i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
purrrrpleeee.<3
1:30 AM
the best sojourners outing so far. heh.. but unfortunately not all could make it and not everyone who could wanted to go to www. so only 15 of us were there? me, audrey, serene, anadee, alicia, nana, sheela, ele, pearlyn, dorothy, jerry, gabriel, rayson, brandon, samuel, jonjon, joel, alvin, jeremiah and martin. okay fine, its 20.
we rubbed sun tanning oil on our body and yea, we were all as red as lobsters. especially rayson!! lol. the big slides were closed when we got there but thank God it opened halfway through the day and there wasnt many people so didnt have to queue that long. and i tried out the samsung ride at last!! HAHAHA. first time was the SCARIEST but it became fun subsequently. then all of us joined hands and grabbed each other's float at the wave pool. all those pulling caused my hand muscles to ache. and its aching BADLY now!! blahhh. and poor brandon had to constantly pull us back to the deep side cause we kept floating back to the shore. lol. but thanks alot lah!
alrightey. enough fun! i shall get back to studying and go again some other time. [all who went ytd had one free ticket!! YAY!] im tired, still aching and still burning. =/purrrrpleeee.<3
10:29 PM
THE CLASS CLOWNS! they make the class livelier(: [the spastics: raphael and sebastian]purrrrpleeee.<3
6:08 AM
THE CLASS CLOWNS! they make the class livelier(: [the spastics: raphael and sebastian]purrrrpleeee.<3
6:08 AM
JUMPjumpJUMP! we wanna soar up high and reach the sky(:purrrrpleeee.<3
6:05 AM
THE NATHANS FAMILY. from left: NANAnathan, SHVNnathan, SAMMYnathan, LISHYnathan. <33purrrrpleeee.<3
6:00 AM
chinese is like 5 days away and mine still sucks big time.
HOHOHO. but im coping with chemistry already, which is fantabulous! like, finally.
then social studies, i've only memorised one chapter well.
OH JOY!
and and and, i think i didnt have enough sleep last night.
someone told me: aiyah, everyday sleep 8 hours can already! if not you'll feel lethargic for the rest of the day.
TSK! what crap. lol. i was feeling so tired and headache-ish for the whole of today. blahhhhh x(
worse: that someone called me and woke me up in the exact 8th hour of my sleep time this morning. SO EVIL.
anyway apart from sleep and the books, i just found a new entertainer! LOL. my sis lah. she likes imitating my mum's nagging-to-my-brother's lines. and so she memorised EVERYTHING and told me about it. hahahahahahaha. so cute >.<
yupp. deciding to give up this time's www outing. think my mum will just nag for half a day. ughhhhh. plus i still have like a lot of work to catch up with.. official start of Os is only ONE WEEK away. wahhhh~ i need to relieve stress... dont think i was sooo disciplined before in my whole entire life. and what is it for? for one stupid cambridge exam which i dont ever think will be as hard as i imagined. thats what they ALL say!
haha. okay, i've ranted enough. going to hit the sack books now!purrrrpleeee.<3
7:11 AM
heh. yupp. i got to know jw through friendster. he added me cause i was a christian too! so we started chatting on msn like almost every night and thats how i came to know more about him. blahhhh.. he's definitely not some con-man lah! dont ask me how sure i can be, i can just tell from the thing he does and stuff lah. so anyway, we had quite a few chats about what God did in our lives and shared about how we came to know about christ.
okay, this is VERY interesting. [it may sound like CRAP to you. if it does, exit from this page right this instant!!] he was punished by his physics teacher and had to stay back to complete his assignments up to 5.30pm. that fella then decided to go out for some fresh air and he likes going to other classes to read notice boards. so he walked past his class and the toilet nearby when he suddenly thought about the rumours his cca juniors told him. about the toilet being haunted and stuff. so feeling very freaked out, jw didnt enter [DUH]. so he continued walking and walked into this class. he then saw the chairs being stacked up in a pretty weird manner so being the nosey him, jw kicked away the chairs. GUESS WHAT HE FOUND! he found a BIBLE with no name written on it. it was just there, lying in between the kicked-away chairs. he picked it up and decided to bring it home to read it. oh yea, he was punished with another christian friend and so he started questioning that friend about lots of stuff. jw got home and flipped open the bible. he got to a chapter on psalms and it was about not fearing evil, blablabla. all related to the ghost toilet thing. how coincidental was that! jw then felt the peace of God within him. so he went to check out his sister's church and went to church from then on. a rather faithful follower who is deeply rooted in the word of God i must say!
when he told me about it, i was sososososo encouaged and touched! (:purrrrpleeee.<3
7:58 AM
COUNTDOWN6 days till start of Os28 days till end of Os4 days till wildwildwet38 days till prom night39 days till youth camp65 days till mission trip70 days till christmas76 days till end of 2oo5anticipating.. STILL anticipating(: HOHOHO!!!! im soo extremely freakin happy/overjoyed/whatever-happier-words!!!! LOL. carina's mum agreed to let her go to church on one condition: if it doesnt takes up too much of her time(: but im not sure if she wants to accept christ la. THANK YOU LORD! =D going to dig my heads into the books and start drilling those facts again. blahhh.purrrrpleeee.<3
7:38 AM
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10:52 PM
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8:48 AM
poa was a waste of time today! mr ng taught 4o2 for an hour [we already learnt that sum] and went off for his contact time for another hour! so we got sick of waiting and most of us went ff lah. LOL. can imagine how he would react when he returns from meeting! then evan and carina came over to my place to study! we bought food from j8 and studied in the empty roon upstairs. the place was in a total mess la. with papers flying around, pen caps all over and calculators with calculated figures left there. the 3 of us studied on the floor and a bit xing ku but it was a fruitful group study nevertheless. yupp(:
ARGHHH!! i cant upload my pictures! boooo! picasa/hello is actually dying on meeeee. I NEED HELP BADLY.purrrrpleeee.<3
8:08 AM
hahaha. practicals were EASY PEASY. everthing was given! the table, how many sig figs and step by step instructions. whoa =) it really made me wonder why i studied so hard lah.. even had a 2 hour tuition [was digging my teacher's cupboard for ALL the practical notes] on practicals ALONE. x) and BOO!!!! teachers in singapore predicted that light would come out. FORCE came out instead. so all we had to do is roll the dumb wooden cylinder and measure time. looks like canbridge aint that predictable afterall!
uh wait. easy does NOT mean i didnt screw anything up okay. first: i drew the graph on the wrong axis and only found out at the last 15 min. second: my gradient is like 3 plus?! which is totally wrong btw. lol. third: i feel so retardedly horribly extremely superbly uberly STUPID. there was an aqueous solution of solid T for part 2 of chem but i forgot! so i used the crystallised solid T remaining from part one, added water and used it for my part two. EVERYONE HAD AMMONIA. I HAD CARBON DIOXIDE. shut up already okay. yea, i found out my mistake again during the last 10 minutes. hai.
we were quarantined for 2 and a half hours before being released! ughhh. so me, carina, evan, caiyu, meiyan, shewon, kaihua and jocelyn killed time by playing uno stacko. yea, you can imagine how LOUDLY we screamed when the tower collapsed. being locked up in a room without any communicating devices SUCK okay. like so trapped up and lonely lah! >.<
my books "glare" at me and gives me a stern look when i turn away from them. =/purrrrpleeee.<3
7:10 AM
no school and all i'll ever do without being nagged at is STUDY.
oh yes, sci practicals on thursday!! hopefully physics wont be THAT difficult lah. its on light.. how unfortunate! my weakest topic. and i wont be able to understand the question somehow. blahhh!!
got back report book in friday! uh huh, i dont wanna talk about it anymore! RESULTS WERE SO SUCKY. so the only subject i could be proud of was emath.. LOL! english was extremely disappointing lah okay. a FIFTY SEVEN marks for english.. goshh. im still so traumatised so dont remind me ever again! >.< but im glad and thankful that i improved for the rest. hahaha. talking about math, im having this feeling that this year's paper wont be as easy as last years. just take a look at last year's paper!! i counted okay. its a distinction or at least a B for 2004's paper. just paper one itself!!!! umm nope. not showing off but i desperately NEED that A. and i really mean desperately.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OCTOBER BABIES:
`4th-sheela and huiyi
`9th-xueli
`13th-minzhi
`14th-rain
`19th-iggy
`21st-xiaona
`23rd-junhao
`25th-dotty
`28th-jiamin and shalene [the sisters! SO COOL!]
yeapps. dont ask me how i know lah. i just took it from friendster okay:)
20 days to the official start of THE BIG Os.
32 days to SWEET SIXTEEN.
oh yes im counting.purrrrpleeee.<3
12:58 AM
yeayea, last day of school. i'll definitely miss my classmates lah (: pe lesson was hilarious today! stupid sun was so scorching hot and we were playing volleyball. the best part: carina and i went on a "laughing spree". just by looking at how the guys played and how we watched the ball land on the ground without trying to hit it at all?! hahaha! and yes. prom night theme is SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER. are we suppose to be dressed up like people in the 70s?!
then most of the 4o3 girls [me, shirley, evan, carina, lisha, shewon, diana and komal] went out to take pictures and play together for the last time in our school u! went to eat at mac after school then headed down to the playground at mayflower. thank goodness there was like 4 cameras so we could take pictures like CRAZY! xDD yea, and we did. from freak faces to jumping to standing on the playground top to sliding down!! haha. that'll probably be that very last time we can go wild together like that. imagine poly students doing stuff like this at playgrounds?!
but of course, we couldnt have taken so many pictures together without our photographer NORAIN! thankew so very muchie ((:
guys, send the pics to me when you load it up yea!! I WANT IT DESPERATELY LAH. i love you people!!!!purrrrpleeee.<3
1:48 AM
check out this webbie! its soooo cool! =D LOL. whoever the author was, YOU RAWK MY SOCKS. a pointless post if you think so, but ughhhh. those bunch of singaporean girls, *shakes head* go get a life okay? i'll help you search for one if you cant.
JUST LOOK AT THE WAY YOU LIANS POSE. yeayeayea, you'll probably go: ii wherre g0rttx liianx w0rRxXxxXx [adds some vulgarities]. go ahead and deny it. we can easily see whether one is a lian or beng okay! hahaha.
firstly: whATs wiiTh tHiis TypE oF tyPiiNg nEhXXXXX?! looks cool and "innovative" to you? YUCK. please for goodness sake! its horribly dusgusting.
secondly: whats with the put-your-cam-high-up-and-open-your-"huge"-eyes kinda shots? worse, you put like 20 over of them together and write some gross captions. its fugly and scary! SO DONT.
thirdly:why do you always resort to one-on-one fights and spitting vulgarities like nobody's business? its so uncouth, uncivilised and rude lah! all they ever know is to bash people up and get themselves into trouble? like for what, goodness! sick gangsters with no life.
God, im traumatised! who on earth created such stuff?! hahaha. but afterall, what the webbie said was true. no disgusting creeps, no one else to laugh at! xDDpurrrrpleeee.<3
4:08 AM
yes, brandon lah. he went with me, carina and evan to study there and surprisingly we hardly touched the bread toay! infact each of us only ate like one piece and the rest of it was destroyed by that evil food-waster! >.< you know what he did? he took my professor and poked it into the bread. LOL! then he threw mr professor into carina'a garlic sauce. YUCK. so sick lah. hahaha!! and he.. heeeee....... caused the death of my mr professor! REVENGE WILL BE SWEET ONE DAY. =D
decided to skip tuition todayor else my brains will just explode. tired tired tired! and im going to get a headache soon. =/
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW! WE'RE GOING TO TAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF PRETTY PICTURES ALL AROUND THE SCHOOL! I MISS YOU GUYS (:purrrrpleeee.<3
3:28 AM
kumar brainwashed us and talked to us about career stuff again. like its the same topic EVERYTIME we come together.i didnt even manage to get into MI!! >.< oh wells. but i was kinda encouraged by the stuff he said and that he believed we could do well.(:
TWO MORE DAYS TO THE OFFICIAL END OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS! and its ONE more day for me. everyone better come on friday lah! hahaha.purrrrpleeee.<3
12:29 AM
me, shirley, NANAnathan, LISHYnathan, SHVNnathan, diana and jess shared 2 boxes of guides cookies! yumyum (: then we were doing deyi's prelim paper for physics plus one. *i hope no one from deyi is readin this* their prelim paper was like, WHAT?! THATS IT?! oh yea, that school is like supposedly better than ours. MUCH better. and mr mah wanted us to get 40 and above upon FOURTY FIVE. lol. i'll scream and jump and treat EVERYONE to ANYTHING if Olvls were that easy.
have been slacking last weekend! >.< i feel so "guilty" when i dont study. oh sighh.
okay, need to complete my math assignment already. TEO BOMBARDED US WITH 3 FULL SETS OF PAST YEAR PAPERS. *screams*purrrrpleeee.<3
7:39 AM
alrightey. im A LITTLE addicted to cafe cartel already. hahaha! have been going there twice a week? and theres probably 2 more times next week! yeapps. chionged down to cartel to meet carina[to study lah duh] and mymy! there was a super long queue! but good thing she was there at like four? yea, so we tried the cheezy macaroni thing! =D superb! but too creamy. =/ so we bummed around, laughed our asses off before getting down to work. but apparently time passed so fast because we were busy threatening each other and stealing other people's number from each other's phone until there wasnt much time to study. hahah. ended up NOT studying! >.< blahhhh. left at like 10 plus and im SO tired! no more energy........ not even a single bit of laughing gas left!
CARINA [IF SHE EVER GETS ONLINE AND READ THIS]: TODAY WAS THE MOST EMBARRASING DAY OF MY LIFE YOU CREEP! YOU JOLLY WELL STAY AWAY FROM ME ON MONDAY OR I WILL SKIN YOU ALIVE! HAHAHA! CALL ME HITLER REINCARNATE, I DONT CARE. I WILL NOT SAVE AND PRINT OUT WHAT YOU WANT. I WILL NOT DIE, ALTHOUGH YOU WILL FIRST. =X I HOPE YOU DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH AND YOUR BONES WILL ALL ROT AND STINK. LALALA. PS, STOP USING THE PHONE NUMBER TO THREATEN ME. I SHALL NOT GET WATER AND CUT THE DUMB LOAVE OF BREAD FOR YOU NEMORE! x))))
cafe cartel AGAIN next wed and thur! hahaha. i can hardly wait man. but i feel so very broke. x(purrrrpleeee.<3
9:32 AM
MY NEWEST FAVOURTITE PICTURE! =D us at cartel studying. from top left clockwise: CARINA-studying. JASMINE-eating the bread x)). ME-trying to pose with the cup but too late! EVAN-too paiseh? haha!! 
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7:48 AM
met carina at supposedly 1115 but that women overslept and it took her sooooo very long just to walk to the mrt so we ended up meeting at 12. ughhh. haha. so we went to cafe cartel to meet jasmine and evan to study. yea, the whole afternoon la. like from 12-6.30? we definitely didnt study all the way! took frequent breaks, snapping pictures [PICTURES WERE COOL!!!], walking around j8 a little and eating jiam tao bread *that french loave thing lah*. we had 3 little distractions too.. the 3 sickening kids running around and making a hell lotta noise. KIDS ARE ANNOYING.oh yes. we were so greedy >.< 4 of us ate 5 loaves of bread! oh my gosh! but cutting the bread was quite fun i admit. HEH =D
went for math tuition after that. i couldnt concentrate for more than an hour! brain was like err, blocked already? i need to sleep!! rarr.. still gotta survive another day of school tomorrow. BORING.purrrrpleeee.<3
6:52 AM
YAYY!! brandons coming back by tomorrow morning, FOR GOOD. tralala~ which means i've got another entertainer! HAH.. and mission trip has been confirmed! OOSH.. but apparently i only know the 2nd liners and ser, val plus chris. WHO ARE THE OTHERS?!
work load is piling up again. oh sighh. the singapore poly prospectus showed cut off points and minimum requirements for courses. what if i dont make it to a good course? what if i dont do well? what if i get thrown into some engineering courses? yeayea, study hard. thats what everyone says. but its easier said than done. im going on a hiatus from blogging. i'll still probably be online but wont be at my comp. maybe its till after Os, maybe its just temporary unless i really have something urgent to say or to release sudden outbursts. hah..purrrrpleeee.<3
7:26 AM
ME, MY GUIDES JUNIORS AND CARINA. yeayea, i "ripped" off this picture from carina's friendster. xDD we took this during guides meeting a long time ago outside chua's homeroom. AHH, i miss guides meeting like crazy even though the only reason i attend it is for the attendance. xP clockwise direction from top left: yanlan,me[STOP LAUGHING AT MY FUGLY SHORT HAIR], carina, sze fong, minzhi, sojini. purrrrpleeee.<3
6:42 AM
went home to study a little on friday then went out in the evening with hongling lao di to watch that andy lau show. yes, its called wait till you're older. extremely hilarious lah especially when the lady infront of us were laughing like some mad person. LOL. then mummy made me study before going out again on saturday. UGHH =/ i had to wake up at 8 to mug before i met diana, komal, shvn-nathan and nana-nathan. we bought EAR RINGSSS!!!!!!! nice, cheap and super duper uber pretty ear rings. then watched corpse bride! HAHA.. scary cartoon lah. shewon and carina were screaming their heads off. sad to say, the show was like 1hr 10 min only. *gives HUHHHHH face* then we took lotsa neoprints too! its been ages since the last time i took neoprints. yup, 5 gu niangs in a machine. you can guess how much noise we made..
youth service today was pretty different. but nevertheless it was what i really needed lah ((:purrrrpleeee.<3
7:36 AM