i am a flower quickly fading.
here today and gone tomorrow.
a wave tossed in the ocean.
a vapour in the wind.
yup.. dats about it..got back my social studies common test paper today. results were extremely devastating! got onli 10/25.. *screams* its suppose to be one of my few best subjects and mrs lim failed almost 90% of da class. i wan mrs teo back to teach us..!! tink my mum's gonna yell at me.. i noe i studied da right thing, memorised da right facts. i nv had problem wif source-based qns.. never ever! still, i'll continue to try hard.. to press on. 9 more months sam~ ;))
6:23 AM
had chinese oral today.. and i onli found out i was gonna take oral for prelims when i was sitting in da holding room. gosh! practically wrecked up da whole reading section.. but i guess da zi you yan tan part can pull my grades up. *prays hard* will be having eng oral on 23/2.. pray for me!! hehe.. friday can skip guides again.. OOSH! going to republic poly for open house.. i soo love mr kumar for bring us to open houses on friday.. hahha... den tuition at nite was alrite but i stressed myself out by trying to squeeze both phy and chem into 2 hrs of tuition. but in da end din get to study chem cos there was no time.. tink chem shouldnt be a prob. did i mention bout my most most most recent chem test?? hehehe.. although i failed but still quite contented.. yup. instead of getting an expected usual score of 3 marks, i failed by onli 3 marks.. whee!! so happy.. gonna keep on improve~
kk.. ppl getting impatient liao.. i'll go post more house visiting pics..tata!
6:22 AM

c0ppEr[II]---> drey(s) + sam(l) + lish(s) + dee(g) 
6:29 AM

frm left: joel, me, deedee, lish and drey.. "fantastic" backgrd by: alvin.. 
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5:41 AM
sun-i almost over slept.. haha.. thank God i din though. after church went for last min bowling.. heh.. wanted to book grassroots but it was fully book, by jacky and his youth!! wahhhh~~~ so tried safra yishun.. went wif dee, lish, joel, jon neo, rena, serene, pearlyn, arun, rayson. and met matilda on da way!! haha.. wad a pity.. u werent there to see. we arrived later dan da time booked so dey gave up our lanes.. still got it in da end. it isnt my bowling day.. no strikes, no spare.. and a pathetic score of onli 50+. deedee taught me how to play a new game at da arcade!! its so cool.. i wanna play again~ yay!
mon-happy valentines day ppl!! had add math common tets in da morning, a killer as usual. but i guess i'll leave it up to God.. yeah. watched i do i do wif my fren after sch.. da show is an ultimate laughing medicine.. i rate it 5*s!!! wahah.. luffing my head off throughout da whole show. was fun la.. go watch it urself.. muaha!
to deedee: hey!!!!!!! so unexpected lei.. i got da same experience as u.. onli dat mine was afew days later and diff show. hahaha.. started exactly da same loh.. AISEH~ *hi5* started wif temperature.. yeah den u noe da rest la.. haha.. but i tink mine was a lil too quick. will update da c0ppErs on sunday. T.M.M lei......... =D
to shirley: u finally came back to ur senses.. all da way shirley.. u go girl!! haha.. i like ur attitude, i respect ur decision and he better too!! dun xin luan lei.. he's not worth ur care. why even bother to care and spare a thot for him when he dosent? not worth it kay.. singlehood rox~ u'll noe wad i mean.. *freeeedom~*
7:38 AM

frm left: lish, me, drey, dee, bran, sam neo, manda, joel, dot, meh meh, rayson.. taken during house visiting at brandons house again~ 
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drey and me..!! best cuz foreva~ (= 
6:34 AM

c0ppEr[2]--drey.dee.me.lish at bran's house 
6:33 AM

sam-- yes it my name.. ahhas.. guess who drew it?? 
8:14 AM

cheeky school gurls.. we rawkk~ x)) 
8:10 AM

c0ppEr2-- drey, lisha, me and dee in our sch uniforms.. 
8:09 AM
so went home, took a nice cold bath and rushed out to meet carina and alicia at yck mrt. den was suppose to meet minzhi, charles and gang but tink dey left wifout us.. *we are: unloved* haha.. den da 3 unloved souls went to wisma's food court to eat and soooo super lagi suay!! da sign outside read: operation will be ceased frm 11 feb. lol.. so went to taka's food court instead. i realised how outdated i was when they brought me to dis super duper cool toy store at da top level!! they had lotsa rare ty beanies but they din sell my bear-cum-pig. everything was cool.. even da price! bleahh.. da performance was so-so onli la.. i tink da best part was dewi and zarina's dance. yeapps.. yckss's talented dancers!! 3 cheers~! da attendance was pathetic though.. most of them were sec3s. after dat went to hereen to take neoprints!! lishan refused to come along wif us.. *grr*~ dis time round we took funny faces fotos.. no more say-cheeze-and smile types. den went to mise exclusive cos of 2 reasons.. firstly, carina and alicia wanted to buy their chicklet teeth jap boi's fotos. secondly, carina was trying to psycho me wif her obsession over w-inds. of cos she din succeed lah! oh yeah.. and we found out dat da guy who acted in da polka carrot juice advertisement thingy was actually frm our sch. he's carina's new obsessor (?!).. lol.. he had nice and cute dimples i admit. sebastian dressed as if he jus did his big business okayy.. he was holding a newspaper and wearing a typical i-jus-did-my-big-business type of shirt. and worse thing was dat he sneaked up behind us and whacked us wif his newspaper saying dat we were rude cos we din say hello to him. haha.. hello?! we din even see u lei..
went home onli at ard 10.30 i tink.. and carina still wanted to go for her midnight party. gosh! she sure has lotsa energy loh.. hahahahahaha.. and da lady who stood beside us at da platform was listening to our fall-into-da-drain crap and luffing away.. so paiseh! we looked like 3 mad and drunken pigs, sitting on da floor luffing our heads off.
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6:38 AM
k.. quite tired already.. and got ppl rushing me also.. hahah~ so impatient!
*let go of everything i've done, i'll run into ur open arms cos i love u more than life*
8:58 AM
sch ended earlier dan a expected, 9.30. so me, carina, waisee, yuwan and hannah went back to st nicks to visit our frens since we had nth to do. sooo happy to see all my pri sch mates again.. heh.. they all grew so pretty and din change one single bit (refering to their crazziness!!).
saw magdeline, yuanbing, yanhong, estee, matong, liting and many other 6 hopers.. so glad they havent forgot me. took pics wif yuanbing and im waiting for her to upload it on her frenster den i can post it on my bloggie! went to visit da teachers too.. they havent forgotten us~ yay! oh yes, and we rushed back to st nicks earlier to eat da food. orange bowl and malay food! *yum yum* bought a bit of everything and shared.. like sum kinda buffet. hehe.. i was hoping to meet my sis but nah, no luck. bwahaha~
met up wif drey, deedee and alicia at orchard for cny shopping!!! din shop much though.. but took our uniform neoprints. drey was quite pissed throughout da whole day bcos ppl were blocking her way and so as a dear cousin of mine, she vented her anger on me by hitting my back. this is wad cousins are for.. rmb dat now. (= den dee and alicia had to go back so we continued to shop at far east! onli bought a t-shirt.. bleahh. got back to drey's house at 7 which was jus in time for dinner. dinner was so-so onli.. den da adults and some of da younger ones were playing dis game which was sth like black jack but its da rougher version of black jack. lol.. realli showed da crazy side of our parents.
think theres jus some stuff i gotta let some ppl noe.
guess they still need to learn to noe wad they are doing somtimes.. like hating to gossip when they gossip unknowingly? they may not see it as gossiping but to us, they ARE gossiping. this is da example dat they show to us, not very gd isnt it? and and and, putting pressure on us.. making us fear them, act like a "detective".. going ard collecting info, intrude into our life.. asking every single detail, being sensitive.. way toooooo sensitive like getting paranoid and suspicious of anything and everything, sometimes even causing others to dislike them bcos they blow up lil matters. im sorry if its too harsh but hope these ppl will be aware of wad they're doing. i noe no one is perfect, we do fall and walk in da wrong path sometimes. u may tink im immature in my thinking bcos im young but u certainly have no proof ya noe.. tink u dunnoe me well enuff to assume wads in my mind. i keep certain things to myself cos i noe i'll onli say it out when things are going too far.. i've tolerated again and again. i've ask myself about it.. but i dun see anything wrong wif it and da need to kick up such a big fuss over dat matter tinking dat they noe everything. this is my opinion and im jus letting it out in my blog not bcos im doing it on purpose but bcos i tink things are getting way beyong control.
fullstop, stop asking. stop bringing up dat matter.
6:57 AM
kinda scared to go sch today.. din wanna be spoted by someone though i was, unknowingly. i dun even noe who u are and how u look like.. oh men!! nvm, i'll spot u one fine day. lalala~
yippie! going shopping wif drey, dee and lisha tmr. gonna take our sch-u neoprints and do some valentines day cum cny shopping. finally managed to fix a date!!! cant wait cant wait....
in the morning when i wake,
u will hear my voice O God
in the morning when i wake,
i'll prepare a prayer for u.
in the morning when i wake,
i'll watch and wait for u.
all of days i'll bless u
all of life i'll sing
you are my one desire Lord
i give u everything!!
5:55 AM
muahahha.. u jus promised my sista a care bear of her size.
she is one head shorter dan me if u din noe.
and u dun even noe how a care bear luks like?!!
worse, u're gonna kill me after u find ur care bear.
HELP!!
i'll make sure u dun find ur care bear too soon then.
bwahahaha x)
hahahaha.. so sorry for the nonsence ppl.. onli a certain somebody understands this post. yupp.. and im bored! lalala..
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3:38 AM
and im lazy to type out da rest.. its 2am.. muahah!! x)
9:43 AM
had guides after sch and i found out onli durig lunch break dat me and alicia were incharge of da prog for guides today. but no choice la.. no time to prepare anyway. mdm chua sked me and carina to bring da juniors to da hq to buy their uniforms. dat is a very big deal bcos, this yrs juniors are ultra naughty and disrespectful. grr.. like wad i told andy, sooooo gld im retiring soon! whee~~ hahaha..we were supposed to finish buying by 6 but dere were other schools there so our turn onli came at 6. bleahh.. reached church at 7.30 when i was supposed to be there at 7. wahaha.. still couldnt forget wad happened during worship. joel!!!! our church cartoon. enjoyed 2nd liners meeting today.
chinese new yr is next wed!! hah.. cant wait to go shopping and wear our new clothes wif da rest of da cousins. bet da small kids are all gonna wear some typical cny cheong sam thingy. cant wait cant wait cant wait~~!! i'll have a long break then.. dat means: time to sleep more! hah.. sighh.. gotta go back to sch on fri cos da principal refused to give us 3 days holiday. got common test sommore! *pulls hair real hard*
*i live for u, all of my days belong to u..*
7:23 AM
muahaha.. i totally forgot bout it.. until dis morning when i recieved da first worksheet for da day. bleahh..but i'll make up for it!! heh.. matilda is my younger sis if anyone din noe~ really envy her okay. haha.. she is onli a head shorter dan me and she is pri1. im jealous!!!!! =p
okayy..to start, i finally made a new acc after a long time cos was so busy wif sch work and other stuff until i was too tired and lazy to do up my blog. and noooooooooo.............my fav skin cant be used. arghh!! i like it so so so much. =( so bear wif me while i re-use my christmas blogskin which is so uber plain and bawring.
school hasnt been good recently. as in, its real tiring.. ahh!! cant imagine how da ex-sec4s could tolerate it for one yr. im so sleep deprived now.. i need to sleep! i need 3 days of chinese new year break. please please please although i noe dat will nv happen la.. cos mr gopal is so stingy! arghh~ but thank God i understand a chap on phy and a chap on chem, after such a long time. hey.. its a good achievement, for ME loh. hahaha.. watched yamasaki during eng lesson ytd. it rawkks!! although we had to read da subtitles cos it was in another greek lang. heh.. da show is abt dis grp of dare devils (they climb walls and buildings and werent afraid of da police) finding all means to raise up a huge sum of money to help dis boy who had heart problem and needed a heart transplant immediately. really heroic and very funny also!! waha.. tink we luffed a lil too loud during da show.
thank God for every brand new day he made! (:
6:09 AM
testing 123........
3:13 AM