Friday, August 05, 2005
was reflecting about my week on the way home just now. conclusion: aint a good week. *pouts*
its like kinda the down point of my life again and everything just didnt exactly go the way it should be. sighh.prelim results were disappointing, everyone was showing their attitude. it really affects me and makes me want to show mine too.. no doubt i was on the verge of bursting but God reminded me that everything happened for a reason. arghhh... thinking of it just makes my blood boil. plus the weather is ohmygoshh, im going to melt soon!!
okay. firstly, a blog is meant for the owner [aka ME] to write whatever i want. so you either shuttup and read what i write or get lost lah! i dont need people giving me lectures on what i rant about. secondly, i REALLY SERIOUSLY wish that that someone out there will just stop giving me that please-pity-me face, will just stop giving me that darn attitude of yours. so i cant show attitude to you when you can? it puts me off lah. all im doing is trying to talk to you and what do i get? your freakin you-think-its-so-cool-and-BIG attitude. i have been tolerating since i dont know when.. so you wanna be sickening? then i'll be sickening too! and you're finally reaping what you sow. NOW YOU KNOW HOW WE FELT!
but nevertheless i still have good friends around me who never failed to cheer me up and make me laugh! thanks kor [for being there for me although you're like miles away!], aaron [for singing that bo-whim-bo-whack song and making me laugh my problems away!], meiyan [for being kuku in the head from morning till school ends!], jess [for making me forget my worries], evan [for reminding me of God being there.what you tagged just reminded me of the Lord.] ((= thanks a million guys.. and of cos those whom i forgot to thank.. appreciated!
going to have a super buper long holiday! fwalala.. going for fop, then its nd celebration on monday and holidays till wednesday! whee!! JOY.
HAPPY THREE DECADES to you! english orals the week after next and yckss's kallang performance on wednesday night. yayy! the best part? instead of the usual 7.40-2.10 school hours, its 10.00-2.00 on thursday for the sake of those who are going to perform for the kallang theatre thing! HAHAHA xDD life never felt so good before. okay fine, im exaggerating.
and of course, the long awaited chinese results are going to be out. i dont mind not knowing how much i got. hahaha. yes, i had this dream a few nights ago. i dreamt that i aced my english, scored a B3 for chinese but had an E8 for emath. SCREAMS. lets hope that emath part was soo wrong. >.<
so blessed i cant contain itso much i've gotta give it awayyour love is all that i need nowyou are more than enough for me!(one day)
