i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
5:28 AM
sat for baseline test today! great. its like a complete english paper lahs. and its for some research thingy. everyone thought there was only one paper but never did we know, there were 3 papers! oh crap. 2 compo, one grammer thing, listening and 2 compre. k but the papers were rather simple. super direct lah. and we were supposed to write an essay bout children having too much stress and pressure, in 200-300 words. yeah, thats the easy part. what in the world.. then i stared at the paper and nuah-ed for like 20 whole min cos i didnt know what to write for the information phamplet question k. actually..... i would rather do that and miss 3 lessons than go for normal classes. hahaha. oohlalahs!! there goes a period of acc and math +1. tralala! =DD
had a great time playing charades during cme too! yayy~ we got back joseph tan as our teacher again. woo! he rawkks man. and guess what. 4o3 never started any cme lessons since the start of this year! believe it? haha..when i told mr tan that i didnt even take out my 4A cme book and write my name, he was like "HUH?! REALLY ARHHHH??" hahaha. k. he shouted right into my ear lahs. cos we spent half of the year's cme lesson doing emath. goshh.
chinese Olvl orals next thursday and prelims practicals next tues (im the first on the list in shift2. >.<) but shift two means i'll get to go to school later! JOY!!
gotta let show
let the whole world know
what u've done in me
cos i am not ashamed
i will be a light
in the darkest night
and everyone will see
cos i am not ashamed!
[ the new united live album rawks too!! thanks kor ((: ]
12:35 AM
5 jul- sci (phy/chem) practicals
11 jul- social studies
12jul- english
13 jul- geog elective
14jul- emath paper1
15jul- emath paper2
18jul- chem paper3
19jul- accounts paper 1&2
20jul-sci (phy/chem) paper 1&2
21jul- add math paper1
22jul- add math paper2
yesh. and chinese O lvl orals starts this thursday! i didnt even know until my friends were talking bout it just now.SCREAMS. this is the starting of the 4 tough months man. but i've gotta learn to trust God and have faith cos i know everything he does is for a reason!
anyway, school was oh-so-bawring today. boring boring boring! but physics remedials were cancelled! yayy.. *jumps* so went home and went out again to watch movie with kor and his friend. k.. we should have sticked to batman instead. the show was suppppperrrrr boring man!! hahaha. was waiting for the scary part to come but it never came. some kinda show that was. lol! right. i've been choosen by MOE to sit for this written baseline test thingy. thank goodess i only need to sit for the written one and not both written and oral. WHAT ON EARTH IS THAT BY THE WAY?! the whole list of names are with me.. screw it man. i forgot to return it to kumar. but who cares anyway? hahaha. really, i have no idea what this thing is but think its some english test thing from curriculum planning and development division. whoo!! im going to miss poa lessons tomorrow because of this. JOYJOYJOY! =DD
and before i forget,
HAPPY BELATED BURFEDAY JONJON AND GLEN! ((:
4:40 AM
FUN!! boring rather.
new timetable dosent look good, seriously. we have 3hrs of add math straight. sigh. i'll probably just doze off half way. and didnt do much today.. but english lessons rawked! yesh. 2 hrs of english lessons. so ms tan gave us back our assignments and a newspaper to read. we could do anything after that! so all of us spent like less than a hour reading the articles and started talking already. waisee, gerald, ben and myself were crapping lah!! esp with gerald around.. its always laughing!!! lol. they were laughing at the news report from iraq clip. yeah.. its super funny man.
no homework today! and and and, im gonna continue sleeping. lalala~
12:50 AM
was glad it went well and everyone had fun. yup.. i think i shouted and laughed too much. sexayy voice is gonna come back again!! yikes.
day1- chionged to church straight after school and they were playing games by then. we played the gorli game (what abel called it. haha!) , captains bomb/captains ball and power station. woo!! it was fun throwing those water bombs at people and i was the one who was constantly being throwed water bombs and splashed at. arghh. what good friends i have eh? so we played all the way until dinner and session 1 after that! yup.. it was interesting and rather appealing i must say. UNITY! yesh.. i believe sojourners will grow more united. me, drey and alicia stayed up to talk till like 2.30am in the morning. hahaha. k. and i had a you-know-what crisis! whoopie.. x)) i got to sleep on the air bed! whee~ aly and drey who were sleeping with their heads on the airbed only kept complaining that i wobbled the bed too much. GOT MEH?? hahaha.
day2- chris and dot shared about their spiritual journey during youth session2. mymy. naughty little kids! hahaha. their stories were really hilarious la. had youth forum then games again after that. captains ball again!! wheee!! hahaha.. extra super dee duper fun okay. we played like crazy, sweat like goats and had lotsa fun laughing and playing together. the night session was rather good too.. most of us had a touch from God esp aaron! RIGHT? so anyway, all of us stayed up till like 1+ playing and some playing guitar, singing songs. yesh!!! we watched russell peters again! hah.. laughed our butts off man. especially joel!! lol. joined alvin, brandon and christian while they were singing.. yup. then some of the younger ones went for night walk! hahaha. but wasnt as fun though. cos it was kinda bright so nahh, went back to church not long after. me, drey, alicia, brandon,nigel and christian were talking and telling funny stories all the way that night till like err, 5am? yes and brandon... i havent forgotten to take my revenge! arghh. evil piece of thing!! hahaha. i'll make sure you suffer for that evil thing you did to me. that night was extremely funfunfun and seriously fun lah. then mr chairman told us that it was time for bed.. awwww~!!!!! if not we would have stayed up the whole night. but anyway we knocked out not too long after we got back to our rooms.
day3- whooooa. it was super hard trying to get outta bed okay. like we only slept for 2hours and had to prepare for service already! of cos we couldnt concentrate on the sermon. it was number one, too cold and number two, too sleepy! so ended up resting in the nursery. yesh.. we were sleeping in the library too. hahaha!
k. i can now confirm that dot is one dangerous women! she already injured 3 people is a week! first was jasmine, then alicia and meee!!!! anyway im super tired and need to eat and then go to bed!!!!!!
i dont care what people will say cos im running after you! trust trust trust. yes Lord. i need to learn to place my trust in you and have faith! thank you Lord for not giving up on me no matter how many times i go against you. ((:
10:44 PM

the 4 brothers aka parents from the sec family at vietnam. dotts.. -.- I THOUGHT ONLY MY BROTHER'S GENERATION WOULD DO SUCH THINGS!! 
7:27 AM

funky parents with their funky singlet posing with this funky star. 
7:23 AM

the daddies!! HAHAHA.. xDD i cant believe they wore the same shirts and walked around vietnam. >< 
7:22 AM
12:49 AM
we were supposed to have 3 hours of break after addmath lessons this morning but marthandam ate up 1 hour so we had 2 left. arghh!! hahaha.. and SOMEONE was being irritating and creepy again. me and shirley felt so uneasy for the whole lessons lahs! how i wish he could just keep those eyes to himself. nope, he's not a pervert.. just that err, he keeps acting like he's so great and helpful and stuff lahs. i dont know how to describe k.
then we went to the back of the school to eat as usual. and there was this rude and snobbish old hag who went to eat together with her husband. THEY ARE SOO RUDE!!! the couple actually raised their voice at the cleaner when he was clearing their tables. they went like hurry lahh!!! yah lah.. faster can! clean faster and go away!! GET LOST!! you know, that type of attitude. how uncivilised! i felt like going there and lecture that women, seriously! hahaha.. to be even evil-er, i would have went there to smack that oh-so-big women right on her face. yeshyesh. see? this is the evil side of samantha. but of cause, i didnt lahs. wo yao ren!!! arghh.. i think these people deserve to be humiliated in public.. MWAHAHAHA x))
chem practicals after that! wooo!!! it was really fun.. pouring substances here and there, heating and shaking chemicals. hahaha. there was this experiment where by the mixture would turn from black to green upon shaking it. then yj's chemical kept staying black no matter how much he shaked it. lol.. even the cork turned from pink to black! hahaha.. but no lahs. his was naturally black. and raphael was another kuku! lol.. he shaked the chemical so much till the cork flew like half the distance of the lab. mine onli popped and flew afew cm lor! k fine. that was because i didnt really shake lahs. hee.. ((:
me and drey were waiting for bran to get his guitar from the main sanctuary and met samuel. intended to scare brandon actually but sam gave us away. hah! luckily that blur pork didnt really realise. sam was like hey bran! hello!!! and becareful k. hee..he didnt know what sam was refering to la.. until we BOOed him. HAH! revenge is sweet. after all these months of the red lady tricks....!!
when i first listened to the song "cry holy-planet shakers: always and forever album", i thought the it was the song we practised during new team! haha.. the the first few notes are TOTALLY the same as that "you are beautiful beyond description" song!! yesh. the first few notes of the intro we played was exactly the same! hahaha.. how cool!
my feet is kinda sprained and i dont know why. bleaghhs. =/
7:08 AM
daddy bought the madagascar dvd too!!! hahahaha.. *goes crazy* so me, nick, michelle, gideon, matilda AND my parents watched it together. k.. my dad laughed his head off lahs. sounds funny? i think so too!! hahaha.
yikes. school again tomorrow.. another two hours of add math and i bet marthandam is going to extend it for another hour or so, like what he did today, again. arghh!! how irritating!
I DREAD GOING TO SCHOOL` =p
7:52 AM
guess what! dosent this sound like a stupid and unvalid reason to be late: ooh! im so sorry. u know, i was on the bus just now and it broke down halfway so i had to wait for another bus! thats why im late. HEYY!! it just happened to me this morning!! FAINTS. and i was late for school. its like OF ALL DAYS TO BREAK DOWN!!! why must it break down in the morning in my way to school. arghhhh. luckily today was addmath and aiyah. marthandam wont bother lahhs. ((:
went for lunch with shirley and cousin brother after lessons. mymy. cousin brother is CRAZEEEE. he kept blabbering nonsensical and unknown words. but anyway, he's always like that lah. haha! that mad man even slurped up his cup of milo in like err, 5 sec? seriously. its amazing!
k.. something happened to my old blog skin alright. the bandwidth exceeded so i cant use that skin anymore! that should explain the new blogskin. but the colour is like a bit hard to read i know. especially the tagboard. so highlight the words and read it.. it'll be much easier! hahaha. and try playing with the drawing board at the "others" section. its kinda fun lah. but dont ask me how to erase anything. i dont know either!
10:10 PM
fathers day lunch at church today! and we, sojourners had to serve the daddies. its funn!!!!! ((: then chionged down to catch mr and mrs smith with drey, jerry and joel. yupp.. OUR generation people. its like better cos we think alike. alright, no offences here okay! hahaha. watched it at ps instead of bugis cos it was too far lahhs. and we didnt wanna waste time. the onli thing i like is their oven!!! heeee.... its COOL. mymy.. those secret compartments and stuff.
i've been slacking like for the past few days la. sighh. theres school tomorrow. how boring! but its only for 2 hours so never mind!! cant wait for youth retreat! yayy.. its 5 more days from now!!! hahaha. ((:
2:20 AM
LG was at my place this afternoon. super fun! hehe.. and chionged to church after that for youth service. poor jonjon was blind folded!! he had to walk through obstacles and that poor kicked joel instead of arun, the one who distracted him.
i think ice contracted STM from kor! goshh. went to errol's room to count the offerings and reminded myself to take my hp from the computer top. then i forgot all about it the next moment and walked out of the room. >.< so had to get the key and open that spoilt door again! hahaha. its so hard to open lah. we had to push real hard.. but brandon helped us in the end cos we were too weak! bleaghhs.
anyway, its 1.10am now so....
HAPPY DADDYS DAYYY!!!! =DD
sadly, dad's in viet now. aww!!!!
* u took the weight of the world on your shoulders..*
10:02 AM
went for tuition then to tp cos drey wanted to collect her specs. oooohh!! i wonder WHO we saw on the way!! >.
cabbed down to my place after that. kor was like entertaining matilda for the whole afternoon lahs! =p cant you imagine a 18 yr old teen interacting with a 7 yr old kid? goshh! bet my sis likes brandon alot now! hahaha. had to look after the monkeys aka my siblings for awhile before my uncles came. then rushed down to church for second liners meeting! meeting was held at jerry's place! woo.. was a short meeting lahhs. played at the park while waiting for the car.. haha. we were talking about russell peter, AGAIN.
hehehe.. drey found afew funny devos in the orange devo for teens book! yupp.. its SUPER funny!
like: on the first day of christmas my TULIP gave to me... =DD
7:46 AM
tralalalala~~ the parents (refering to mine plus extended family) are going to vietnam. oooohhh!!! hah.. I SMELL FREEDOM!!! OH YES I DO!!!!!!!!! =DD
7:03 AM
oh wells, think i was too tired this morning until i didnt even bother to pick up the phone. hehehe.. SHH!! yeah, no one was at home cos all of them went out! then drey msged me about this how-to-remove-your-pimples thingything.. THAT WOMEN! anyway i was like reading the sms with my eyes 3/4 closed. hehe.. yup. it said something like because toothpaste contains alkaline so by applying a little of it on your pimple, it'll go away. aiyah.. SOMETHING like that lahs! and the first thing that came into my mind was pimples are acidic so by adding something alkaline-ish, it'll neutralise! hah.. dont ask me why that came int0 my mind okays. see? it shows that i was paying attention during tuition last night! =p
i wanna go for the hip hop dance thingy conducted by hillsongs!! but sadly, i havent got the time.
kkk. about one week of the school holidays left and im only completely done with physics.
11:45 PM
woke up just in time for lunch this afternoon. hahaha. was too exhausted lah! then did a little of my assignments and went for math tuition. woo!! but tuition was like quite unproductive cos i onli managed to tackle like 6 sums. alright.. its good enough i guess. hahaha.. and guess what!! i got smacked on my hand by audrey cos she was trying to hit zhen pings hand whenever he touched her pencil box. so all i did was reach ACROSS her pencil box to get the chewing gum and "SMACK"~!!!! yupp.. she smacked my hand instead. OEI!! does my hand look like zhen ping's hand?! arghh.
ate dinner at tp then chionged home for science tuition. lol.. learned that acids, bases and salts chapter! ooh finally. but still abit confused lah. so much to memorise and all i know is copper2 oxide + dilute hydrochloric acid (i think) gives you a light blue ppt!! woo!!! coppertwo rawkks. lalala!
i dreamt that i scored an A2 for english for Os!!!! *grins* but a E8 for emath *sigh*. aiyah.. lets hope that dream does not come true lah. i mean for the emath part. heh..
9 more days to sojourners retreat! =DD
7:35 AM
hah.. nana and shee came over to my place this morning to discuss about the retreat stuff. yup! it was done in no time. then i was one of shee's victim!! lol.. she stared at my eyebrow and then........... yeah, you can guess the rest. alrite.. at least it looks neater! HAHAHA xDD it was super pain k. but i didnt shout as loud as nana lahhs. lol.
yayy!!! i've got the whole album of always and forever-planet shakers in my comp now! its niiiiiceeee!! =D
after they went back, i continued sleeping again! like from 2-5? yeah. pig right? and im intending to study tonight thats why i need super brain power and alertness! hees..
3:13 AM
met up with eugene (the fat kid. hee..) after church. he hasnt changed a single bit since the last time i saw him which was err, 6mths ago? yeapp! still as crazy, still as tall, still as nonsensical, still as funny as he was 6mths ago. THAT PIG! he is so impatient lahhs. wait awhile for me will kill you issit?! AIYOHH. so we lunched at toa payoh's kfc and we had to go that far because that fella would only eat at the branch in toa payoh for i-dont-know-what reason k. and as usual, eugene would find targets to disturb. yeah, childish i know. hahaha. but anyway, we found this super gooood target! lol.. he was so gross lah. digging his mouth and looking for the piece of meat stuck in his teeth somewhere. he did it in public and worse, undiscreetly. so that kar-chiow king went to shoot ice at him. HAHAHA!! horrible.
rushed down to my aunts house for dinner after that. ooh! i didnt know it was my cousin's birthday! hahaha. and it was my favourite cousin's bday lor! aww, that cute little thing! i miss her so much.
im tired. my legs are weak and aching. whee!!! im waiting for my gummies kor! ((: cya soon yeah?
8:18 AM
hahaha. had a fun time playing the pass-the-msg game. ps ban!!! he is suuuuuper hilarious. goshh! >.< most of the girls were eating bubble gum and blowing them throughout the sermon. heh.. brought back from dot and pearlyn from their aussie trip. they bought starbursts too!! thanks guys~ its yummy! then after service me, drey, timo, samuel, joel and jon neo were talking about russell peter and his jokes! hee.. its funny, really. ((:
quotes: somebody is gonna get hurt realllll bad! =p
and joel laughed till he was rolling on the floor! oh man.. that boy! lol.. went to tp with drey and ser for dinner. shopped a little and then went back to my house because family gathering was at my place anyway. and we showed ser the russell peters webbie. hahaha. it soo rawkks!
cant wait for retreat! yayy! hopefully it'll turn out well cos its the first time the 2nd liners are doing all the planning. i want sojourners to be united! and most importantly i that we'll get to know more of God. yeapps. praise him in everything!
7:37 AM

we wanna.. MOVE IT! hahaha. madagascar rox! ((; 
7:26 AM

top left: xiona, sheela and nana. bottom left: drey, me and serene 
7:24 AM

LG members! plus drey and nana.. 
7:22 AM
drey came over because she was feeling bawdddddd. so we spent our time making jelly,playing monopoly with my siblings and luffing at the silly americans on afv! hahaha!! went for 2nd liners after dinner. yup. most of the plannings are more or less done.. camp briefing!!!! gonna slowly think of what to brief them next saturday.
okay anyway, its like 2.20am already! whee~ me and drey just finished watching that russell peter's funny video clips! hahaha!! its seriously funny and yah, you should see it too. http://www.shoutouts.ca/index.php/weblog/comments/best_comedian_there_is_russell_perters
but please, the content is like a little explicit. okay not all the contents. just some parts. BUT ITS FUNNY OKAY! heh.. we kinda blasted the whole thing and laughed our heads off!
we dont intend to sleep tonight! oh no we dont. so let go find something to do now. hahah.. tata! =D
11:16 AM
does that mean anything?? hahaha.. seriously, i dont know what God is trying to tell me!!!!!
new team? or dance?
new team? or dance?
new team? or dance?
aiyaiyai....
i will go where you send me.
Jesus take me now i am yours..
here i am send me.
10:34 PM
was just feeling a wee bit lazy to continue doing the exam papers so i decided to blawg. okayy now, sherman says communicating with brandon (bay) is hell! hah! i've gotta agree with him. goshh.. that tall psychotic class joker! anyone wants to object?? >.< although he's nice enough to enterain us at times but talking to him for long will KILL you! not physically but mentally. arghh! right. and im going to escape next week with carina and her tutor!!!! whee~ anyone wants ta come along?
i cant deny my love affair with the psychotic wild-life-penguin-wannabe. ITS KEWT OKAY! but that sickening women aka drey was poking it for the whole day! PIG. fine. the baby squirrel was just as cute but find one for me if u can!!! i'd prefer buying the itsey cutesy thing.
ooh, i thought of something to do! TIME TO BUILD HOSPITALS!! hahaha.
anyway, its 1.55am now so HAPPY BURFEDAY ALICIA!!!! mwahhs* coppertwo rawks! ((:
10:39 AM
alicia's birthday is tmr! me, dee and drey were talking on msn today and i sort of forgot her burfeday was tmr until we talked about her present. so anyway, 3 of us rushed down immediately to j8 to hunt for her present. hah.. everything we saw that had a cloud (alicia's shape) on it had a star shape (dee's shape) too! goshh. its soo difficult to get her prezzie lahh. but anyway, we gave her this rakoon (or wadevr the sp is) in substitution for the squirrel aka alicia. >.< heh.. saw this little card which had all 4 of our shapes on it too! whee~ hey! its rare k. although the prezzie is a little tiny but its the thought that counts! ((: so now i must think of how to get all 4 cards stuck onto the small box.
HEY KOR!!! all the best yeah? dont burn the ceilings! hehe.. jkjk! =p jia you!! will be right behind you kayys? chiong arh!!!! hahaha.
did i mention that i found that cutesy little penguin from madagascar? HAH! its not easy finding it hor. special thankies to dee and her cleverness! heh.. i was like aiyah, that comic shop where got nice pressies? walked inside and the penguin caught my eye!!! haha.. =DD jumped about like some crazy person. whoopie! x)) never knew they sell it in comic shops. right.. and now my sis likes it too! must i buy another one for her?!?! arghh!!
6:53 AM
i've got so many things to do yet there's just so little time to accomplish everything.
9:57 AM
anyway, went to causeway point with xiaona, drey, serene, sheela and nana to watch madagascar!! hah.. i know i sound crazy watching it twice. but its nice and funny k! thanks xiaona for the treat!! =DD ooh, today was the first time the LC (low cousins like wad ps ban said) took communion. hehe.. its cool! and golly! my bread fell into the cup WITH the drink. >.< so paisehh!! luckily onli serene saw it.
walked around after the movie. aww, mini toons didnt sell the smaller version of the madagascar penguin! i want it! in fact, i want all four animals and the baby squirrel is possible! hee ((: went to uncle's house after that. ahhh!!! had to time to swim. men..the last time i swam was like a donkey years ago! bleahhs.
and guess wad??? mummy says that my teacher is CRAZY because we have to go to school tomorrow just to hand in our work. pig! i havent finished doing it yet. no i mean, the rest of the qns which are left blank is because i dont know how to do! dangg.. gonna meet shir, sherman and prolly the rest of the gang to finish up the work. they are meeting at 10am!!! can u believe it? its sooo early! wahh~
7:10 AM
COPPERS: i was sent some songs by "my version of the donkey" (get wad i mean?!). yeah.. and donkey told me to listen to the lyrics. hah! i dont know why but my version of the donkey certainly enjoys listening to song lyrics! it says lyrics are meaningful. right.. it was INDEED meaningful! hah.. will update u guys yeah? WAZZUP FOR ALYZ'S BDAE??!!
so woke up super tired this morning, headed to school and searched for the class! arghh. 3 classes in 2 labs! great. 6 per bench? hahaha. all squashed man! thats why mr mah opened the other lab. seriously, i think phy practicals are BAWRING! i enjoy chem practicals more! but then again, theres a serious problem with ME!!! firstly, i dont dare to open the air hole while the bunsen burner is on. secondly, i dont dare to heat substances esp when they want it to be boiled! bleaghs. and then, i'll get so freaked out and start thinking that the test tube is gonna burst, or the substance is gonna explode and shoot out from the test tube! wahhh~ practicals are onli 3 weeks away. >.<
xun yi cao!!!! are the meanings behind xun yi cao's really that accurate? i dont wanna trust anyone again. i dont wanna be hurt!
p.s HEY! think i sound love sick? THINK NOT!! its not lah ppl.. dont worrie! ((:
4:57 AM
well well, met shirley at 4+ for early dinner. then headed down to bugis and searched for the tent which they would be performing at. we were told to meet outside the tent at 7pm and the teachers onli arrived at like say, 7.30pm?! argh.. teachers!!!! so the 4E and 5N pupils gathered there by 7.45. then there was this cute-acting adult who gave out the tickets. he is soooo funnny!! hahaha. kor!!! u-noe-who was there too! ahhhhh~ >.< how unfortunate!
we had to squeeze through the puffed up i-dont-noe-wad-its-called balloon like pillars in order to get in. its hard man! the place was soooo dark and misty but the deck chairs were cool! ;)) so the 4o3 girls sat in a row.. our view was perfect! hah.. da performers were dressed in leotards, to prevent their clothings from getting caught while flying. yupp. the whole show was bout flinging people here and there from a high ground! goshh.. i was feeling more afraid than those performing! they flung people in the air and tossed them like some kind of toy! *freaks out* the best part was when one of them couldnt catch the bar in time so he fell straight down to the net!
u know what? they're not even scared! one of them even fell head down on purpose. yah, like as if they were going to commit suicide. FAINTS! me and shirley totally freaked out lah! esp the starting part. k, in fact carina and shewon were "shouting" too! lol.. but its cool! enjoyed the show a whole lot! hey, and im surprised even mrs mak (aka aunty ee moi) was there too! i thought onli miss lu and mdm tan were going to be there. but it turned out that more teachers were there. mr mah even brought his kids along! they are soo kewt..jus like their dad (aka mr mah) when he waved to us likka BIG BEAR!! lol.. =DD
show ended at 9.30.. went to amk central to grab some stuff to eat and reached home at like 11.30? bleaghx. im tired! and yes, school starts at 8am tmr. sighh =((
8:09 AM
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