Tuesday, February 08, 2005
its chinese new year eve but im not excited at all. hah.. had a long day today.. a long but fun day!!
sch ended earlier dan a expected, 9.30. so me, carina, waisee, yuwan and hannah went back to st nicks to visit our frens since we had nth to do. sooo happy to see all my pri sch mates again.. heh.. they all grew so pretty and din change one single bit (refering to their crazziness!!).
saw magdeline, yuanbing, yanhong, estee, matong, liting and many other 6 hopers.. so glad they havent forgot me. took pics wif yuanbing and im waiting for her to upload it on her frenster den i can post it on my bloggie! went to visit da teachers too.. they havent forgotten us~ yay! oh yes, and we rushed back to st nicks earlier to eat da food. orange bowl and malay food! *yum yum* bought a bit of everything and shared.. like sum kinda buffet. hehe.. i was hoping to meet my sis but nah, no luck. bwahaha~
met up wif drey, deedee and alicia at orchard for cny shopping!!! din shop much though.. but took our uniform neoprints. drey was quite pissed throughout da whole day bcos ppl were blocking her way and so as a dear cousin of mine, she vented her anger on me by hitting my back. this is wad cousins are for.. rmb dat now. (= den dee and alicia had to go back so we continued to shop at far east! onli bought a t-shirt.. bleahh. got back to drey's house at 7 which was jus in time for dinner. dinner was so-so onli.. den da adults and some of da younger ones were playing dis game which was sth like black jack but its da rougher version of black jack. lol.. realli showed da crazy side of our parents.
think theres jus some stuff i gotta let some ppl noe.
guess they still need to learn to noe wad they are doing somtimes.. like hating to gossip when they gossip unknowingly? they may not see it as gossiping but to us, they ARE gossiping. this is da example dat they show to us, not very gd isnt it? and and and, putting pressure on us.. making us fear them, act like a "detective".. going ard collecting info, intrude into our life.. asking every single detail, being sensitive.. way toooooo sensitive like getting paranoid and suspicious of anything and everything, sometimes even causing others to dislike them bcos they blow up lil matters. im sorry if its too harsh but hope these ppl will be aware of wad they're doing. i noe no one is perfect, we do fall and walk in da wrong path sometimes. u may tink im immature in my thinking bcos im young but u certainly have no proof ya noe.. tink u dunnoe me well enuff to assume wads in my mind. i keep certain things to myself cos i noe i'll onli say it out when things are going too far.. i've tolerated again and again. i've ask myself about it.. but i dun see anything wrong wif it and da need to kick up such a big fuss over dat matter tinking dat they noe everything. this is my opinion and im jus letting it out in my blog not bcos im doing it on purpose but bcos i tink things are getting way beyong control.
fullstop, stop asking. stop bringing up dat matter.
