i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
emath1 was relatively easy but it wasnt staight forward. then social studies. WAHHHH~ NONE of the topics i studied came out. hai. but thank goodness that gu niang [audrey] was memorising the sri lanka topic for the whole entire night last few weeks! so some of the facts were stuck in my head. yupp. i screwed up social studies lah, so im praying that geog wont be that tough. (: today was chemistry! i didnt expect it to be difficult yet i didnt expect it to be SOOOOOO easy!! lol. all they tested was some extremely basic stuff and many chapter didnt come out. so mcq wouldnt be that easy, i guess. but who cares!!! IM HAPPY!! tralala~ we all came outta the hall grinning. HAHA! english and physics tomorrow.. and its THREE DOWN, SEVEN MORE TO GO! yay!
6:23 AM
wenjun was there too!! goshh.. didnt really expect to see him even though i knew he was going. and we were like say, 2 coconut trees away? we were extremely narcissitic [my spelling stinks man.. hah] today.. spent the whole time walking all over the beach taking pictures! then me and carina sat at the beach eating our dinner and 2 huge peacocks were unfortunately attracted to the food.. they looked at us like as if we'll be so kind to give them our dinner lor. hah.. sorry peacocks! this just aint your day. xP
we went to catch the musical fountain after that.. wasnt as nice as the ones i watched last time.. it was OKAY ONLY lah. =/ but the place was already 7/8 filled when we arrived there. btw, we reached 40 minutes before the show commenced. took a 1 hours journey home. i have no idea why it took SO LONG! but i guess its because we took the bounce back train.. so yeah, reached home only at 10+ and i havent eaten my full dinner yet! theres still wild wild wet tomorrow.. WHEE~ today's tanning was horrible! no tanning oil, no sun [cause it was raining!] and only my cheeks are red. how unfun!
7:07 AM
ah yes. camp! the previous entries were kinda un-detailed and i cant stand undetailed entries. lol. dont ask why! so skip this entry if you're not interested about THIS YEAR'S VERYYYYY FUN YOUTH CAMP! hahaha.
this time was a 4 days three nights camp at again, safra tampiness! OLE! but our chalets were further away from the pool this time. anyway we still enjoyed ourselves la! audrey only came for 2 days and then left for her 1 month europe trip already. GOOD RIDDANCE =X then i woke up too late to spot her aeroplane lah. haha. btw, we can see aeroplanes flying from the chalet. its like super close to the runway lor. so we spent the whole 4 days bowling, some went cycling, swimming, watching movies, playing soccer and running around the whole resort like mad puppies. [kay, i think i said that already]
and and and.. the skit! I LOVE GROUP FIVE TO BACON BITS! lol. joshua was so cute la.. constantly being called "milo" just because he kept asking us to watch the li jia wei advertisement. and abel!!!! AIYOH. his sweet split into so many pieces when we were practisg the skit! hahaha xDD amanda and i were laughing our heads off man. thank God our efforts wasnt in vain la. we won! woohoo~ =D that "joshy in shock" face is like still stuck in my head.. i CANNOT get over the face he had when arun scared the wits outta him. hahaha! SO CUTE!
2 worship sessions this time but both were fruitful! i guess most of us received a touch from God la, which is good. oh yes. i tried out pool! played with another newbie, alicia. it was a total failure lah! LOL. then that klutzo fell down in less than 2 hours of the start of camp so she couldnt really swim. the rest were playing catching la.. and its a boring game especially when they're so many fast swimmers! so me and ali [alicia] just stayed at one corner laughing at jaron. WAHAHAHA! jaron ah.. aiyoh. made me and serene laugh until we cried.. the best part was that we wasnt laughing at his jokes.. we were laughing at his actions! LOL. *yes, i havent gotten over it yet*
then we watched sister act2 too! GRINS. i thought it would be boring but its quite a nice show lah(: and i was so anticipating for the dance part.. cant wait for watch night! yea, i decided to just wear my pullover [or whatever its called.. i forgot. blahhhh] cause i cannot find a suitable shirt although i saw quite a few shirts i liked. =D new song cafe was great too! i've heard most of the songs before though.. yah lah. with brandon constantly being my dj over skype and singing through the phone until my room almost needed a change of windows. hah.. JOKING! brandon and alvin were our camp guitarist! the both of them walked round the bungalows with their guitar everyday until i'll think of them whenever i hear guitar sounds. lol.
alicia and i were like camp sick! >.< we wanna go back to camp!! thanks committe for putting so much effort to make this camp possible and also uncle jem who bought macs for around 40 of us! THANKS A LOT PEOPLE! and also group5 for making morning devotions, skit and games so fun!
sentosa with carina tomorrow! yay! so excited. hahaha.. i miss canoeing at sentosa and bumming into the stupid rocks! x))
4:22 AM

me and prom queen nominee-shewon! unfortunately she didnt win. =(
6:13 AM

gerald and myself. hahaha! i'll never forget the way he craps during chinese and english lessons which im apparently so suay to be in the same class as him >.< KIDDING!
6:04 AM

AT CARINA'S PLACE. from left: evan, carina, me, alicia and diana
6:00 AM

PROM NIGHT 2005-4o3. iLOVEus(:
5:55 AM
prom was GREAT! this year's prom king and queen are glen [from my class.. but he's so sloppy in class!! cant believe he won man] and rain respectively. im so proud of 4o3!! we had 3 nominations outta 10! aye, very good already hor. went over to carina's place in the morning and then alicia, evan and diana came over as well. so we spent like almost 2 hours putting on make up and stuff. something really horrid happened to evan but i shant say it >.< HAH HAH HAH! then we went to the salon to make our hair and cabbed down to town! took like so many pictures with almost everyone i knew and yes, im gonna upload it very soon!! diana and shirley! send me the pictures too yea? food was rather good, yupp. im quite satisfied and the lucky draw prizes were "mymy"!! iPods and Mp3s (: but i didnt win anything la.. hahaha. dont wanna walk up the stage to collect it anyway.. so paiseh lah! then me, shewon, alicia, evan, carina and diana went to orchard to take pictures with the christmas lightings after that! reached home only at like past midnight and there was still youth camp the next day so i had to pack my stuff immediately.
and yes! hohoho. im back from youth camp! this year's camp was especially FUN! excellent attendance, lotsa free time which we used to go cycling, bowling [sojourner's all time favourite game. lol.] and or course swimming! i love my group too.. whee~ joshua was sooo cute and wesley and his eternal sore throat voice.. aiyoh. the younger ones were so adorable! hahaha. and we won the skit thing! YAY! =D thanks guys for putting in the effort to rehearse the skit yea(: third night was the best, as usual. me, alicia, dee,serene, samuel, brandon, joel, jaron and ele plus 3 more sec1 guys [i forgot their names =X] went to the playground and they played the spinning thing which made them giddy to the extreme until we conked out at like 3am when the plan was to stay up the whole night. okay. im lazy to type out the rest.. but yupp. camp was FUN!!! lalalala~
the joyful joyful dancers [some only] went to shop for our dance shirts but got nothing! so we ended up letting eveyone wear whatever they want but with the theme "hip hop". its going to be soso cool! me, ali and pearlyn continued to shop after dinner and we spent quite a lot. broke already lah >.< but it was fun nevertheless.
alrighteys. i'll upload prom pics now and camp pics another time when i get them! and all i want is to sleep RIGHT NOW!
4:34 AM
everyone came outta the hall smiling widely today! yeapps. its the end of Os, at last. then the whole school was "cursing" that sickening invigilator cause she wouldnt stop nagging. hahaha! and prom night tomorrow.. hoho. im going BROKE very very soon.
went to meet brandon, audrey and serene after that and the 4 of us hopped down to orchard to eat. and that gong drey forgot to bring her wallet. how pathetic! she had to borrow money from us. lol. so we watched brandon eat his chicky rice then we went to crystl jade to eat serene's favourite xiao long bao. im growing FAT lah! >.< psst! let me tell you a secret! brandon actually left his brother at toa payoh while he went to meet us.. tht fella was supposed to bring jason home!! SOME BROTHER LOR. lol. then we were supposed to shop at far east while brandon had to go down to church for practice but we ended up following him to church because i dont know why?
so we went to church and janan was there!! SQUEALS. so cuteeee! haha..yeapp. surprisingly i reached home before 9. but i think my mum doesnt even bother about me already. OLE! like finally okay. she'll usually call me and ask where i am when i dont call her but she didnt!! YAYYY. im going to have a mid night movie marathon with gid and mat now, hopefully they dont fall asleep and leave me watching the show all by myself(:
4:57 AM
cass: haha.. thanks!(:
nana: lol. i wasnt being mean! i was just...... uh, helping her to remember her 16 year old days?! x)) hahaha.. fine, you're not late. but i'll make sure i sms you at 0000am at 12dec. lalala~ dont wanna reply on the tag cause too many tags.. so i'll just reply on my posts and blog at the same time. heh.. its more convenient!
xiao yuan superstar auditions were on 19th and 20th nov!! hahaha. wait, i DIT NOT join. but my friend did >.< news news news! the twins from my school joined but i dont know whether they got in lah. wj didnt get in either.. what a pity man! lol. cant wait to see his interview.. woo!!
i had this really fantabulous dream last night!! hah.. and no serene, its not like your "take train" dream. =/ mine was soso nice! and i still remember it so vividly. how i wished it'll happen someday man! hah.. yupp. it woke me up at like 5+ and i sat on my bed thinking about it until like 6+?! wahhhhh.. i still cant get over that dream lah.
alrightey. gonna mug revise for tomorrow's paper.. last paper! still cant believe four years flew past just like that.. cant believe i actually survived the Os!
9:06 PM
dee and jk:THANKEW!!! =D
david: lol. whoops.. my comp got d/c-ed so i was too lazy to return online. hahaha.. i was acting as if something was wrong on that day meh?! >.<
superstarwannabe-nana: HAHAHA! counted as very late already okay.
dotty: thanks!(: yes, 16 is a great age to be.. cause it beats having 19 years old as your age, HOR?! xP
joyful joyful practice after service today! the dance was soso cool and we managed to learn almost half of it [i think?]. yupp. it was fantastic! not perfectly coordinated but its good already lah. at first everyone was like too slow but we adjusted the steps and whee~ it rocked big time! this year's youth item for watch night is going to be so fun and exciting! yayyayyay! cant wait. then me, audrey, serene, ele, nana, sheela, brandon and alvin dropped by at samuel's place.. bummed around and left only at 8? yea.. the guys were playing the guitar and the girls were uh, laughing at their baby pictures. joel and sam were so cute when they were young!!! now what happen ah?! hahaha. kidding!
FREEDOM IN TWO DAYS TIME! i can hardly wait. GRINS.
5:05 AM
yupp. its finally 19th of november! hoho. thanks guys for the birthday sms.
diana, jessica, jiang ping, alicia, bee siew, carina, jk, macdonalds, anadee, roy, kahyee, shirley, ele, sherman koh, meiyan, nigel. so many unexpected! yea, but thanks anyway. hah.. thanks pearlyn for the kelly doll and the huge pen[SO COOL!] and brandon, serene, anadee and alicia for the shirt! yup. i dont have many white shirts.. lol. and the shirt fits just right(:
youth camp next thursday and prom night next wednesday! WHEEE. im more or less prepared already. so next comes the EXCITEMENT. *smiles widely* oh yes. gerald's msn nick is totally hilarious! reads: "a healthy person needs at least 16 hours of gaming a day"-Gerald. HAHAHAHAHA xDD like some philosopher.. and he claims that its proven, by himself lah. tsk. how dumb!
thank you Lord for bringing me through 16 years of my life. =)
7:46 PM
shopping for prom is done, at last! i bought my shirt+halter, a butterfly "choker", a pair of butterfly heels [so butterfly lah >.<] and my slippers. yay yay yayyyyy!! so cool. whee! (: was supposed to go tanning at sentosa with drey but that gu niang was booked. then her meeting was cancelled! OLE! so we went shopping at like FIVE, ate at EIGHT. starved like mad and i was lugging my shopping bag which made it worse.
and now..
THE AUDREY ADVERTISEMENT: are you being labelled as a major klutzo? ever thought that you're the only one like this? think not. cause theres always audrey low to share you public embarrassements with! audrey was recently awarded the world's best klutzo for breaking the record of either tripping or falling or embarrasing herself for TEN TIMES in FOUR hours. xDD
hahaha. it was like super disgraceful lah. falling and tripping all over orchard with people walking past you.. imagine audrey's weird hand gesture when she tripped! LOL.
btw, HAPPY SWEET 16 TO ME!!! in err, *counts* 1 hour and 22 min!!! =DD
6:22 AM
evan: hahaha. im relaxed(: and yes, poa is finally OVER!! =D
nana: aye! better than you, care-leh-fair. HAH HAH HAH!
brat: lol. you ARE an animal abuser what! and im not mean to my brother.. dont tell me you can tahan your brother?!
hong: no lor. you didnt tell me.. what a brother! ughhh. haha.. and remember to call me up for supper during your stayovers k!
eugene: wah! you very big shot hor. haha.. btw its not NEVER mention. its HAVENT mention okay. xP
shvnynathan: awwww!! im sooo touched.. u remembered my birthday! heh..
YES YES YES! OOSH OOSH OOSH! OLE OLE OLE! one more paper left and its total freedom. hohoho. cant wait! my nightmare is like going to be over at last. lol.. paper started at 2 today so i had MORE time to sleep. met nana, evan, kaihua, caiyu and meiyan at the usual behind-school-coffee-shop before going to school.. and today's table was so extremely SMALL! aiyo. poa1 was pretty easy.. they didnt test any formula stuff, which is GOOD! im done and over with accounts. anyone wants to burn the book with me?! HAHA.. i'll be glad to! but my mummy will probably kill me [she's an accountant!! >.<].
we went to the technical office after our paper and managed to persuade kumar to give us the school magazine in advance! it was after much persuation and "whining" btw. this year's book was different! doesnt even look like a school mag at all. =/ then i went down to tp to meet audrey [yuck, like i want to! lol. WHOOPS] for pizza hut! its another of my weird cravings acting up.. and to satisfy her cravings too, we went to orchard to look for dunkin doughnuts but ended up buying ice cream and shopping. im going back there to buy my clothes!!!!! =DD we spotted this shop selling b-e-a-yoootiful shirts and dont mention about the prices, please. the christmas lightings was already on! and it was sooo pretty! sky was almost pitch black before we left so it made the lightings bright and niceee.
had to rush back home cause my mum wanted me to look after the two dong guas and she went to my cousin's centre's opening ceremony thing! HOW UNFAIR. she didnt bring meeee along. so i stayed at home watching home alone [for the hundredth time] with those two and then..... [EUGENE!! YOUR PART LEHHHH!! xDD]he called lah. feihua. hahaha.. to suan me and disturb me and talk rubbish AS USUAL. what a boring person! whoops. dad brought back my birthday pressie from daibak and daibakleong [my biggest uncle and aunty] yay! they'll never read this but, thank you! hoho. they bought me 2 razors!! the ones that i kept looking at just now.. theres something wrong with this year's birthday presents, seriously.
8:14 AM
*%&@*@(#$! killer killer killer! i had a great fright when i saw the questions. WAHHH! all the unusual type of accounts came out, in an ususual manner! totally weird >.< to think i spent so many hours mugging for accounts and getting my mum to teach me.. NOTHING came out! kaihua walked pass me after the exam cursing like crazy! LOL.
okay, in fact EVERYONE was cursing the freaking accounts paper. and i bet mr ng will go: aiyah! die lah die lah! *wipes that tremendous amout of sweat off his cheeks, ONLY* how typical =/ anyway, im so screwed!!!!!!!! sighh. but who cares!! *consoles myself that acc2 is finally over so shuddup and get over it* im just going to get some sleep then wake up again later to mug for mcq [hoping that i can ace it] when everyone's asleep. tsk! so no one will bother me lah. hahaha.
God, you promised to be there for me. you promised never to leave me in the lurch. you promised never to forsake me...
ooh. we planned out more post-exam activities already! hohoho. going spawningprawning [catch prawns lah! xDD] then swimming-cum-tanning! YAY YAY YAY! then theres still the escape trip =D three days in a row. im going to be a happy-broke girl soon. and im hoping yong jie is serious this time about booking that bungalow thing!!
4:07 AM
firstly, my damn nose is getting on my nerves and stretching my patience to the limits, its extreme limits!! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH IT! curse you, you stinking blocked nose!! go pick on some other nose will you! its been like almost THREE whole days. i cant breathe properly and my head feels like a bomb. WAHHH! then the stinking weather keeps getting worse.. SO HUMID SO HUMID!!!! make me sweat like siao and lose my sleep >.< very tired one leh! i seriously think europeans should think twice about coming to singapore cause "out weather here is an escape for their winter there". totally nonsensical [i even forget how to spell it.. my pathetic english is ROTTING].
secondly, dumb accounts. i should have taken f&n and dropped accounts! hai.. its giving me a major migraine! and i think i was stupid enough to have neglected accounts during holidays breaks btw. what a FREAK. its soso confusing............... and im like dying of uh, confusion?! yah. whatever you call it. i need a break!
thirdly, MY BROTHER.. the horrid house irritator! he keeps coming to my room every hour and asking whether he can play his dumb gunbound [which i dont understand why he refuses to upgrade to a newer game]!! CANT YOU SEE IM STUDYING?! for goodness sake! buy me a voice recorder somebody! i have to repeat: NO, im studying, you cant play cause you'll start talking to youself and making a hell lotta noise when you play. dont tell me you wont, cause you ALWAYS do... over and over again for at least thrice a day. go watch your tv or play with your gameboy lah! just dont bother meeeeee anymore.
and the SOMEONE refuses to claim its stuff from meeeee! im calling you a IT, dont ask why. get back your stuff from me will you! i HATE looking at it cause it gives me an "irk-y" feeling. anyway its expired! IM THROWING IT AWAY IF YOU DONT GET IT. and reply one sms will die ah! cant you just tell me whether you want it or not! talk to you like talking to my screen/hp like that.. you're afraid of replying me or someone forbids you to reply me?! its not as if i want to talk to you lor.. i just NEED to get rid of your thing. btw, thanks for deleting you-know-what, really. GOOD RIDDANCE!! wo bu xi han okay. i feel happier going to that page.. *rolls eyes*
ENOUGH SAID.
7:09 AM

i see two childhood deprived guys and two of MY pooe stuff toys bring tortured. =/ GROW UP LAH THE BOTH OF YOU!
7:27 AM
the people at a glance.....
we were playing swap in the third floor and i dont believe brandon managed to make adiro sit with him!! WAHHHH!! im his aunty and he hasnt even allowed me to carry him once but he sits with a stranger?! ughhh!! xP
7:10 AM
sojourners at my place.
from left: the balloon, joel, ele, jon, me, audrey, brandon, jk, arunm serene, deedee and val.
6:55 AM

from left: the wife, the husband and the bloated yellow girl.
6:52 AM

im not proud of this because its HORRENDOUSLY MESSY! im proud of it cause it means im hardworking!! =D stolen without permission from jk's blog.. LOL.
6:47 AM
number two: thanks for the presents EVERYONE! everything i received yesterday was like the things i planned to buy during my next shopping trip. thanks a million people.. i love you guys loadds!(:
audrey: thanks for the necklace and the book!!!! =D btw, you're NOT adorably cute okay. and how did you know i like yellow too?!
jk and val: THE BELT THE BELT!!!!!! wahhhhhh~ its pink, blue and purple!!!!! wheee~ *feels so high* and it has BUTTERFLIES on it! you girls know me soooooo well. hahaha. i really like it a lot.. and yes, the necklace was pretty too!!!
ele, alvin, shee and nana: you know what? i think you guys can read my mind or something!! I LOVE THE CAP SO VERY MUCH! yea, thats another item i planned to buy during my next shopping trip.. and you guys ah, can really read my mind know! hah.. thankew thankew thankew!
my ahma: thanks for the generous ang bao!! wheee~ i'll spend it wisely, i hope. *grins*
my second best birthday so far! =D you guys really made my sweet sixteen a happy one! no words that i say can express my thankfulness to you all. not many presents but im contented alr, really (:
i read this from the "live God loud" book: the type of music does not matter [even if its techno or heavy metal] but what matters is the spirit and the meaning behind it.
11:32 PM
and its FINALLY friday! whoooohooo!!! really thank God my fever subsided. but i had tummyache and wanted to use the toilet so urgently during math today. hai. had to suffer and control myself for like three hours. emath2 wasnt easy but it wasnt hard as well.. its easy compared to the better schools paper mr chen gave me but its harder than he previous yearSSSS papers. so, yah. but i managed to do it after much brain-wrecking. was like almost killed after i saw the first question. wahhhh!! it didnt occur to me, somehow, that i could turn the stupid paper and look at the angles! thank goodness i found out. lol. then the dumb parking lot question! STUPID STUPID STUPID. i HATE the fibonacci sequence, only because i was so dumb not to think of that method. instead, i went to use the amath method. HAHAHA xDD im going to die so horribly lah! made so many careless mistakes.. it ALWAYS happens and my mum have been constantly nagging at me since primary school. why!! its my fault that im born careless meh? xP
then me, evan, carina and alicia went down to orchard to hunt for prom night stuff. afterall, our next paper would be next wednesday so we've got more than enough time to prepare, i hope. we went to daniel yams all over orchard.. gowns were rather pretty but WEIRD. then i tried on this auther yen gown [for fun] and it was soso pretty! except that the colour needs to be improved. we walked and walked and walked like mad kukus, hurt our poor legs and tire ourselves out. =/ hohoho! i bought this nerds rope gummy candy from party with us.. soo yummy! =D im going back there to buy it again.. heh.. my whole family likes it so yeah, i'll get more the next time i go there.
ELEVEN DAYS TO FREEDOM!
EIGHT DAYS TO SWEET SIXTEEN!
2:44 AM
Lord, i pray that u will cover Sam wif ur precious blood and remove this feverish symptom right now in Jesus name! thanks a lot xiaona! hah.
5:52 AM
the usual breakfast group again. me, carina, kaihua, evan, meiyan and caiyu.
english and physics today! heh.. english was relatively easy except for the vocab part. i figured out the embellishment was something like appearance and relic!! whats RELIC on its own? i know whats an ancient relic.. but RELIC?! what?! then summary! haiyah, i over wrote by like 15 words. blahhhh. but managed to cancel off all 15 words. YAYYYY!! the best part was compo. just like doing geog's tourism! HAH! easy peasy. so hopefully i'll be able to score lah.
then we went over to the behind-school coffee shop to have our lunch and studied at the same time. physics paper was not easy yet not difficult! i was totally "frozen" when i saw the transformer qn. no idea how to do it AT ALL! so i just blabbered some rubbish which apparently meiyan also wrote. but nevertheless, i had the top physics person sitting behind me. WRONG LAH! sighhh. gimmie false hope.
was on my way home when wj ringed me up to go to j8. bleahhh. thank goodness i havent gotten on the bus yet! LOL. super sicko lah. we walked around, found out there was nothing interesting then walked from bishan to amk under the mrt track. but nevermind! i'll take it as a form of exercise :)
i checked that triangle answer with mr chen just now. HAIYAH! i feel so DUMB all of a sudden. so DUMB and BLIND! i thought too deeply into the qn until i forgot that i could actually use basics to solve it. i reckon math2 would be that straight forward lah.
6:46 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOVEMBER BABIES!! <33
3rd-emily
8th-rayson and michelle
10th-eugene [lim lah!hahaha] and fu jiji
11th-celestine
18th-danny
19th-yanhong and ME!!
20th-jessica and aunty lee noi
29th-audrey
10:21 PM
6:35 PM
blahhh. okay, it seems like it was only a few hours ago before i said today is monday. but apparently time passes REALLY fast when you're mugging hard. oh yeah. cant wait for Os to be over!! lalala~ like who can! yupp. can say im more or less prepared for the exams EXCEPT for social studies [which im afraid if the topics i studied didnt come out] and accounts [i still so suck at it]. and theres two other little distraction which i face like everyday: my siblings and my peeling burnt skin >.<
my dad said something yesterday which occured to me that it was rather true. staying at home is depressing.HAH! i totally agree. finally got outta the house just now though. WHEEE~ audrey and i were talking on the phone and then we realised that we both had cravings for food! so we hopped down to j8, JUST TO EAT. both of us went MADDDD!!! lol.
alrightey. my books are "staring" at me again. sighhhhhh, big sighhhhhs.
6:45 AM