interview tomorrow with raphael and serene[i called her along since she was also looking for a job!] at some swiss hotel thing which i havent even heard of before. lol. hopefully they're working hours and super flexible lah! *prays hard*
JESUS I DECIDED TO LIVE, LIVE A LIFE THAT SHOUTS YOUR FAME(:
1:25 AM
felt to bored today so i went to friendster to kope [*take without "permission"] sojourner's individual pictures are loaded them into my photobucket album. HAHAHA(: but i havent got everyone's yet.. so yeah. DONATE YOUR PICTURES TO ME PLEASE!! btw, the photobucket album link is under my links. click PHOTOS on my link, then sojourners-OUR FACES from the photobucket album.
shopping at bugis with ali today! whee(: i bought purple button ear rings at a fantastically good bargain! but i forgot that my ears are super punny.. button ear rings are a little too huge but yeah, i still love it. saw so many other stuff that i liked A LOT, but im like broke to the extreme. lol. then we saw this SUPER GROSS kid who pee-ed naked-ly at the bugis fountain. YUCK. bring naked is gross enough lor. anyways we expected to have less than enough time but time uh, proved us wrong lah. so we ate then walked around the whole place aimlessly and talking bout LOTS and LOTS of stuff! it turned out that dee, manda, dot and quan were there too! but we didnt bump into them despite walking around the whole entire bugis junction.
then met up with carina to catch pride and prejudice. got 2 free tickets from my cousin! 6th aunty and uncle were there too.. but they didnt see me. =/ show was BORING, yet funny at some parts and we were like the only teenagers who were there? majority were adult angmohs. HAHA. the stupid show was like 2.5 hours! >.< we walked around a little after that.. and i found a super cool door sign for audrey. LOL. SHE BETTER LOVE ME FOR THAT! not that she currently doesnt but yeah, everyone knows audrey has THE HOTS for me and has been keeping that as a secret [not anymore] for 15 whole years.okay, that was extremely bhb. xP reached home only at 11pm and i am DEAD TIRED lah!
shopping at expo tomorrow and the "guy without limbs" talk at night! i know that sounds very mean but i cant find another phrase to express it okay. OLE! i love holidays after Os and i need a job, urgently!
8:51 AM
lunch with serene at northpoint then headed down to church for joyful joyful prac! yay! we brushed up on our steps and next is choreograph-your-own-steps part! BLEAHHH! ele taught us a few steps but is was way to cheem >.< besides, timo drey and rayson is still missing from our group. the girls were make up-ing manda and giving her ideas for her prom after that. LOL.
then me and ali went down to j8's 77th street after dance prac to get our outfits! and after much hesitation and consideration, we decided to wear a halter with a jacket! think the sales girl there was wondering why we were sooooo fussy! >.< i feel bad making her spend so much time helping us to match clothings la.. and now all we need to do is accessorise. then bugis again with ali tomorrow! WHEE~ so EXCITED. xD
5:20 AM
he's going to get me a vintage minnie tee from hk disneyland!! YAYYYYYY!!!! lol. *overreacting* so excited.. haha.
alrightey. gonna head down to church already. JOYFUL JOYFUL PRAC!! =D
cant wait!! whee~
6:52 PM
ali: hahaha(: yeah man! i was shocked when he came to talk to us! we shall go back another day and see whether he STILL remembers us not!!
17 days to mission trip!
22 days to christmas!
21 DAYS TO A VERY SPECIAL DAY NO MORE.........
28 days to watch night!
5:28 AM
anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DECEMBER BABIES!(;
5th-lydia
6th-carina
7th-evan, sebastian and komal [3 people,same age, same day, SAME CLASS!]
10th-norain
11th-sze fong, yen poh
12th-nana, serene
13th-desiree
20th-diana
25th-JESUS(:
31st-weelee
yupps. christmas eve brings back fond memories. memories etched im my heart, memories that'll last for eternity-i guess. but whats history will remain as history lah.. i wish i could turn back time and return to where i was! but nyahh, i'd rather not afterall. that uber scary cable car that freaked me out.. lol. that is like gonna be the first and last time i'll ride it! MARK MY WORDS. hahaha(: then came the countdown, eating of ice, esplanade, merlion, etcetc. okay, i shant go on.
today was totally boring! sighhh. was rotting at home like nobody's business. besides chatting and watching movies at home, there isnt anything else to do. =/ bleahhh. and im still waiting to go to sentosa with coppertwo! theres still the sentosa tanning, escape, swimming, christmas shopping, watchnight, mission trip, gym and many more activities i suppose. ROTTING ROTTING ROTTING! >.<
okay, maybe im not gonna ride that panasonic ride the next time i go escape.. and thank God we went to www instead of escape! 2 girls flew off from that ride today, according to serene. praying hard that those 2 girls arent from 4o2 since they're having chalet now, i think. *crosses fingers*
where could i go that i could hide myself from You?
where could i run that you wont be there waiting for me?
closer to you i find my heart is drawing near
and i need your love
and i need your touch
i will run into your arms
i will fall into your mercy
i will sing forevermore
you're calling me to come to you
gonna run into your arms.
[run into your arms-planet shakers]
5:42 AM
7:05 AM