Sunday, September 25, 2005
BOWLING RAWKS MY SOCKS! hahaha xDD
daddy and i had a tie. and my spastic brother was bragging about his "skills" but apparently his scores were way behind ours! WOO!! i havent bowled in like eons.. so 2 strikes and a spare was good enough i guess. ((: then mummy brought matilda to the kids playground [you know, those indoor ones where you slide into a pool of plastic balls] because poor her was in such a bad mood for the whole day, all thanks to the irritant aka my brother. hah.
and while we were having lunch, dad talked to me and my brother about this award scheme thingy since he's having PSLE this year and me, the dreaded Os. =/ tralalalalalala~ award rawks my OTHER sock lah! so im going to work doubly hard.. I WANT IT! but if i actually face reality, its like PLEASE OKAY. its 50% impossible? okayokay. dad wants me to pass english, math and chinese [not a problem AT ALL!] and improve by 10 marks for at least 5 subjects. then he wants my brother to score above 250 for his PSLE. blahhh. yes, did i mention what a genius my brother was? his preliminary exam results were ALL above 65 and that smarty pants never gets below 75 for math.MATH FREAK! >.< so 250 wont be so much of a challenge for him i suppose? haiyah, i shouldnt have given my best for prelim2. WASTED SIA! hahaha.
alrightey. there goes my weekend! flew passed in a blink of an eye. and its back to the mugging blues tomorrow. oh sighh. and i feel that my spiritual life is kinda going down. =( i dont know why! i dont know i dont know i dont know. just had so many things to question God about when i was reflecting 2 days ago. DONT ASK WHAT. i need you Lord in my life again.. will you be there to pick me up? will you lend me a shoulder to cry on? will you be patient and answer me?
this song touched my heart:
who and i that the Lord of all the earthwould care to know my namewould care to feel my hurtwho am i that the bright and morning starwould choose to light the wayfor my ever-wandering heartnot because of who i ambut because of what you've donenot because of what i've donebut because of who you arei am a flower quickly fadinghere today and gone tomorrowa wave tossed in the oceana vapour in the windstill you hear me when im callingLord you catch me when im fallingand you told me who i am,i am yours (:[who am i-casting crowns]
